Depression and OCD sometimes go hand in hand..
im depressed again but now my obsession is bigger and stronger and it's twisting into the depression, molding new shapes and things.. paranoia is also a big issue. im on call with my bf not bf right now while he's in class, i dont feel loved right now and its making me irrationally angry. he said he would do anything for me, he just wants me to be happy (which is impossible) but him saying that gave me a rush of power and sick desire.. i don't like it and this whole relationship feels toxic..
welp, im gonna ride this train until it crashes and when it does, i'll come right back to this book and tell y'all alllll about it.
stay tuned... :)))
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HorrorWe hold absolutely nothing back in this book; these are unfiltered thoughts btw. We write in this book to vent / rant; whatever we need. We will update this book as we go on. This is a Diary of sorts for a Complex DID System whose been through RAMC...
