just split :)
im smiling but im numb. no emotions, i feel nothing. still want to die though, refraining from doing so..
but lets not talk about that, haha..
i get obsessed with things pretty easily. like taking tests about my mental health or asking how my friends are every five seconds. and when they dont answer me but instead do something else, i feel lost. my own obsessions dont even care about me.. sigh
so numb.. and hungry. but can't eat. i wont eat. probably gonna get sick again but i dont really care. i could block everyone right now and end it but i wont. still dont understand why im holding on.. maybe some of us still want to live afterall.. which i dont really mind, i wanna die doesn't mean i want them to die with me, i just cant help feeling like this.. im so helpless haha..
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