Twenty Nine

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Jimin walks out of the building feeling like his heart will go out of his chest. His hands are sweaty and his head hurts. He could throw up any minute now. The written exam is over but his nerves don't go down.

The night before, Tae had to help him relax so he could finally sleep. The poor boy had to give him a two hours long massage and a lot of caring words. But now, he wants to die again. He has no confidence at all. He's sure he messed up several answers and he's gonna fail. Like he always does.

He walks only a few meters when someone touches his shoulder making him turn.

- I've been calling your name for like five minutes, are you deaf?

- Mr. Min...

For Yoongi's surprise, his eyes are teary and his voice broken. Without thinking, the younger hugs him tightly. The CEO have never been hugged like this. The short boy has a lot more strength than he appears and his tears are wetting his suit.

- Jimin?

- He was right... I'm an idiot

- I don't know who the fuck you're talking about but he sounds like an asshole. Now, stop crying. I'm sure you did great. Let's go eat something before you have to go back there

Jimin follows him holding his hand. Noticing the small size of it, Yoongi smiles. Cute. In the restaurant half the people there stare at them

- Jimin, I don't wanna ignore your feelings...but if you don't stop crying they're gonna think I kidnapped you

Jimin finally laughs showing his pretty smile. And Yoongi enjoys the sound...and the view

- Sorry. It's just...you know

This happens every year. It's the day in which he can't pretend to be strong. Yoongi orders something light since Jimin still has to perform a song in order to be accepted.

- What time is the audition?

- At four. I'm down at the list because I'm "Park"

- Park? I thought you said you were "Kim Jimin"

- Legally, no. But I did take Tae's surname after my father disinherited me

- Oh...Is he the one that called you an idiot?

Jimin moves the food around with his fork. He's not hungry. And thinking about certain people isn't helping.

- He's one of the two...yeah

- Wanna tell me about it?

-...He always said art and dance is for brainless people. He's a lot like you, actually. Always trying to be correct and cold. He's an old selfish prick and I hate him

- I'm not sure I wanna pay for your food if you compare me with that guy

- Hahahaha Don't worry, each day you act less like him and more like...The other person...I told you about him

- Ah, the one that sent you to hell?

- Same one

- Well, he was wrong. You shouldn't hear what horrible people have to say

- He wasn't like that before...He was an artist too! He was an underground rapper! - Yoongi tenses - We actually met on one of those old forums on the internet! He was so talented... I'm dancing one of his songs today!

- I'm kind of confused, do like that guy?!

Something in Yoongi feels weird. He wants to ask the name. He's sure he would know who he's talking about. He knows every underground rapper ever. Specially if he was active so long a go.

- Well he...He was my first love. We used to talk over the phone every night. And when I said I loved him he said he loved me back! We wanted to live of music and do it together!

- Mhm, typical old highschool dream

- I faced my father for him. And he kicked me out. But I didn't care. I had music and I had him! Or...so I thought. When I called him that night he...he said we were waisting out time. He said...

The next words make Yoongi freeze. He remembers them. He remembers himself pronouncing every single one of them. So long a go. And it feels like yesterday

- Are we just gonna be two stupid artists? Art is for idiots! We'll get nowhere! I have a decent life. If you wanna go on with your stupid little dance go for it but don't call me again!

Jimin ignores Yoongi's expression. Too focused on his story to pay attention.

- He had a video of me dancing. The same song I'll dance today. Every other video of me was destroyed by my father that night. And if there was any left I didn't stay to find it. I just ran to Tae's house and he took me in. He made me block Agust's number. Eventually I forgot how it was and I even changed phones. But sometimes...I wanna remember and call him. And I wanna know...if my dance was really that bad for him that he...that he really though I was disgusting or useless or...If a future with me was worth so little...

He can try to deny it, but he's waiting for Yoongi to say something comforting. Something that will make him feel better. But there's only silence. Yoongi doesn't say a word for a few minutes. And then he just...

- Eat something... you'll be late

He's not ready to talk about it. It was an impulse to scream those things on the phone. His father told him he would be disinherit him if he continued. He told him what his life would be like if he followed an artist path. He told him he would end up like "Park's stupid son". And he believed every word. He was too scared to lose the life he was used to live.

An impulse just as strong and stupid makes him follow Jimin back to college. He enters the auditorium where he has to dance. The song he wrote himself sounds. The dance he saw a thousand times on tape is now being presented live.

And there's a lot of things on his mind but one thing is for sure. He will never, ever, ever tell him who he is. He broke his heart once...and he'll make sure to fix it now.

Next Chapter

I want him to stop loving me

Have fun?! Jungkook can't go around sleeping with anyone!

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Hi there! Sorry for the delay! But here it is! Yeeeey! How do think Jimin did on the exam?

Next one we'll see Namjoon and Yoongi! By the way, my new fanfic is out! thank you for all of you supporting it! you're adorable!

Have an awesome day/night!

- Baby Y

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