Something with an M, I don't know my name; Martha? Doesn't sound right..
I don't know how the others are doing this.. I'm still so afraid "Satan" and his "Demons" will come and punish me for being a "Bad Kid". I don't know how the others are trying to explore Satanism, I am still so scared of our old "Religion" (In Quotations because we personally Grew Up In A Cult. /info). I'm still so scared of My/Our Parents..I'm glad they're out there, exploring and finding interesting things. /gen, I can't seem to but, I want to. I want to go out there and explore it, it just kinda feels like I'm rooted in place, like this INTENSE FEAR. A Fear That Makes The Room Darken To A Blackish Blue and I'm in water. Can't breathe, choking. Get brought back up. Everything is blurry and our ears are clogged. It burns to breathe. Our nose, our eyes, the inside of our throat, we want to cry - Agggghhhh, my head hurts... I guess My Memory ends there..
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9/29/2023
6:04 AM
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The Youngest
HorrorWe hold absolutely nothing back in this book; these are unfiltered thoughts btw. We write in this book to vent / rant; whatever we need. We will update this book as we go on. This is a Diary of sorts for a Complex DID System whose been through RAMC...