Secrets (Zayn Malik)

About the story

Okay...there has been alot of people who are discontinuing their stories but i am not one of them...this story right now is where its supposed to be and thats a major coincidence by the way. And in the next chapter im gonna fast forward it a bit and believe me when i tell u that you better have napkins or tissues by you when i update this one.
I will continue my other books alright? Idc what the hell happened because zayn will always be a member of one direction.
Idc what people think of me at this moment bcz i know im in denial i know and the thing is...i dont have friends who like one direction and my family dsnt even know about my obsession and i waited for them to fall asleep to cry and i cant stop crying.
Honestly, i dnt believe he quit. He wouldnt come back from break and quit that would be fucking stupid. He was fired and its damn obvious.
But fyi modest, you fuckheads dont know whats coming ur way once zayn collaborates with naughty boy because we're going to get his songs to fucking number one and ur going to regret not respecting him more. As much as it kills me to think about him actually going solo, i cant wait to rub it in their faces once they see the mistake theyve made.
You see all those lives taken today? Those suicides? Those are all on you, modest. All you. You caused our tears.
You caused deaths.
You caused heartbreaks.
And after this, no one will want to fucking sign with you guys.
And it dsnt matter if its zayns decision bcz they drove him to this point.
A huge fuck you to modest management.
And simon, as much as i do love and respect you, strength does come in numbers. Wanna know why? Because being a four piece after being 5 for 5 years will fucking kill their inspiration. Losing Zayn isn't and will never be easy.
I cant handle this anymore and my heart hurts so much. Currently listening to spaces and crying my eyes out.
I love you, Zayn Malik.