Undoing Us - KNJ

15| Joon?

Buzz.....

Buzzzzz...

Buzzzz...

What is that buzzing noise? 

I try to wiggle my body but I realize that I am trapped under someone's body weight. Opening my eyes, I see that I am sleeping beside a very naked Jimin.

Naked!!

Shit!

shit! shit! shit!

Lifting his arm, I try to remove myself from underneath him and get off the bed as fast as I can. Finally, I stand up and I notice that I am wearing his shirt from last night.

Looking around my surroundings to understand the situation a bit better, I register I am in someone's bedroom, my dress lying on the floor, my phone on the table, shoes sprawled near the door.

"Fuckkkkkkk"

I rush towards the bathroom to check myself. My make-up is all smudged, hair messy, and a big fat hickey on my neck! 

What the fuck happened last night? I cover my face with my hands, sighing loudly and my fingers automatically move upwards start pulling my hair in frustration.

I can't remember anything...

I need to know what happened! I was in no—way, shape, or form—interested in sleeping with any of them. Leaving the bathroom, I walk outside and find Jimin sitting on the bed, scratching his head, eyes groggy with sleep.

"Are you alright?" he asks in his sleepy voice.

"Alright?" my voice comes out an octave higher than I intended it to. "I don't remember what happened last night!" I reply still annoyed at the situation.

"Shh...calm down!" he tries to shush me, still holding his head.

"How can I calm down..." frustration laced my voice, "I don't remember anything..." I huff out in exasperation.

"Because nothing happened!" he states assertively.

"What do you mean by nothing happened!" I look at him with wide eyes. "What is this then?" I gesture towards the hickey and his cheeks turn pink. "Yea...that's what I thought!"I speak bitterly.

"No! no! you're wrong" he replies defensively. Inhaling a sharp breath, he continues "seriously nothing happened!". His voice sounds truthful and sincere to me.

"Look...you were drunk, I brought you to my room, we made out but then you started taking someone's name" I blink my eyes in confusion however he continued "that you can't do this to him so we stopped and you passed out while I was too drunk to actually leave my room so I wrapped you in my shirt and went to sleep" he explains.

I take a moment, trying to comprehend what he had just said. "That's very sweet of you" I speak, lowering my head in embarrassment "because honestly, I blacked out..." I mutter still looking down, biting my lips anxiously, I continue, "I was not conscious enough to rationalize what we were doin—"

"Well you were conscious enough to stop me" he cuts me off, shrugging his shoulders. Heat rushes to my cheeks, "EEks...sorry". He is right though, I was rational enough to not move forward with everything.

"By the way who's Joon...is it short for Seojoon?" Jimin asks me snapping me out of my thoughts.

"Joon? Did I take his name last night?" I inquire. 

Which Joon is he talking about—Namjoon or Seojoon?

"Yea...you were saying you can't do this to Joon that it would break his heart to see you with someone else" he replies casually.