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Chapter Eighteen: Let's End This

Chapter Eighteen: Let's End This

Hindi ko matandaan ang huling beses na kumain ako. Maybe this morning, I don't fucking remember at this point. All I've been doing today is work, work, and work. I am trying to always find a way to work for today.

Binisita ko yong mga negosyo namin, I met up with the investors and other important people instead of Cerine. I was checking the reports too, I was doing every single thing in my schedule that was supposed to happen next week.

"You are freaking me out." Sabat ni Cerine na nakatayo pagkatapos kong tapusin ang meeting ko with a business friend, they are thinking of renting a place in Geneva's hotel.

"I don't know what you're talking about. Remind Geneva of the meeting today."

"What today? It's tomorrow."

"It's today."

Laglag ang panga niya.

"We can't! Geneva is busy, it's tomorrow! We can't just change her schedule! That's... m-mean... for her, you, and your body!"

Napanguso ako sa sinabi niya. Ano raw? Naiintindihan ko yung para kay Geneva pero anong sa'kin?

"Okay, okay... fine."

May problema ba siya? Is it because Felix is here? She's still freaking out about him? I swear, iba talaga pag si Felix. Kung kailan bumisita siya tsaka siya biglang natataranta. It's just different when the person you love is next to you all the time.

I wish I could relate, but then again, wala akong time o pake para makahanap ng taong nararapat sa'kin. Yes, I am still looking for a partner, a husband, not someone I love sa puntong 'to.

"Just leave me alone. I'll go to the gym." I said sabay tayo at hanap sa bag ko, I also need my key so I can drive to the gym.

"W-Wait... gym? Ngayon?"

"Yes." Mabilis kong sagot at kinuha yung bag ko, my big Bottega Venetta bag, 'di rin ako nagheels today para mabilis, I also wanted to be feel comfortable today din.

Alam kong isang oras ako doon sa treadmill, I need it today, kaya hindi pwede heels, baka matapilok nanaman ako, e 'di lagot ang mga binti ko takbo ko mamaya. I have been working out a lot more, 'di na masyado sa weight training, puro na lang cardio, I've never been this motivated until now.

Ewan ko ba. Ewan ko kung anong nangyare sa'kin but this is probably for the best.

"Are you... crazy? What's up with you?" She blocked me on my way out of my office.

Naguguluhan siya, obvious sa ekspresyon sa mukha niya. Kahit ako naguluhan, anong problema kung mag-workout ako? Kung pupunta ako sa gym? 'Di ba pwedeng motivated talaga ako?

"I'm not crazy. I'm motivated... and healthy."

Hinarangan nanaman niya 'ko, mas malalim at malala na ang tingin niya sa'kin.

"Yes but too much! You're not normal. Do something else. Go shopping, it's better."

"I don't want to. I want to run. I want to workout."

"B-But... are you not tired? You're freaking me out."

Huminga ako nang malalim. Kung kailan motivated na motivated ako tsaka siya nag-aalala, asan yon nung nasa college pa kami? Nung sabog na sabog ako kakaaral at kakatapos nung mga essay at assignments?