love is not over

십육

running to taehyungs cliff, hoyeon trembled. scared she was going to loose him before she even had him. over the 15 years, hoyeon struggled with insecurities. she would always be comparing herself to others and starving herself. of course taehyung saw this and tried to help her, but she couldn't tame it down. the insecurities kept bubbling up. 

when she heard taehyung was popular in college, she realised she would never have a chance with him. trying to date others to get through the pain, she still felt a certain longing to taehyung that only he created.

she was lovesick. so drunk on him that she forgot about her insecurities whenever they were together yet they became stronger when he left. 

hiding her true self to her friends, she became another persona, yet only taehyung saw her real side. he had been with her since such a young age and helped her through everything, yet she didn't think about his feelings. 

she felt physical pain when she thought of all his comments from earlier. running for dear life, she climbed up to the cliff to find taehyung, sitting on the edge looking down at the hustling city. 

before she was about to say something, he bet her to it "if your hear to apologise, its fine" hoyeon only cried more "no dummy" she ran to him, back hugging him, shocking the other "I dont deserve you. I let my insecurities come ahead of me" she slowly shifted beside him, as his attention was fully on her now, still looking at her with a cold face 

"I always thought you were too good for me. that you didn't deserve someone as low as me. I drowned myself in these thoughts and then decided that we shouldn't date." she stated, still crying "but I didn't take your feelings into consideration. I decided for the both of us. it was so wrong of me. im so sorry taehyung" she cried, slowly letting her head fall down in her hands as she couldn't support herself. 

taehyung, looked back at the city, hustling and not minding what was happening to the two adults on a cliff "you're my first love" taehyung started off "my best friend, my partner in crime, my person. I have always imagined a future with you. no matter how mad I get at you, you will always be my first choice" taehyung let out. hoyeon stopped crying and looked at him"I love you so much hoyeon. I have waited for so damn long. but if you dont save me from falling down, I dont know if I will ever come out of it." he looked over at hoyeon, with teary eyes. 

reaching for her hands, he held them tightly "please" he begged "p-please save me hoyeon. im drowning. you need to save me or I-" he was cut off when hoyeon gently held his face, examining his features. shocked, taehyung shut his mouth, looking over at hoyeons features. 

hoyeons eyes went from his different eyes, to his nose, to the mole on his nose, then his lips. red and ready to be devoured, she closed her eyes and gently placed her lips on his. 

taehyung had been waiting for this all his life. no matter how many girls had asked him out, or kissed him, this was the best feeling on earth. he felt the love oozing out of her when their lips met. 

not wanting to let go, taehyung grabbed her waist, pulling her closer while she grabbed his neck. 

kissing with so much passion, they released when they needed oxygen. hoyeon and taehyung were breathing heavily, foreheads joined. "taehyung" hoyeon started off "I love you too" she whispered, painting a smile on taehyungs face. "I love you so much" she pulled him closer, hugging him so tight "so please love me back too" she begged back "love me like your last love" 

"I will never treat you less than that" taehyung conformed, making hoyeon chuckle as she looked in his eyes. leaning in, she kisses each of his eyes, one at a time "I love your eyes" she stated "It feels like I can see the whole world in them" "its because you can" taehyung said, confusing the other "your my world. you see yourself in them" hoyeon just blushed at his cheesiness "aigooo, your dripping in honey" she teased him while wiping the excess tears left on her cheek, forgetting how hard she was crying before. "you gotta get use to it. your Mrs. Kim now" hoyeon only laughed more at that. "you are so cute" 

that night, taehyung and hoyeon had gone to jimins apartment to apologise to him. hoyeon apologised to jimin with sincerity and told him the truth. moved, jimin obviously forgave his best friend. he love that his soulmate now had the girl of his dreams and only supported the two more. hoyeon had also apologised to namjoon, he also accepted the apology and comforted hoyeon. 

surprisingly, hoyeon and namjoon created a strong bond with each other, talking about their own insecurities and troubles when jimin and taehyung had gone to get food. it was nice for hoyeon to find someone else who can support and help her grow . at the end of the day, she was happy at how her friend group turned out, with sooyoung x jungkook, namjoon x jimin and now, her x taehyung. 

she was so happy, she almost peed. 

at sooyoungs apartment, she was sitting outside on the balcony, watching the view of the cars go by and the city moving around. jungkook soon came out, with a blanket and wrapped himself and sooyoung with it, back hugging her in the process. "today was a lot" he whispered in her ear to which she agreed, laughing "but im glad it happened. now hoyeonie doesn't need to hide her feelings and nor do we" jungkook nodded at sooyoungs thoughts 

"does that mean that I can hold you and kiss you when we go out with the others?" jungkook asked, hopeful. sooyoung only smiled at his childish demands "sure, you can do whatever you want. im all yours now. claim me" she spun around, hugging his waist "thank you my darling" jungkook spoke in a sultry voice then leaded down and kissed her forehead. 

the two just stood there, in each others embrace, enjoying the moment. they realised that things happen for a reason. if they hadn't fought those years ago, then they might not be here today. 

happy with the outcome, jungkook just sighed, thanking himself internally. he kept his word and still fought for his love, because he knew deep down, his love is not over, nor will it ever be. 

(OMG OKAY SO THE BOOK IS FINISHED!!!! I will have an epilogue ofc but official chapters are finished! sadge :( )