Thirty Six

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Namjoon hates this parties like everyone else. He has no idea where his friends are. Looking for Yoongi or Hobi, he walks through the halls of the huge house. But something catches his attention.

There's a voice coming out of one of the rooms. To be more exact, a soft moan. And he can recognize who is it from in a second. Without even thinking, he enters the room with a bad feeling. And there he finds them.

Jin is against the wall, being heatedly kissed by one of the guests. He remembers him, he used to flirt with Jin all the time when they were young. And Namjoon's blood boils when he sees that man's hand is inside Jin's pants.

He loudly closes the door behind him before pushing the man away from his ex. He's never been this angry.

- Don't touch him.

- Namjoon?

- If you ever get close to him again I'll kill you, do you understa-

- Namjoon what the fuck are saying?!

It's only after hearing Jin's annoyed voice that he reconsiders his words. Jin is...not in danger? He wanted this? With someone else?

- W-What? I thought he...I thought you...didn't want...

- Well, I do want.

- But...Jin, are you drunk?

- Not enough to have this conversation. I'm not going crazy, I'm not being used. I'm just catching up with the years I lost waiting for you

Jin takes the other man's arm ready to leave. He finally had the courage to have some fun. To enjoy being kissed without being broken hearted after.

- Wait!

Jin stops. But there's no other word coming out of Namjoon's mouth. He has nothing to say. No argument to discuss. No reason to make him stay. He has no right to deny him to move on. He's getting married in just a week! Jin leaves and the party continues.

He couldn't care less about the business around him. When he goes back home he can't sleep. And as soon as Hyerin closes her eyes, he leaves her behind and goes to Jin's room. He's not there yet. But Namjoon waits. For another hour. Each minute feeling like torture. As soon as Jin opens his bedroom door he sighs, tired.

- Jin...

- What are you doing here? Haven't you had enough?

- I...I came to apologize. Again, I guess. I thought he was...I misinterpreted and I'm sorry. I'll leave you alone.

Those are not the only words he wants to say. But the little courage he had vanishes and he just gets up to leave. Jin starts taking his earrings and necklace off. Namjoon sees the hickey on the side of his neck and clenches his teeth. He refuses to complain. But when he opens the door, Jin talks.

- I didn't sleep with him - He doesn't make eye contact - I wasn't ready.

- I see...You don't have to tell me. You don't owe me a-

- I know. But I want to tell you. Because I don't think I'll stop next time.

Namjoon nods. He tries to walk out. But he can't. He enters again and closes the door making Jin turn his way, confused.

- Jin, can I ask you something really stupid?

- I'm not gonna stay single forever while you get married.

- That's not it. I shouldn't say this. But... I'm dying to kiss you again. And I know that in a week I'll marry Hyerin. I know that my life will go the way I chose. I know you'll move on. But right now, I wanna be a complete idiot.

Jin understands. For some reason he knows what he means. He bites his own lip and gets up, getting closer to him.

- You'll marry her no matter what. And you'll leve me behind no matter what. You wanna have fun for one night before we pull apart forever?

- That's... it's a very stupid thought. But I promised to be honest

- It's the most stupid thing you ever said. Almost as stupid as me. I like it. It's a way of saying goodbye to that part of me that still loves you. - He takes off his clothes, slowly - One last night, Joonie. For some closure.

Namjoon can't take back his decision when he sees his body again. After all this years, he looks just as beautiful. God, he forgot how much he missed him. How much he missed his touch. Maybe it's because his future wife hates physical contact. But probably it's because Jin looks out of this world.

His lips taste as good as last time. The hickey on his neck becomes unimportant when he makes a new one on his ex's thighs. He knows how sensitive Jin is there. He knows his boy better than anyone. For one night, Jin is his again. His boy. His and no one else's.

He makes sure to make him moan his name over and over again. With that voice he fell for years a go. He's the selfish man he was before. He wants to make the most perfect memory of them together for the last time.

And Jin enjoys every second of it. So many years waiting for him. He finally has something. Maybe it's just for a few hours but he'll make the best of them. He pushes his broken heart a side. He just focuses on the pleasure. On how comfortable he feels with Namjoon's hands touching him, marking him and choking him a few times.

He knows they won't be together tomorrow. But that's Future Jin's problem. They don't even use protection, that's how little they're thinking. When the sun rises, they close the curtains. They don't wanna admit it's over yet. A second and a third round is all they think about. Being next to each other is all they want. Happy. With no other problems. No weddings. No judging fathers. Nothing. Just...them.

And that's the last day they'll talk. Until the wedding...

Next Chapter

I look even better with no clothes at all

I'm gonna beat the shit out of your brother

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Hello! Enjoy the last "peaceful" chapter you'll read. Shit goes down from now on!

By the way, use fucking protection, don't be Namjoon. Thank God this is not Omegaverse or there would be a baby around

See you on Tuesday for the wedding day!

- Baby Y

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