Secrets (Zayn Malik)

Chapter 32

The past few months have been like heaven for them. Zayn and Alyson’s relationship has grown and was a unique one. The release of the fourth album sky rocketed, breaking the records of all three past albums put together. Concerts were sold out after 10 minutes of putting tickets on sale and things for One Direction couldn’t be better.

Even Zayn, Zayn the quiet one, was tweeting a lot. He’s always smiling. Some say that it’s because he’s with Alyson, others say it’s because negative criticism has stopped coming his way and some say it’s because he’s with his four best friends on tour again.

But all good things come to an end, don’t they?

Tour was going smoothly, they were all happy. Harry’s busying himself by learning to play guitar, Niall is always watching football or golf and Liam is always with Sophia.

As for Louis and Zayn…they were partying their asses off. Getting drunk, getting high, doing everything a guy in his 20’s would want to do.

And as for Alyson, she’s holding it in. She’s holding her anger in because it’s every night. Every single night, Louis and Zayn go to a bar or a club.

“Hey babe, I’m goi—“

“Yes, I know. You’re going out with Louis to get high off your asses. I know that, Zayn. I’ve known that for the past damn month!” Alyson said, cutting Zayn off.

“We’re just having fun, am I not allowed to have fun?!”

“Have fun?! Zayn, you’ve been having fun for the past month! I’m always stuck here in the hotel room while you’re out partying all night long! What about me, Zayn?! What about me!” She screamed, her tears streaming down her face. “I’m sick of this, dammit! I’m sick of it!”

“Alyson—“

“No! I don’t want a damn explanation. Just go, Zayn. Go party and drink and go snog any girl that comes in front of you.”

His eyes widened at his words as his hands balled up into fists. “What the hell did you say?! Do you fucking hear yourself!? You think I’m that low to go and cheat on you!? You think everything we have together is nothing to me?! Just because I’m going out and having fun, you think I’m cheating on you?! You think that ring means nothing to me?! Everything between us is nothing to me?! Is that what you fucking think!?”

“You were with that fucking slut!” She yelled back.

“How many times do I have to tell you that she won a damn contest, she got to spend her day with me. How the hell is that my fault?!”

“Oh, so she grabs your hand. Is that part of the prize?! Karma’s a bitch, isn’t it? If he cheats with you, he’ll cheat on you.”

“If you fucking believe pictures than your boyfriend then you have some serious trust issues, Alyson. As soon as she held my hand, I pulled it away. How the hell is it my fault if they took a picture at the wrong time?!”

“Then why aren’t you spending time with me?! Huh?! Why!? Why are you always out with Louis and drinking?! Why?! Why are you never fucking sober?!”

To say that they were a mess at the moment would be an understatement. They’ve been a mess for the past month. But at that moment, it was like no other as mascara covered her cheeks from her crying.

“What if I’m out because I’m fucking depressed, huh!? What if I’m always out because I don’t want to drag you down with me, dammit! I’m fucking sick of my life! I’m always getting high so I don’t feel down!”

Her eyes widened as he blurted out the truth and it felt like a hundred bricks being thrown at her. “W-What…?”

He took a deep breath as he wiped away his tears. “I don’t want to talk about it.”