retrospect

retrospect #11

STELL'S P.O.V

"sarap ng tulog mo ah." i said in a soft voice while looking down on the sleeping justin with my hands placed on my waist.

i knelt down on one knee infront of him, staring at his face. "sabi na kasing umuwi ka nalang. ayan tuloy, napagod ka pa kakahintay."

a few strands of justin's hair fell on his forehead and his nose scrunched, probably tickled by it. i smiled and found that adorable. i placed my hand on his shoulder and gently shook him to wake him up.

"jah..." i called out and he groaned.

"uy, justin, uuwi na tayo." i said and shook his shoulder again. finally, he slowly opened his eyes but since he's still sleepy, he closed them again.

i chuckled and shook him harder.
"uyyyy, uwi na kasi tayoooo.. sige ka, iiwan kita dito." i said and he immediately sat down with his eyes still closed. i chuckled again.

he looks so tired and sleepy :( ......... and cute :D

"sige na .. let's go na..." justin said in a very soft voice and he looks like he would collapse at any moment. i sighed and walked closer to him and then, i lifted him up in my arms, carrying him like a child. i let him wrap his legs around my waist and i placed his arms on my shoulder.

"you don't have to, tulips." he whispered and his breath lightly touches my neck, making my breath hitch a bit.

justin didn't open his eyes even once. he seemed too tired to do it so i started walking out to the carpark, still carrying justin and all our things. all of them, combined, were heavy but I didn't mind at all. it was worth it.

my body seems to miss being hugged by justin like this. siguro lagi kaming nagyayakap dati... >___<

when i reached the carpark, it was just the two of us so i walked slowly. parang ayoko muna siyang ibaba :(

unfortunately, justin woke up so i stopped walking. he didn't try to get down but he started looking around.

"grabe, ang bagal mo naman maglakad." he said when he noticed that we're still in the carpark.

"huh? gising ka?"

"oo, hehe. nagising na 'ko nung sumakay ka ng elevator, ayoko lang bumaba pa."

i looked in his eyes, getting a bit lost in his stares. it was quite dark in the carpark because of the dim lights and justin being this close to me right now makes me feel a thousand feelings all at the same time.

"i can go down now. baka nahihirapan ka nang-"

"no no, it's okay."

justin chuckled and hugged me once again, placing his cheek on my shoulder while he faces my neck. i didn't move for a while and just let myself savor the moment for a bit.

"alam mo.... if you want to cuddle, pwede mo namang sabihin sa'kin. hindi yung gan'to. nakatayo ka pa, mapagod ka nyan sige." justin said and my cheeks felt hot for a minute there.

"ewan ko sa'yo." i said with a smile on my face and started to walk towards my car.

"paano pala yung car mo?" i asked him and he immediately loosened his hold on me and went down.

ano ba 'yan sana pala hindi ko nalang sinabi !!! ;(((

"oo nga pala. i can't leave it here eh. sige, una na 'ko ah." justin said as he took his things from me and waved a little. he walked away and my heart fell.

i don't want this night to end yet.

"jah, wait lang."

"yes?"

"open pa ba yung offer mo kanina for a cuddle?"

justin pursed his lips and looked away, preventing himself from smiling so i smiled too. we probably look like idiots right now. anyway, he nodded and scratched his nape.

"y-yes. it's free."

i nodded, placing my hands in my pocket. "good. so... your place?"

"no, your place. baka mapagod ka magdrive bukas pabalik sa condo mo."

i chuckled. "amnesia lang ang meron ako, jah, not a physical injury. hindi naman utak ko ang aapak sa pedals."

justin laughed. "nakakainis 'to! nag-aalala lang ako sa'yo!"

"okay lang ako. your place na ha?"

"okay, fine. see you!" he said and waved as he skipped steps to his car.

i chuckled while shaking my head and entered my car as well.

not gonna lie, i'm a bit excited. ><