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“I'm sorry...” She cried ”Don't love me,You don't deserve a person like me.” she added
“Then what I'm gonna do? my heart keeps telling it's you. But you keep rejecting me by your words saying not to love you.” my tears started flowing in my eyes.
“Bestfriends? That's all how you felt for almost 9 yrs?” I added and she nod slowly.
“Y-yes..”
“But i loved you for almost 9 yrs, I waited for you, I stare for you so that you can see and feel my feelings.” I looked down
“But i got nothing. Nothing. Nothing.” I added biting my lip. “I shouldn't have loved you. I should've know my limitation”
“I-i..”
“Why'd you love him and not me?”
“I-it's not what you think. Of course i love yo-” i interrupted her
“Yeah i know already, You loved me as a friend.” she become silent.
“So, What about my question?” I added
“He makes me feel safe, and I'm really sorry.” She replied and i nod sadly.
And I'm not? I Thought.
“I don't oblige you to love me back, Just be with him. be with your truly love.” I smiled painfully, wiping my tears.
“B-but how about y-you?” She looks at me and i chuckle
“I'll be fine 'Someday', As long as your happy.” I replied
“Will you let me?” I added and she looks at me with a concern.
“Let me adore you until one day no more.
Let me tell you how i really feel about you everyday, until one day there's no more feelings. Let me stare at you like how I stare at the brightest moon every night, until one day so that I can stare at you without my feelings that i used to stare before." I added
”Is that okay to you?”
“Uhm sure..”
“Thank you.”
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Chaelisa "Enough"
Fanfiction[COMPLETED] She stared at me weakly, she caress my both cheeks and began to speak. "Yeah i admit, i like you so much and you know that, but that doesn't mean, i'll beg you to like me back. I like you that much and you're not obliged to like me back...
