REBOUND : His Dirty Little Secret

Chapter 33 : The Climb

Hyunsuk's POV:

Krrriiiiiinnnnnggggg!!!!!

      "Hhmmmm...... " 'Fuck! My head's gonna crack! I felt something hammering inside my head like a rock.'   I tried to get up from the bed, annoyed by the incessant ringing of my phone. Using my hand to locate the source of the sound somewhere since my head felt like a 100kg rock flat on the pillow, too heavy to even lift an inch.  

        'Where the heck is that fucking phone!' Not aware of my lying position in bed and my surrounding, "Blag!" 

        "Argh! Fucking bitch!" 'Shit that would definitely bruised.' I fell from the bed, butt first on the floor. Later then I realized I was totally naked as a new born baby, fresh from my mother's womb. 'Double Fuck!' I grabbed the covers to wrap my self, then continue locating the sound of my phone which miraculously didn't get tired of ringing. 

          "Who the hell got his butt under fire this early in the morning!" Finally saw my jeans and dress shirt scattered on the floor near the door. I scampered to reach it when I realized, where the heck is my boxers.!' Like a fool I tumbled upon my own feet caught on the sheets that I wrap my nakedness and fell again for the 2nd time. The door of the bathroom opened and a freshly showered Jihoon came out. 

           "Glad you're now awake. I hope you sobered up well, and go back to your own room." Not sparing me a single glance , he just went ahead to his luggage and pick some clothes to wear. Dropping his towel on the floor, not minding my presence, nor cared to hide himself as he put on his clothes. I saw some red spots on his nape and some on his shoulders. I even noticed some hand marks on his waist and butt cheeks, like someone gripped it to bruised. 

         "I'm sorr-" 

          "Don't! Don't even try apologizing for last night. It's enough that I knew I was some substitute whore to your girlfriend's absence now, don't add more salt to my wounded ego by saying you made a mistake!" His voice was  hard and unapologetic.

          "I'm not gonna apologize for coming here Ji! I came here sober, though I had a few shots but my desire to invade your night and your bed was all my sincere intention. I was about to apologize for the marks on your body, not for fucking you!"  I was out  of breath countering his wrong assumptions of my unannounced intrusion. 

         "I never regret any moment I had with you, fucking you, making love with you, or whatever you want to call it! Even before, much more this time that we are old enough to decide for ourselves and know what we really want. I don't know about you, but mine never changed, 5 years ago or now. I still want you, and I never stopped loving you, Park Jihoon!" My voice cracked out of despair. I now felt pathetic. Not only I am naked physically, but also baring all my heart to the man who broke my heart over and over again. The man who left me and trampled my heart. I don't care if I'm crying now in front of him. This may be the last time I would gamble the last piece of my heart and pride. After this, I swear, I'll learn to move on. Perfect timing, the group's gonna split soon, and I'm enlisting too. Best time to work on forgetting my greatest heartache. 

         Don't get me wrong, I'm not being pessimistic about our group's future. Even if we decide to renew, the hyung line5 is set to enlist soon. It will be difficult to maintain the contract period with our absence. Though the options of individual re signing is a huge possibility. Going back to individual activities and sub units will be an alternative. Whatever the future holds, particularly after our contract ends, the relationships between each other will soon change too. It's bound to happen. Looking back the 1 year hiatus we had, stirred up a lot of relationships, despite knowing we still be reunited after only a few months. How much more the idea of splitting for an indefinite time.