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Typical Sunday night.

Husband's gone.

I am alone.

Pouring a glass of wine for myself, I tune in to Netflix and prop myself on my couch, placing my legs on the table in front of me.

Phew! what a boring evening it has been. I wish he would stay home more often, at least on some Sundays, or maybe take me out sometime.

I'm not asking for too much...

Right?

But then again, I got used to this...I mean I have been with this man for 9 years now, married for 2, no children.

Good, because we are not in that space to handle children emotionally or financially.

I'm 25 currently, yea we married early but when you have been with someone for 9 years, you just want to be theirs officially, doesn't matter if you're young or old. 

Even though these evenings are boring, I have become accustomed to them by now. Happy that he has finally started going out.

You see 4 months ago, he was jobless for 8 months and that took a toll on him and our relationship.

It affected my social and personal life, and the only thing that stayed intact was my professional life.

My friends drifted apart, I started feeling emotionally exhausted. Naturally! because all I used to do was work and look after him.

Every morning, I would leave our home to go to the office, work the entire day to earn money to sustain the both of us, and come back home directly to him, worried if I leave him alone for too long something might happen.

He was in a dark place.

Lost my social circle, but I vowed to be with him in sickness and health. Now he has started his new job and developed a new social circle while I still stay confined to this empty house.

I am happy for him though.

Sipping wine from my glass, I browse through the movies section looking for something interesting.

Nothing! I roll my eyes. Netflix has stopped making interesting stuff lately.

"Ugh! Fuck it!" I exclaim exiting from Netflix. Maybe I should try to please myself. It's been weeks since my husband has touched me, so why not!

I turn on the internet section, browsing for porn. 

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Easy release.

Browsing through various videos, I finally gave up because nothing is interesting these days. Even porn has become repetitive and boring.

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