Toxic - Rudy Pankow

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||Josette's POV||

When I wake up the room is still dark meaning it isn't yet morning and the space in bed beside me is still empty. The light sound of the tv in the lounge sounds through the walls. I stand up from the bed and strip out of my clothing which was making me far too warm and I grab Rudy's shirt that he was once wearing at dinner tonight from the floor and pull it over my head. My feet then drag me out into the hallway where I see Rudy laid shirtless spread out on the sofa. The sound of my feed padding along the wooden floor gains his attention from the tv.

"Hey baby what are you doing up?" I ignore his question and just climb over the sofa to where he is laid with his arms out wide for me to come and join him. I climb into his arms and lay my head and hand against his bare chest. One of his arms goes around me and the other goes to my hair lightly combing it through his fingers. He kisses the top of my head before speaking again.

"Are you okay?" I nod lightly at him and just lay there still enjoying the sensation of his hand running through my hair.

"Why aren't you in bed with me?" Without even having to look at me Rudy knows that there is a pout in my face as I complain.

"Well I wasn't ready for bed yet and I thought I'd leave you to sleep, you've been so tired and restless the past few days. What's going on in that beautiful head of yours?" He gives a light tap to my head.

"Rudy I love you" the words fall from my mouth before I can stop them or even think. But it was true. Over the past 5 months our relationship had grown stronger and over the past basically month of us living together in both Charleston and LA I had found myself falling in love with him. I wasn't ashamed to admit my feeling to him but I was more afraid that they weren't going to be returned back to me and that I would be ruining everything by telling him.

He is silent and the rhythm of his heart speeds up beneath me. I mentally brace myself for the incoming rejection and I lay deadly still not daring to move a muscle. Rudy moves me from my position forcing me to sit up and straddle him while his eyes frantically search my face as if trying to read my emotions.

"D-do you really mean that Josie?" his voice is vulnerable and almost in disbelief. This is it, this is where he hates me. Should I lie and tell him I didn't mean it? No, fuck it the damage is done now. I might as well just tell him the truth.

"I do mean it Rudy, I'm in love with you and I've honestly never felt like this towards someone before. I know you probably don't feel the same way back and that's okay, I just hope I haven't ruined things" my voice is sad and I go to stand up and get off of Rudy but he forces me back down on top of him.

"Josie I love you too, so much" his lips crash onto my own and the butterflies in my stomach completely erupt hearing those words. I pull always from his lips to make sure that I heard him correctly.

"What did you say?" If I heard him right and he really does love me then this is by far the best day of my life.

"I said that I'm in love with you Josie. You're the most amazing and most beautiful woman I've ever met and there is nothing that I want more than to be with you. You make me so happy" my grin grows wider and I kiss him again, my hands move from his chest to his neck and I cup his face creasing the light stubble of his facial hair. The kiss is deep and needy.

He lightly traces his tongue along my lips and part my mouth slightly to gain him entrance. One of his hands travels up my bare thigh under his shirt and he lightly cups my breast knowing exactly the right way that I like to be touched. My hands trail the waist band of his shorts making him shudder beneath me. I allow my hips to lightly grind against him which causes a deep moan to fall through his lips.

"Fuck baby don't tease me like that" his voice is hoarse and sexy which drives me crazy and makes me grind against him even further. His hands grip my waist and dig into me almost making me whimper in both pleasure and pain.

"Josette I swear to god if you don't stop I'm going to flip you over and take you right here right now on this sofa" his voice is forceful as he grabs my arm looking into my eyes. I smirk at him knowingly and rock my hips forward doing exactly what he told me not to do.

As soon as I make the movements I am flipped to being under him and a small yelp leaves my lips from the sudden movement and the cold contact of my back onto the cold leather sofa. His hand grips my jaw forcing me to look up at him. His eyes are dark and full of lust.

"I told you not to do that princess" before I can respond his lips are attached to mine once again leading a hungry kiss. Our sex was usually out of need but this time I could feel the love, lust, need and urgency all at once which drove me crazy.

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I was laid with my back to Rudy's chest on the sofa still breathless from the events that just took place, our bodies were sweaty and worn out.

"So are you going to tell me about what happened with your sister earlier tonight?" His words make me stare at him in disbelief.

"Rudy we just had sex, now is not the time to discuss my sister. Way to ruin the mood babe" this guy really needed to work on his timing.

"But you seemed upset so I just wanted to check on you!" He jumps to his own defence and I stand up off of the couch and start walking backward towards the bedroom while still facing him.

"I'll give you a choice, stay here talking about my sister or come and join me in the bedroom for round two" I give him a wink before turning around entering the bedroom and I hear him shout from down the hall.

"I'm coming!! I chose the second option!" I chuckle at his response before he comes into the room and pushes me backwards onto the bed hovering on top of me.

I thought that just might change his mind.

A/N
Hello my loves, I'm sorry that it's another short one but it's a nice one before the drama begins so please brace yourselves. Please comment, vote and share.

- J x