Judy Alvarez/V oneshots

Sisters ⚠️

Trigger warning: mentions of abandonment, violence, depression, panic attacks, insanity, suicide and implied self harm.
There is going to be a lot of going back and forth between flashbacks.

*flashback to young v.*
Young v's age: 10
Violets age: 14

"Come on, Valerie! Hurry up!" Violet yelled as she ran away from police. I held the bag tighter as I ran faster to keep up with my sister. We jumped across buildings, slid down ramps and busted through windows. We got separated from our group. I could hear the clicks of police weapons behind us as they got closer.
It felt like we ran for hours, my legs burning from the pain. Finally we lost the cops. I gave the bag to violet so she can hold it for a bit.
"It's getting a little heavy." I said. We made it to our hideout. Something felt off though. It was too quiet, The rest of the group wasn't here.
"Something's wrong, vi." I blurted out and violet turned towards me.
"I feel that too." She said.
All of the sudden white flashes appeared around us, blinding us. I felt a searing pain in my stomach.
"VIOLET! VI!" I screamed. I felt her grab my hand. I heard a small whisper, "I'm sorry, Valerie. You're a liability now." I felt her hand let go of mine as she disappeared. I coughed.
I put my hand on my stomach to reveal blood and a bullet hole.
"VIOLET DONT LEAVE ME! PLEASE COME BACK! I NEED YOU!" I screamed into the air, my sister long gone.
Cops swarmed around me. I was picked up by one and I heard a man say, "stop she's just a child."
"She was apart of this mess. She needs to be punished for her actions." One cop said.
"I will take responsibility for her. Give her to me. You gave the poor child a gunshot wound. She's just a little girl." The cop holding me handed me off to the man.
He looked down at me and smiled, "hello young one. My name is Viktor. Let's get you patched up and home, okay?" I couldn't speak so I just nodded my head. I felt my eyes get heavy and one final thought came to me.

She left me. She left me. She left me.

*present day V*
V's age: 18
Violets age: 22

"V! Where are you?" I heard viktor yell for me.
"I'm up here! What's up?" I yelled back from my room.
"Judy's here!" I smiled and quickly ran out of the room.
I met Judy at the door as she gave me a huge hug.
"Hey V!" I kissed Judy on her cheek and we walked out the door hand in hand.
We walked to a clearing with a bunch of flowers. We sat down amongst the flowers.
I smiled as I picked flowers and decorated Judy's short hair with them. As I was going to put another flower in her hair Judy gasped and her arm grasped mine.
"What's wrong, Jude?" I asked.
"W-what's this on your arm?" Oh shit I forgot I wore short sleeves. She pulled my arm closer to her to inspect. My eyes widened and I yanked my arm away from her and got up. I raked my hands through my hair and felt myself freaking out. I paced.

Don't think about her. Don't think about her.

She left you to die. It's all her fault. She never wanted you. She hated you.

"V?" I could faintly hear Judy. I stopped pacing to look at her. She slowly walked up to me and hugged me.
"It's okay, babe. I'm sorry. I won't ask again." Judy apologized. I hugged back. We slowly lowered to the ground as she hummed a song to calm me down. She traced the tattoos on my arm.
I finally spoke up,
"She left me." Judy stopped tracing my tattoos.
"What?"
"She left me." I repeated.
"Who?"
"My sister. She left me to die." I let out a shakey breath.
"She left me to die and if I ever see her again I'm going to kill her." I said as I got up out of Judy's grip.
"I need to go home. I'm sorry Judy." I ran away from her as she was yelling for me to come back and went back home, to viktor. The one person who truly loves me.

*young V*
Age: 11

"Viktor?" I asked.
He just hummed in response as he continued to braid my hair.
"Why did violet leave me?" I said.
I felt him freeze.
"I don't know, sweetheart." He resumed braiding my hair.
"You won't leave me, will you?"
"I will never leave you. You are my daughter I love you very much."