Judy Alvarez/V oneshots

Never fade Away

"I see your eyes, i know you see me
You're like a ghost how you're everywhere
I am your demon never leaving
A metal soul of rage and fear"

My version of the where is my mind ending.
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Space. You think it's going to be this preem thing but it's actually a nightmare You can't wake up from.
I don't know how long I've been here. Every day is the same, wake up, watch the news, and those damn tests. I need to get out. I need to be back on earth. Honestly I can't even remember how I got here all I know is Johnny is wiped from my mind. How do I know that?

I feel like a piece of my heart and mind is gone, just an empty void where he used to be. It sounds stupid to say but I miss the bastard. But whatever. Nothing I can do now. I can't bring him back.

I guess the only good thing that has happened up here was that they let me have phone privileges, was able to call everyone I loved. God I missed Judy's voice. The shit thing is that they deleted all my contacts after. They wanted it to seem like I never existed.
Hellman visited too. It was pointless though. He wanted to convince me to sell my soul to mikoshi. That it would be a better option than dying 6 months later. Fuck that. I'm done being everyone's puppet.

My thoughts are interrupted by the door to my room opening and the doctor stepping in. I wanna punch her face. So I do just that.

After she sits down and explains the first test, I pretend to follow along and then when she looks at the screen. I punch her. I punch her so hard her her whole body gets knocked back. She is on the ground, not moving. Did I knock her ass out or is she dead? Eh doesn't matter. I fish through her pockets to find anything to help me get out. I find a set of keys, and a small tablet. I search the tablet for any useful info.

I pull up a map on the screen and see that I'm only a couple feet away from an escape shuttle. Bingo. That's my ticket out of this hell hole. I quickly pack up what little belongings I have and I find the clothes that I arrived with hidden in the back of the closet. I changed quickly, grabbed my bag and made my way towards the shuttle.
I walked down the corridor, and felt the urge to sing. So I did.
"I see your eyes, i know you see me
You're like a ghost how you're everywhere
I am your demon never leaving
A metal soul of rage and fear.
A thing of beauty/ I know.
Will never fade away." I hummed the rest of the song, thinking of Johnny.

I made my way into the shuttle and closed the door behind me. I used the computer to set a course for earth. I felt the shuttle shake and jolt as it disconnected from the space station.
I smiled. I'm finally going home.
Night city here I come.
Judy I'm coming home.