When The Curtain Falls

19 ~Jealousy, Jealousy (pt. 1)~

As if night one didn't have enough energy, night two at Bridgeport seemed to bring the boys even higher and play with even more soul. Bella and Jenna were back in the pit in front of the bar getting their action shots as the boys came out. Jenna hadn't been thinking clearly all day, but she tried her best to forget about everything and just immerse herself in her job.

Bella however couldn't stop thinking about how Jake said "I love you". She was falling apart on the inside and became lost in her own thoughts. What was Jake thinking? What did he think of her? Would this change their relationship forever? Bella didn't like all this commitment and lovey-dovey stuff. No strings attached because it hurts too much when they get cut she always told herself. She was afraid that they were at two very different points in their lives and that they wanted different things out of the relationship.

Jenna turned around to take some pictures of the crowd, having the times of their lives. She got out her filming camera and taped the crowd as they sang "You're the One" in response to Josh. She would post that later to the official gvf page. Her first post as the new owner of the account. She looked at all the couples in the crowd dancing and kissing and singing together. They all looked so happy and in love. Nate and I never looked like that, did we? Jenna asked herself. Like floodgates, the thoughts of Nate filled her mind. The thoughts of all the time she wasted took over. Where was she in life? Where was she going?

Jenna looked up to Josh who had a disposable camera in his hand. He was taking pictures of the crowd and then looked at her with a smile, she couldn't help but grin as well and without warning, Josh took a picture of her.

"Hey!" Jenna yelled, feigning anger.

"This song is for you," Josh mouthed and pointed to Jenna.

The boys then proceeded to play Broken Bells. Jenna knew what Josh meant by the song. He was trying to tell her that she could build herself back up no matter what had happened to her.

After that song, Jenna fell back in the photography zone and finished strong as the boys continued on with the show.

Jake was secretly mad at Bella. He put his heart on the line and she ignored it completely. He was taking his anger out through music, unintentionally driving Bella wild in the process. She couldn't take how sexy he looked as he played his guitar with so much passion and emotion. And when he put his guitar behind his back, she could truly see the anger in his face. I did this to him. She thought.

After the concert had ended and Bella went backstage, she saw Jake around the corner. He was talking to another girl. The girl was dressed in a very slutty outfit and kept touching Jake's arms and shoulders. A pang of jealousy hit Bella hard. She wanted to go over there and curb stomp that girl. her cheeks turned red and her fists clenched leaving nail marks in her palms.

Jake looked over at Bella. Good, she was watching. Just as he wanted. He made sure she was looking as he kissed the girl rough and sloppy. He watched her out of the corner of his eye the entire time as Bella stared into his soul.

She walked over to Jake with rage, pushing the girl by her shoulders.

"What the fuck do you think you're doing?!" Getting all up in the girl's face.

She continuously pushed her farther and farther away from Jake.

The woman turned around and bulleted. "Yeah you better fucking run, SKANK!" Bella screamed at her as the poor girl ran down the street with her heels in her hands. Bella turned around to see Jake standing right behind her.

"Jealousy, jealousy..." he smirked at her.

"What were you doing with her, Jake?"

"What does it matter?" he asked, hiding a grin.

"What does it matter??" she repeated herself as she began to hit jake. "What do you mean?! This is exactly why I didn't want us to get this serious. I told you how fucking hurt I would be if you did something like this! You promised to me, Jake. You fucking promised me, and you lied," she hit his chest pushing him away.

"I didn't lie to you, Bella. I love you. I love every single thing about you, but you made it clear that you don't. I know that you damn well heard me say I loved you last night and you didn't say a word back." he yelled at her

She backed away from him in shock that he just said that to her.

"Is that what this is about? Are you trying to get back at me for not saying it back to you? Jake, you know I feel the same way, you know I care about you, but if I say it, it all becomes real."

"And that's a bad thing?"

Bella couldn't believe how good he looked tonight, the jacket, the pants. the sweat running off his forehead. It kept distracting her from being mad at him. She couldn't resist it.

She gave in to her urges and ran into his arms, kissing him intensely. She pushed him onto the couch behind them and straddled him. She firmly gripped Jake's throat and pulled away from his lips. "Did she make you feel the same way I do?"

Jake did not respond.

Bella tightened her grip around his neck. "Answer me."

"No," Jake said, fighting his words through the now tightened airway.

"Good. Now, I'm going to show you what you mean to me. I don't need words...Sit up," she ordered him.

He didn't question her. He did as he was told. She got down on her knees and began to unzip his pants. He was already hard. She pulled off his pants, and then his boxers. He looked down at her as she grazed her hand over the tip of his cock. He groaned slightly, throwing his head back and shifting in his seat. Bella took his length in her hand and began pumping up and down at the base. Keeping a steady rhythm, she took her tongue and licked up his length before taking him in her mouth.

He moaned, "Oh my God." His breathing went unsteady. He grabbed her head and lightly pushed her into him, trying to catch more of the feeling of her around him.

She stopped, looking up at him. There was obvious frustration in his face.

"Do you want me to continue?" she asked, threatening him.

He nodded.

"Good, then don't do that again. I'm in control." She continued pumping him.

"Oh baby," he said, letting out deep moans. She took his balls in her other hand and slightly squeezed them as she massaged them.

She could feel his legs shaking.

"Mhmm, baby girl, keep going, I'm close," Jake could barely get out what he had to say as she pumped faster and faster. she stopped to spit on it and went right back down on him, taking his whole length.

Sweet serotonin released from his whole body as he finished in her mouth. his legs quivered as she swallowed his load.

She got up and kissed his lips, hard and sloppily. Marking her territory.