Twenty Four

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Right now, Namjoon is in one of the only places where he can relax. His office. There, no one looks at him differently. No one knows shit about his private life. And thank God, because it's a total mess at the moment.

This had to be the worst week of his life. After Jin left the house on Friday, he and the two younger boys waited the whole weekend before going back home. And yes, he was mad at Jin but he was mostly worried about him. Despite everything, he felt guilty but he didn't have the chance to talk to him. Or maybe he was just afraid of doing so.

Someone knocks on the door and he comes back to the real world. Specially when he sees who walks in.

- Oh, Jungkook! What brings you here? You had any problems with the-

- I quit. I just wanted to let you know.

- Kook...If this is about Jin...

- It is. I'll work with him now.

- That's great...I... I'm glad you can help him out. - Jungkook starts to walk back out - Wait!

- What?

- Can I...explain myself? Honestly, you're very important to me and I...I guess I just don't want you to go without listening to my side of the story

Jungkook doubts. He doesn't really want to hear it. But he's been Namjoon's biggest fan since he was fifteen.

- Are you sure? I thought I was just a kid to hear what you had to say

- I know I said that the other day. And I know you don't like to be treated that way. I guess I just didn't wanna disappoint you

- Kinda late for that

- Right...

- ...So...What the fuck happened?

And so Namjoon tells his story. From beginning to end without interruption, from the first day he dared to think of Jin in a completely different way...

They've been friends since childhood. Even before meeting Yoongi or Hobi, they were already friends. And the reason was simple. Their parents were best friends. And that was no wonder. They were both perfectionist men that wanted their kids to have no flaws at all.

But while Namjoon made his father proud, Jin was the exact opposite. He didn't care about business or economics or getting married with a rich CEO so they could merge companies. The only moments where he could be really happy were those he shared with Namjoon.

It was in one of Mr. Min's first parties that it all happened. The group was having a great time when Jin's father interrupted them. He kept calling him a complete disappointment and as always Namjoon was the one that spoke up for him.

That night, while the rest was making a toast, Namjoon and Jin were on the rooftop looking at the stars. Jin's eyes were still shiny from all the tears he let out earlier. And Namjoon was only trying to be a good friend. To say the truth, there was no other intention in his words than that. All he did is say what he was thinking at that moment.

- You're worth so much more than you think, Jinnie. You're the best person I know in the whole world! You're kind and funny and smart...you could have the whole world if you wanted to!

But after hearing those words, he didn't want the world. He wanted him. It was that same night, under those same stars that it happened. Maybe it was because of the way Jin kept staring at his lips. Or maybe how Namjoon kept staring at Jin's...But at the end they had their first kiss.

Kim Namjoon, a boy that was supposed to have the perfect job, perfect wife, perfect life...was now kissing his best friend. He thought it was gonna be just a kiss. But one turned into two...and three...and let's just say he lost count.

He can't deny those lips tasted like heaven. Jin was the only one that loved him not because of how he pretended to be but because of how he really was. It was new to him to do something like this behind his father's back. And he enjoyed it more than he should've.

He didn't realize how big this was gonna get. All that mattered was how good it felt. Their first kiss, their first date in secret, the first significant present, the first I love you, the first night together. Every first was with Jin and they all were perfect. Jin was perfect. Perfect for him. And that was the problem.

At first, when he heard Jin wanted to take over his father's company, he was happy. His father wouldn't love knowing he was gay but this might help out. However, when he noticed why Jin was really doing it, he couldn't unsee it.

- With the extra money we can buy a house near the sea like we want!

Like Namjoon wanted.

- We can save this for the wedding we want!

Like Namjoon wanted.

Everything Jin did was for him. Everything was about him. The reason why Jin smiled and cried, it was all him. And he couldn't take it. Jin was supposed to be the only thing in his life that wasn't perfect. The only one that wouldn't remind him of any social pressure.

And he knew this had to stop. He tried to come up with excuses. He didn't want to hurt him. He just wanted to go back to how things used to be. But every time Jin came back to him, trying his best to make him happy, giving everything he had for him.

Namjoon was tired of it. At some point he wasn't even sure he loved him anymore. What was there to love? A gorgeous boy who's whole personality consisted in being whatever Namjoon needed?

When the chance to go to America came up, he took it. He knew Jin would insist in their relationship but it would be easier for both to get over it if they were a part. He was sure about that. And who knows? Maybe when returned they could go back to being just friends!

It wasn't easy. He was more used to his presence than he thought. He slept with other girls who helped him forget. It took him a year to change his phone number so he could stop reading the texts Jin sent him.

Of course he missed him. More than he'd like to admit. But he didn't want to go back to that. He wanted Jin to find his way. And he would go on being what his father always wanted.

A year before coming back, he met Hyerin. An independent woman that only cared about work, cold to the bone, everything but lovely. She was everything Jin was not. And that's what he needed to get over him.

He got used to a routine with her. You could say he almost liked her. Everything was how it was supposed to be. But then...he came back.

- I see...

- Is not that I wanted to hurt him. It's just...

- I know. I do think Jin should find his own path. But that doesn't mean you're not an idiot who wasn't clear enough and should apologize

Namjoon is shocked. Jungkook never spoke to him like that. But what can he expect? He hurt his beloved Hyung.

- I guess you still wanna quit, right?

- Yes. I may understand but I don't wanna be near the one who broke his heart - He gets up, ready to leave but stops for a second - By the way, I saw him naked. He really does have a bigger dick than you

He leaves the room and Namjoon laughs for the first time that day. That kid really lost all respect for him. But at least he knows his ex is not alone anymore. And for now, that's all he needs to know.

Next Chapter

Does size matter?

You're so fucking basic, Kook

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Okay so noooow we end the marathon! I hope you're liking the story! Please, don't hate Namjoon thaaat much.

Next one we'll some Taekook ✨ so I'll see you on Thursday! Have a good day!

- Baby Y

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