Private Detective Wang [ZhanYi FF] with MPREG special / Complete

Chapter 15 - Yibo wants to play Cupid

The last snow melted 4 weeks ago and then all these little sweet buds grew on bushes and trees, which quickly became little green leaves. Here and there even the first flowers are already blooming in the small park in front of the apartment complex and with each day it is getting warmer outside. Birds begin to build their nests and prepare for breeding.

It is unbelievable how fast time has passed. Zhan has been living with me for three months now. A time I have enjoyed very much so far. We live together, he helps me with my work, we spend insanely great intimate hours together and already behave like lovers. And in all the time Zhan has been living with me, he never once stumbled as far as his feelings for me are concerned.

Meanwhile, it's not that I deny feeling anything for him. I even feel a lot for him and I think he knows that too. And not only because I can't fall asleep without him. But I still couldn't bring myself to confess my feelings to him.

Whenever I dream about him and me, I also have these nightmares lately. In them, we are a couple who love each other very much and spend our lives together. I watch Zhan grow older and older until he finally dies and I am all alone. I look around and there is no one but me. I am lonely and alone and grieve for Zhan every day. I can't sleep or eat, but I can't die either. Because whenever I tried to take my life in my dream, the vampire inside me took control and forced me to live on. I am nothing more than a wreck that has lost its one and only true love and is forced to live on in eternal mourning.

Even though it is just a recurring dream, it fuels my fears and constantly shows me what future awaits me if I give in to my feelings. Meanwhile, I know that I love Zhan. Very much so. But how can I give in to these feelings when I know how it will end? How can I not be afraid?

But first to something else. Youn came to visit me a few times since he moved out. Not every week, as he promised. But he did come. But always only when Zhan was not at home because of some research for his own work. He brought me new blood bags and told me how great living with Wooseok was. And as soon as he told me all about himself, he would go back home. Is he still my best friend? Why can't he at least try to make friends with Zhan? Or at least get to know him first?

But what also concerns me is Zhan's brother. We have visited Zhan's pack a few times now and I got to know his brother better. I was very surprised when Cheng confessed to me in confidence that he was not just a fan of my brother back then. He was even really in love with him. And even when the scandal about my brother broke, he stuck by my brother and defended him on social media.

I wondered more than once now if Cheng might be a good reason for my brother to come back here? I know my brother is totally into guys like Cheng and I thought if I could somehow get the two of them together, I could hit several flies with one swat.

For so long I've wanted my brother to come back here. But I alone am apparently not enough of a reason for him. I miss him very much and miss our closeness from back then. And I missed how cheerful he always was and how happy he was when he finally had a boyfriend. Yes, unfortunately this boyfriend took everything from him. His confidence, his smile, his love and his career. He ruined my brother so much that my brother preferred to leave the country.

But all that was years ago and I just wish my big brother back. And I think Cheng could be the solution to all this. He could bring my brother back here. He could bring my brother back his laughter and also his love and his trust. And I would finally have my brother back!

So I decided to play the Cupid and set my brother and Cheng up with each other. Of course, I was hoping for Zhan's help in this. But Zhan immediately said that I had to do it on my own. I asked, "Why won't you help me? It's a good thing after all."