𝐓𝐇𝐀𝐍𝐀𝐓𝐎𝐏𝐇𝐎𝐁𝐈𝐀 || 𝐏𝐮𝐫𝐩𝐥𝐞𝐝 𝐱 𝐑𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫

Chapter 19 - Hope

Y/n's pov:

♡ ≡ ✦

Tw's:
Blood
Knife
Stitches
Needles

I choked on my own saliva which caused me to cough. The sight made me feel weak and nauseous, as if I could pass out right here right now. But I fought the urge and knelt down besides Ranboo to try and help him. The feeling coming in again. But I ignored it.

"I-it's going to be fine- just please stay" my voice went weak and shaky without even noticing. I slide my arms to carry him. One arm down his knees and the other one holding his neck. As I push him up I could already feel the blood stain on my shirt. Ranboo wasn't heavy. I could no doubt take him from here to my house but I didn't want to take the risk loosing him because of taking to much time to get there.

I was finally back at the overworld where I saw both Tommy & Tubbo walking past us. I hurried up to them with Ranboo in my arms. He looked weak. And I was too, but I couldn't just give up on him like that. No. If I did, I would never forgive myself for the rest of my life.

"Please help me" I choked out from my sobs. My cheeks were wet from all the tears, my nose was runny and my head was burning up. They turned over to me and looked down to my arms. Both faces turned dull as they just kept looking at the semi-conscious body in my arms. "Please just- fucking help me!" I was frustrated and stressed like it was the end of the world. But if he died, it would be just as equally painful for me.

I have never explained something faster than I just did. They took Ranboo's body as I led them to my house. I occasionally helped them but focused on getting there before it was too late. I then open the front door of my house. Well what a shitty ass fucking day to have built this goddamn house. I was on the verge of breaking down in tears and let myself down.

But I pushed my thoughts aside and took Ranboo from them and went up the stairs. Did I struggle? Yes. A lot in fact. But I kept going. I place the two toned body down on my bed while I looked under it. I took out my medical kit and placed it down on my table. I took stitches, bandages, cotton and alcohol. My hands never stopped shaking and it was going to be a mess if they didn't stop soon.

I took the things out and got a vaccine out and filled it with propofol, I tapped the tip of the vaccine and went over to to his arm. I tightened my hand which helped a little bit to prevent it from shaking too much. I put the needle in which his body reacted to a tiny bit. He sucked air through his teeth as I injected the vaccine in deeper. I let the liquid sit inside him and went back to the table.

I let the vaccine out of my hand and hit the table and went to the stitches. I went back to where I was before but now I was angled at his torso instead of his arm. I inspected the knife as I waited for the vaccine to work. By the look it was deep but not deep enough to hurt him. It went through his skin layers, but that's as far as it went. Five minutes passed and he should be asleep by now so I put on my gloves and slowly took the knife out. But hell, I was so impatient through out those small five minutes that felt like hours at the moment.

Once the knife was fully out blood dripped with it. God, I could only hope it didn't smell when I was done. After some stitches, blood, cotton and alcohol, I was finally done. Not to mention all the tears I had coming out from my eyes. I placed the knife in a bag, threw away the gloves and placed everything back in the medic kit of mine.

Everything was back in place and I went to get fresh air outside. I close the front door and look downward to see two of the three last boys I've seen, including Ranboo. As they hear the door click they stand up rapidly and in hope to hear good news from me. The hope in they're eyes filled mine as well.

I pulled them in a hug, "just hope he's going to be alright..." I knew there wasn't much more to do other than hope and wait 20-10 minutes for him to wake up, or so. I felt them both nod and told them to go on a walk to try to clear our minds for a bit. "Where-... where'd you find him?"

Tommy's voice adjusting to work, assuming he hasn't talked since he saw Ranboo. When I got ready to talk I prayed I wouldn't mess up. "neather." It was too early for me to share it all. The two boys nod, but never keep they're eyes away from they're feet. God, how sorry I felt for them.

Shit, I just needed Techno right now. I could only guess he waited for it to be sunset. We walked past the pond, but didn't see it. Just passed through the bushes that circled all around it. *meow* a familiar animal spoke up from behind the bushes. I stopped and remembered I never saw Misty when I came back with Ranboo.

"Keep going, you guys can see Ranboo in some minutes. I'll catch you up in a bit." I stopped walking. They agree, and not until they were out of my sight, I went to check on it. I passed through some bushes and probably left some scars but who cares. And well for my surprise it was Techno casually petting Misty.

He looked up to me, "figured out she was yours and then she showed me-" no more from his mouth was spoken. He simply analyzed my face. I grew nervous and anxious. "Y/n.." My eyes turned glossy as I made my way to sit beside him. I rested my head into his shoulder, I just needed to catch a break from everything.

I tried to hold back the tears since I was with Techno himself. He placed an arm around me and let me lean into his chest. He hugged me as I hugged his chest and Misty appeared in front of my eye vision after she jumped off of Techno's arms. She sat as she laid in front of us and she closed her eyes lazily. I let the tears in my eyes get out quietly as more built up my eyes and overflowed, causing them to fall along.

"It's okay" as if on cue I broke down, choked on my cries and lacked more air than I should've done by crying. But- fuck, just thinking about loosing him made me cry even more. Yes. I am showing my weakness right now but you know who else will?

You know who else will be showing her weakness? Yeah because she thought this was soooo fucking funny huh? She thought- she thought! she could get away with this? Bullshit.

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(Please tell me if this was a good chapter
Still working on angst lmao)

Meaning of propofol: Drug that you inject or inhale to knock you out before surgery or any of that shit.

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