Private Detective Wang [ZhanYi FF] with MPREG special / Complete

Chapter 7 - Youn's loss of control???

A week ago I learned about the relationship between Youn and Wooseok and that Wooseok wants Youn to move in with him. And today Youn actually moved in with him. For the time being only on probation, because they first want to see if they still get along so well with each other, if they now see each other more than just a few hours in the evening and that every day.

But there is not much difference between before and now. I mean, they only saw each other in the evening before. Only now they can spend every night together. Before, they could only do that on the weekends. Well, even though I don't believe in love, I believe in Youn and hope that he and Wooseok will be happy and stay happy. He deserves to be happy.

However, I must also say that saying goodbye to him is much harder than I thought. Yesterday, when he came home from work in the evening, he brought me a huge cooler full of blood bags. Oh yes, this is all blood that has been sorted out and should be destroyed. So I'm not taking anyone's life-saving blood away from them.

Well, anyway, when I saw the box, I immediately realized that I probably won't see Youn for quite a while now. This made me feel sad inside, but also angry. After all, he had told me to be afraid that I would cut him out of my life if he confessed about Wooseok and moved out.

And then he brings me this really huge box full of blood, which clearly shows me that he doesn't plan to come here anytime soon. On top of that, he asked me, "Do you want to have a >>last<< evening together?" Does that mean we'll never have another evening together?

Although I actually have a new case involving adultery once again and wanted to pursue it that night, I agreed to his question and postponed my stakeout until that night tonight.

But somehow the mood was depressed that evening. I felt so tense all the time and just couldn't focus on enjoying this evening with my best friend. What was even worse was that, as the evening progressed, I was getting angrier and angrier inside.

Constantly I had to think of his departure, also I had to think of the words >>last evening together<<. And out of the corner of my eye I saw all the time this huge box, in which there was so much blood that I will surely get along with it for two or three months. And then when he asked me why I was sitting on the other side of the sofa and not laying my head on his lap and having my hair tickled like I usually do, I really had to bite my tongue not to say something I would have regretted afterwards.

And then he also asked me about Zhan, whom I was able to push out of my thoughts as best I could, at least on that day. Although Zhan had said on Sunday in the park that he would follow me everywhere, I hadn't seen him since. And he claimed to be in love with me after only one night! Is this what love looks like? Thank you no! With that he simply confirmed what I think of love. Namely nothing! Love does not exist, basta!

When Youn then asked me again why I don't cuddle up to him, I gushed: "Are you still okay? We can't do this anymore! You have a boyfriend and if you want to cuddle, then cuddle with him! I'm really not in the mood for one last cuddle together!"

Youn stared at me, startled, and asked, "What's wrong? Why are you so angry?"

With tears in my eyes, I replied angrily, "You said you were afraid I would cut you out of my life. But it looks like you're going to cut me out of your life after tonight!"

Youn jumped up from the sofa, came to me and grabbed me by both upper arms. He shook me briefly and wrapped me tightly in his arms. "Have you lost all your senses? How could I cut you out of my life? Yibo...how could you even think such a thing?"

Suddenly we were both crying like little children. I sobbed and said, "You said it was our last night together. You brought me so much blood that it's clear you don't want to come here for now. And I didn't think you'd move out within a week and leave me alone."