Secrets (Zayn Malik)

Devestated

The thing is...whats killing me is that yesterday just fucking yesterday i updated this and in the chapter it was about zayn quitting and look what happened...and he is the love of my life. Im lucky to have seen them last yr and my heart is with all those who were waiting to see 5/5 and cant now. They kept saying that zayn will be back zayn will be back but he wont be. Harry was crying in todays concert. Harry never thought about leaving one direction. But i have a few thank you's

Thank you management for driving him over the edge and not giving them a break.

Thank you to all those fans who sent him hate.

Thank you Zayn for breaking my heart

But now
Thank you harry liam louis and niall for continuing our dream

Thank you Zayn for holding on this long

Thank you to the fans who always supported them

And hopefully Perrie will take care of our sunshine because now, now he's all hers. He's all hers now. No more tours or interviews to take him away. He's yours now, Perrie.

And my chest is so tight right now i cant breathe and i have work but this is just devastating. I dont know why i have this feeling tht maybe just maybe he'll change his mind.

And when i wrote yesterday in the chapter:
"Its all going to be okay." Alyson said. And that was the first problem that was broken between the two.

I had no clue i had no fucking clue.
Zayn, you'll always be in my heart. Please, if u guys have vine, post links of vines dedicted to him on twotter and tag him. Maybe if he sees how much we love him he'll come back. Please.