Private Detective Wang [ZhanYi FF] with MPREG special / Complete

Chapter 54 - Mpreg Special 6

Mpreg Special 6 - Not much longer

I'm at a point in my pregnancy now where, according to Eve, it will probably only be two to four weeks before they cut the babies out of me. I would be fine if they did it today too. I'm really sick of this oversized fat belly blocking any view of my feet and anything on the floor in front of me.

In addition, the movements, the punches and kicks can already hurt quite a lot. I can only lie on my side and need Zhan's help every morning to even get up. He even has to help me wash and dress. Without him I can't even manage to put on socks or shoes.

And unlike all the months before, I suddenly suffer from morning sickness every morning. And no matter what I eat or drink, everything ends with nasty heartburn. My nipples hurt and I even suffer from nightmares. As much as I love my babies and love carrying them under my heart, though, by now I just want it to be over.

This part of pregnancy is just no longer fun and stressful. So stressful that I don't even feel like having sex anymore and could just sleep all day. Maybe it would be different with just one baby in my belly. Maybe it would be less stressful. And maybe I wouldn't feel like I looked like a whale.

Fortunately, I have a husband in Zhan who is very loving and understanding. With his kind words and all the support he always gives me with a smile, I always feel better quickly. He always makes me laugh and clearly shows me how much he loves me and how much I can rely on him for just about anything.

I am truly more than happy and grateful every day that I have such a wonderful and awesome husband. Even when I unintentionally take out my bad mood on him, which I always feel sorry for immediately, he stays calm. He waits until I have vented and then comes to me. He also always sees my bad conscience. I don't even have to say anything. He just sits down with me, takes me in his arms and kisses me. And then I would like to cry all the time. Which I do sometimes.

My hormones are totally stressing me out. I slip from one mood to the next. And then there are the aches and pains I feel when the little ones party in my belly. They kick, box and dance and some of it just hurts. In such a moment Zhan lies down with me, strokes my belly and sings softly until the twins are calmer again. Afterwards Zhan gives me massages, especially for my lower back. He does all this without complaining once. Isn't he a great man? My super husband whom I love more than anything.

Now that it won't be long until the day of the birth and my emotions often go crazy, I suddenly have to think about my mother often too. After she died 16 years ago, I didn't think about her often. But now just before the birth of my babies, I think of her very often.

I keep wondering what she would say if she knew that I got pregnant? How would she react? Would it leave her cold? Or would she still have discovered some feelings for me somewhere deep inside her and would she have helped me during this time?

And then, of course, I always wonder how she could not love me, even though she carried me under her heart for so long? I already love my babies dearly and can't wait to finally hold them in my arms, kiss their faces and tell them how much I love them while looking into their eyes.

Of course I know that it can happen that a mother is unable to love her own child. But why did it have to be my mother? She was supposedly an elf! And according to Eve, every elf mother loves her children. They would do everything for their children, even if they had to kill for them. But my mother was not even able to hold my hand or take me in her arms!

Even for my big brother, somewhere deep inside she had motherly feelings and loved him in her own special way. She even loved our little brother so much that she never went anywhere without him and as he said, told him every day how much she loved him. So why couldn't she kind of love me too? At least a little bit?