pico x bf (everything smut)

+ Soft +

hi guys!

this is soft mod

this was supposed to be a scrap like I made this in February and never thought I'd publish it but nnn have it anyway

I'm so sorry I haven't been updating this book like I should. But i don't forget about you guys. so please take this as an apology

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Ben was sitting in his little art room. He always went there when he went to draw, sleep, or just hangout alone when Pico wasn't here.

He was at work right now anyway. So he was sitting on his little red beanbag. Drawing? Nah. Sketching? No. He wasn't doing anything artsy, a bit shocking honestly.

He had his phone in his hands, gripping it nervously. Ear buds in his ears. His eyes glued to his screen. He was.. He was watching stuff..

Like, erotic stuff.

He couldn't really believe what he was watching right now, but he didn't click off of it either.

Don't judge him who hasn't been there!

He wasn't watching for erotic reasons really. Since he grew up as a supposedly 'straight male', he's never really knew about the sexual life of two males.

And since he was in a relationship with another male.. he felt like he should be educated in it. Because honestly he's been thinking about what the next step in their relationship was.

And.. he was probably looking at it right now.

There were times in watching where he'd gulp, seeing how it looked. Did it hurt..? He was sort of nervous but.. He didn't necessarily hate what he was seeing..

Just thinking about him and Pico taking their places..

AAHH!! He couldn't.

He just turned his phone off and slapped his hands over his face. His face was such a deep red it could match his beanbag.

Suddenly, the door to his room swung open. Pico looked in the room. It was sort of dark, so he turned on the light.
"Blue?" He questioned.

Ben flinched, his eyes widening. He didn't know Pico came home already. "P..Pico?!" He looked up.

Pico walked over to him quickly with a concerned look. "What's wrong??" The way Ben was just sitting all by himself in the corner with his hands on his face.. it looked like he was crying.

Ben quickly took his ear buds out and tried to calm himself down. "Nothing..!" He said, grabbing his phone and holding it on his lap.

Pico went over and sat down with him. "Are you sure? I forgot to tell you got off early today. So sorry if I scared you." He gave a small laugh.

He nervously laughed with him. "Y..Yeah no you're fine!" He smiled back. Pico stopped smiling. He seemed sort of off.. "Hmm.." He hummed.

"You look a bit red, everything alright?" He questioned. "Oh," He looked downwards. "Yeah yeah.." He said. He wasn't gonna tell him the truth.