Judy Alvarez/V oneshots

The addiction. ⚠️

Brief description: V uses alcohol to try and silence the terrorist in her head.
Trigger warning: alcohol and mentions of suicide.
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*V POV*
Johnny wouldn't shut the fuck up about torching arasaka and rogue and all this other bullshit. I can't listen to it any longer. I headed straight for lizzies for a drink. So I'm gonna do the one thing that drowns this fucker out. I try not to drink because I just don't like it but it's been getting more and more difficult these days.
Hopefully Judy doesn't find out. Maybe I can blend in with the crowd and nobody will notice me. Last night when I got wasted Judy was mad at me. Saying how I'm killing my body and all this other shit.
I love judes to death but I need to make Johnny shut up. And this is the only way. The blockers don't work as well anymore.
I arrived at lizzies and snuck past Rita and the other mox girl at the front door.
So far so good.
I went to the bar and saw Mateo. He wouldn't tell Judy right?
Nah we're chooms he wouldn't diss me like that.
I sat at the bar and Mateo spotted me.
"Yo V. Judy was just up here talking about ya. Are you here to visit her or just have a drink?"
"Just have a drink today. Maybe I'll go pop in later."
"What would you like to drink today?"
"I'll take a Weizenbier and a couple of shots."
"You got it." Mateo left to go grab the drinks.
'You shouldn't be drinking. We need to continue this, V. We need to get to arasaka. You are running on borrowed time.'
Johnny appeared next to me.
'Johnny if you could please kindly fuck off. That would be preem.'
Mateo came back with the beer and shots.
"Thanks!" He set them down in front of me and I downed the shots.
I started drinking the beer.
'V...'
'Johnny I don't give two shits about whatever you are gonna say. I intend to get throughly shitfaced. So delta the fuck off.'
Johnny sighed and disappeared.
Good. Stay away.
I downed my beer. And ordered another.
And another
And another.

~~~~~30 minutes later~~~~~~~
I couldn't see straight.
"Hey m-Mateo another one."
"V I think that's enough. You can barely sit properly."
"C'mon we're c-chooms you can't just give me one more. I need it" I slurred.
"V, that's a no. You need rest. Don't make me call Judy up here." I scoffed at his comment.
"What the fuck is she gonna do? I-I'm my own person. She can't control me." Mateo sighed and walked away.
I huffed.
Stupid idiot thinks he can control me. Ugh. Almost as bad a Johnny.
All of the sudden I heard , "V, WHAT THE FUCK?"
Oh shit.
I turned around as quickly as I could.
"Hey... judes.... what's up?" Ok V now is the time to wow the audience with a performance.
Sober V.
"Um what's up is that you're wasted. I thought I told you to stop drinking so much. You never listen to me." Judy looked pissed.
Judy sat down next to me.
"Tell me what's going on, V." 
"Um nothings going on... what would make you think that? Haha." Good job V playing it cool.
"Well when we first met you never drank this much. Actually I Remember you telling me you aren't a big fan of it so I think that's good enough reason for you to tell me what's going on." Judy gave me a look.
I sighed. Judy doesn't need this kind of stress on her.
"Look Judy I'm fine. I just need time to think." I quickly got up from my chair nearly falling in the process. I started walking out of lizzies, disoriented as fuck.
"V! Wait! Please!"  I heard Judy call after me.
I kept on walking.
Judy grabbed my hand.
"V I know you need to talk. Is it silverhand? Is he bothering you?"
I sighed.
"He's always bothering me, Judy. That's the fucking problem. I can't go one fucking day without wanting to blow my goddamn brains out. I just need this relic out of my head as soon as possible. I can't listen to another blowing up arasaka 101. It's fucking bullshit. I shoulda just flatlined myself at the very beginning." I tried not to slur my words so she could understand me.
"V I love you so fucking much. Everything would be different if you flatlined yourself already. I would've left this shithole and well you woulda been dead. We will find a way to get his construct out. We will fix this together, V. I promise you." Judy came close and hugged me.
"I love you too, Judy.... thank you...."

"Now let's get your drunk ass home."