REBOUND : His Dirty Little Secret

³Chapter 32 : Will I Ever Be Enough?

Haruto's POV:

     Treasure's comeback after our 1 year and few months hiatus is now in full bloom. Our MV  broke another record of being the most viewed in the first  24 hours. Back to back comeback stages on most Music Shows, given the public demand for us, no Network dared to ignore Treasure's comeback.

      Everything was so surreal. All of us are so emotional every end of our stage and even the fans were captured tearing up during our Performances.

     I don't know if it's just me, but or the aura of the group and The whole event, seems like a culmination of an impending end. I got  a sudden twist in my gut when that scary thought came to my mind.

      It's been 6 months since I came back from Japan, which means our contract will come to and end sooner than I imagined. Time flies too fast indeed.

      It was like yesterday when Junkyu and I became casual friends with benefits on the sides. After the breakdown in the shower, 4 months ago, we didn't talk further. We let ourselves go with the flow. No  further talking. As much as I want to, he's not ready.

     I can feel his body wanted me as much as I wanted him. But I can still feel he's having some reservations emotionally. I know it will take time. At least, he doesn't need to move on from me, cause I'm not letting him go.  He just need to heal from the pain I caused him and accept me whole.

     As for him. I may sound hypocrite if I'd say I'm not hurt everytime I can feel him holding himself, especially every time I tell him I love him. He always gives me a tight smile after and just kiss me.

     The sex is still phenomenal. So much more than before, of course. As much as it pains me again knowing his experience came from someone else, but as long as I can give him the pleasure now, that he deserved and more, is more than enough for me. I could tell that I still had that power over his body, seeing his unfeigned look of pure pleasure and satisfaction every after lovemaking we had. Nothing gives me more gratification than seeing him satisfied and fully satiated, knowing I did it.

        Just like now. We are in our hotel room in Daegu. Our first stop for Treasure's Korean tour. We are set to have our World Tour in 3 months until the year ends.

     The group had this kind of nonverbal agreement to put us and the other couples, in one room each every trip we have. It would be impractical to book individual rooms since most couples still use 1. Official or not, we are one of them. The important is he sleeps and wakes up beside me and moan my name in between. Who am I to complain.

     Sprawled on our bed, freshly showered, Junkyu on his naked glory, 2 firm hands gripping my hair and nape simultaneously as I bob my head up and down, giving him a full deep throat with my lips gripping and massaging the length of his cock. Mouth throttling due to the fullness of his cock gives him the vibration I wanted to please him more.

    "Aaaaaahhhh...... Fuck Rutoya!! That feels soo good!" I love every sound he sings everytime I did my best, he gives me twice the reward, my pride.

     "Mmmmm....uhmm....uhmmm ..." enclosing his balls in my left palm, softly squishing it to add more to the sensation. While my other hand is on his chest, pinching his nipples in every pressure of my tongue on his cock. Causing him to cry louder, not caring for whoever might hear us.

      "I-I'm gonna come soon if you continue doing that...."

      "No! You can't come yet. Hold it in babe, or I'm gonna stop totally." I threatened him to wait a little. I need to be inside him when he comes. As much as I love to swallow everything, but I can't hold mine anymore. So I quickly got up and pulled his hips nearer so I can position myself. I pushed both thighs apart and lift both with my arms, placing his hip on my lap to align his butt on my cock.