Odelette Karine D. Dixon's experience in love is almost close to a zero. She heavily relies on the numerous romance novels she's read online, the rom-com movies and television series, and the fictional men she is still obsessed with to this day.
Her...
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Odelette Karine Diamante Dixon
WARNING: EXPLICIT CONTENT! SPG!
I remembered the first time that I found a boy attractive.
First grade.
He was cute. He had a smile that could light up the world and I just really found him cute. Lagi akong kumakain at nakatitig sa kanya at the same time, sinubukan kong maging close sa kanya pero hindi raw ako ang tipo niya, turned out that he's gay.
I was okay, actually.
Hindi ko naman siya minahal, I just had a crush on him and he is attractive, there's nothing wrong with that.
The second one was fourth grade, at that time mas maliit siya sa'kin at mabilis din siyang tumakbo.
He loves to play taya with our classmates, medyo makulit din siya at ang cute niya rin noon, madaldal pero matalino.
But he found me annoying, which I don't understand.
Maybe because I stood out from everybody else, nagkacrush siya sa top 1 sa klase na'min.
The third one was in sixth grade, seventh grade siya at nagkacrush lang ako agad sa kanya dahil gwapo siya at ang tangkad niya rin, but besides that, that was it.
I think that was the last time I truly had a crush on someone, kasi ang totoo naman ay may gusto ako sa ibang lalaki... well, they are fictional.
I was into anime and Wattpad, my first REAL crush was Zoro and Law from One Piece.
I believe me and Cerine was into Zoro a LOT, ang gwapo at nakakatawa rin siya, he's also strong, really strong.
And then I fell in love with Wade Rivas, he's REALLY hot. Alam ko na sa story lang siya pero tangina ilang beses kong inimagine na ako na lang si Reina at akin si Wade.
I imagine him to be just fucking gorgeous and everything, I wanted a man just like him.
And then there was Dark Montero, Juanito Alfonso, and so much more!
My long list of crushes can go on forever.
And so, I started having standards, kahit na nagkacrush nga 'ko sa mga lalaking yo'n, 'di naman din talaga ako nagkaroon ng motivation o ng desire to just tell them that I like them.
I found them attractive, that's all, and maybe that's the ONLY reason why I had a crush on them.
I was young.
I was a kid.
Ano bang alam ko sa love?
Nothing. And that is something that only my twin sisters knows about.
"Hey."
"Hey, morning." I greet him back and left a kiss on his forehead.
But that doesn't mean that I can't learn to love, or how it feels to be loved. I'm young, there's always a space to learn something new, right?
"You're gorgeous, you know that?" bulong niya sa'kin at agad na dahan-dahang ibinaba ang kamay niya sa pagitan ng mga binti ko.
"Wait... isn't it too early for this?" I chuckled.
Tiningnan niya 'ko at natawa siya bago niya ipinasok ang isa niyang daliri sa loob and just like that, I lost it again.
"Well, gorgeous..." he paused, moving his finger in a slow motion before the second finger entered.
"...it's not really early to eat my breakfast and besides..."
This man is the most attractive man I've ever met.
Nakilala ko na si Silas, si Alexander, at iba ko pang mga kaibigan pero there is something about him that drives me crazy and he never... ever... gives me any space to breathe.
"...I'm hungry, Odelette."
Ngumiti lang ako sa kanya at hinalikan ang noo niya.
