The Secrets of The Soul Wanderer (In

Chapter 7

With this she closed her eyes and kissed me, I kissed her back. We exchanged kisses and both felt an intense need to touch each others 'intimate bits'. We entered my bedroom, stripping each other off, clothes littered all over the floor. I lost my virginity that night and it was exhilarating in every way, I was on cloud nine with Frankie.
After we had 'bouncy intimate time' my breasts were sore and my fingers ached. The sweat dripped off our skin like water soaked flannels, we both washed and dressed, still filled with the euphoria I wished Frankie good night and gave her a kiss on the lips.

I watched her walk off and shut the door, I then turned around only to see Gab in his white robes. I jumped out of my skin, my head went from euphoria to paranoia in a heartbeat.
"It's ok Claire, I just hope your love doesn't hurt you," Gab said breaking the awkward pause. I wonderd what happened that made him say that, whatever it was I knew that it affected him badly.

We sat in silence on the bed, I saw his face start to swell up, tears fell down his cheeks and his wing feathers started to shed. I held onto his hand and comforted him, "what's wrong Gab,? Did I say something wrong?" He nodded his head, now sobbing with pain and hurt. I gave him time and just hugged him from the side, then he managed to speak through his tears.
"Many years ago, I had an ex-lover he was perfect, the reason why he was perfect because I made him. His name was Marvin, in my world it's a crime to love your creation. We had an amazing time together until he went missing. I looked everywhere for many years, that is until I decided to make people again. Then I made you, I felt happier but who am I kidding? You aren't Marvin, I wish at times that I never made you!"

That sentence pierced me like a thousand arrows, the world stopped spinning for a moment. I got up and punched Gab in the face, I hastily ran out of the building. I cried like a banshee running towards the forest, I never felt so suicidal in my life. I wished to never be born, I entered the forest near the school. I sat near a large yew tree, it was a sign. The yew tree is the most toxic tree I knew especially the berries, looking up I saw a nearby branch with its raspberry red berries. I picked one and placed it near my mouth.

What happened next changed my life... forever.