<~Enemies?~> ~Quackbur~

Chapt.10

ANGSTY/VERY TRANSPHOBIC+ABUSIVE PAST !!

Current Time—
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I walked out of the casino, the receptionist giving me a smirk. She must've been here last night.
I don't-
I don't get it?
We both did the same thing but he..Well he just,

Oh is that? Tommy?

"WILBUR! HI I DIDNT EXPECT TO SEE YOU HERE SO SOON!"
"Can you..chill? Please."
"Oh yeah sure man. What's up?"
"I..Um, well. How about i explain it so your little brain can understand hm?"
"HEY- But, explain how you want bossman."

We sat down on the sand beside the sign, it lit up all around us. Neon signs. Tall buildings. Bars. Casinos. They all surrounded us, we lived neighbouring here, we have had countless visits yet, it all seems so..Unfamiliar.

"So, Let's say you like someone, you have for a while but from a young age you where drive apart and turned bad. You both reconnect and have hookedup several times but this time because you both faked being drunk to get with the other the other called you well, a fake, what are you suppose to feel? To say? To do..?"
"WAIT YOUVE BEEN HOOKING UP WITH SOMEONE IN LAS NEVADAS?"
"NOT THE POINT TOM."
"Right, sorry. Um well i would stop talking to them. They called me fake which i am not. I am me. Just like how you are you. You are a real man."
"How did you?"
"No one calls a Trans man fake for no reason, Especially a Cis man."
"How did you-"
"It's obvious."
"Stfu."
"Make me 'dIrtY CrImE bOy' ."
"HEY-"

N

they messed around then returned home, wilbur began to mix up a soup and left it to boil so he could rest. It's like a home buffet except it's one piece of food.

Wilbur went to his room and just sat in his bed. He didn't know what to do. He lost someone who he thought of as a friend, an enemy and a lover. All because he was trans? He broke. The tears he tried so hard to hold back slipped through and once they started he couldn't stop. Years of Pain , loneliness, longing and loving all came out in tears.
"Hey will i've got you some soup-
Hey,
Hey..
Look at me..
Your ok."
Tommy wrapped his arms around the other, bring him into an embrace to which the man cried more.
"Why..Why was I-I born this way?" He said through tears and hiccups in his breaths
"You mean trans?"
"Mhm.."
"Because, Whoever the person who assigned genders got you mixed up."
"..."
"It was funny to me-"
"mhm.."
They say in silence, the older man taking small spoons of his soup. The warmth sending tingles down his back.
"Will?"
"hm."
"Where's your medication and diagnosis."
Wilbur pulled out a piece of paper and a small box from his pocket.
Tommy worked out by now he should have 6 tablets left but when he counted them he found 18. He had only taken it for 1 day.
"W-Will, these are meant to help stop these.."
"Sorry Toms, I just, Don't feel like me."
"It's ok. Just get some rest."
"Thanks. For everything."
"No need to thank me bossman!"
——-DREAM SEQUENCE (BAD MEMORY REPLAYING AND DELUSION(ALSO INTERNALISED TRANSPHOBIA AND OTHE BAD TALKING ) WARNING! ———-

"Kris, Hea just pushing more and more. We don't have a female kid."
"I know but we could end-"
"We are not ending the partnership"
"Phil-"
"No. We need our daughter back."
"We never had a daughter!"
"We did!"
"No Phil wait-"
~~~~Wills room~~~~~
"Get up."
"D-Dad?."
"Get up Willow, You have an appointment."
"That's-That's not my name.!"
"It is. Your to delusional. You're not a real boy so stop acting like one."
"Dad stop!"
"STOP WILLOW." He hit me.
I began to sob, it stung, i needed warmth, i needed...

Alex

"M-Mum?."
"Will?! Oh my- Are you ok my darling?"
"It-It hurts.."
"Here." She gave me a kiss and a plaster.
"Phil. Get out. Come back when you've rethought your choices from tonight."
——Mr.HQ's office——-
"So, Mr.Mc-Soot. We have come the agreement your daughter will marry my son."
"Yes sir. I've signed and agreed to all contract details."
"Excellent, Bring her in."
"Willow."
I walked in. A pink shoulder less dress is what my father chose for me. It went to just above my knees but i never wanted to cry more than i had then.
"Sit."
"Yes-Yes sir."
"Alex say hi to the bride."
"This-This is wrong." He got up and left.
That's when my mother told me how bad the HQ's truly were and how i needed to be saved from them. Little did I know, Mr.HQ drilled into Alex's head that i was just jealous of the fact he was a boy. A real one.

Was I really Trans? Or did i just believe I was to make Alex happy?.

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IM SO SORRY FOR NOT POSTING </3 :,)
I confronted my best friend on stuff they did and they blew up in my face and now i have no friends 😈🙏 But honestly it's a vibe.
I've also been ill *sob* Anyway what are you guys being for halloween today? I'm going as an enderman! I made a mask and my trick or treating bag is a cardboard box painted like a grass block! ( I am classed as "Too old." But are you too old to get free sweets for dressing up? Never 😮‍💨☝️) Stay sage my beloveds <3