.Her imperfect partner.?

9.shattered.

Kiara's pov.

This was one of the worst experiences of my life. I hate her I have never seen such a racist women in my entire life. How could she conclude that I was the one who stole it. Is it because I am not a white, Asian, Indian. I have told her several times that I am not like her ex manager. Me in my entire life has never done such a thing to anyone..how disrespectful it's to do that thing.

I expected a reward for my hardwork and what I got blame ! accusation , betrayel , frustration I don't know what am I feeling right now. Stealing someone's work and presenting it as your own is a wrost type of betrayal. I can't quite categorise this as a theft. because at least the owner would know that one of your valuables are stolen. But here is me accused of stealing my own work. I don't know how this happened.

when I got out of the room . I saw that same group smirking at me Linda was sitting in center of the group. Why why me why would she do that. I was angry but I was about to cry ..I can't let them have the pleasure to see me cry.. I got out of the buliding to get some air. i feel like everyone in the room hated me. And I am so sick of this negative energy. I wish I was back in India. Atleast it was your people, there I got an award for best employee of the year . Here look at me..I am fired.. I don't want to share this with my family. They will worry about me or ask me to return although my wish to live in America is no more . My relatives would say she didn't even have a job for 4 months. I need to stay here for atleast 2 years. I just don't know what to do I don't have any thick friends here. Life seem miserable. I was jobless in a new country which is faraway from home. My only comfort was Catherine..I was sobbing in her lap she was more than happy to held me.

When she is near me I can feel my mother. She told me she liked to have a daughter but she got 2 sons. So we have been playing mother and daughter in the house..I cried for almost an hour. She held me close,by evening she left me to give me some space. I need to think carefully. I can't loose this job . There are three different ways of getting this job back but the three have different types disadvantages the outcome of any of these ways 💯 doesn't guarantee to return my job. These are the three possibility
1. Go against my boss by supporting that Indian. Or seeking support of community to go against her and the company.. that would be messy.

2. I have a job security certificate in which the company guaranteed to grant me 2 year job .no matter whatever happens I can't be fired except the fact that I have conducted something offensive against the company. Here I am accused of stealing an internal project. That doesn't comes under the category since I don't sold the project. But claiming the job back will be risky . Because all the accusations are against me, possibly the board of directors will only listen to the CEO and the other employees.

3 . Begging infront of her to claim it back.. which I don't know will work or not but I have to give it a try.. since its most peaceful form dealing with it . I never want to see her face though but I need this job atleast for an year afterwards I can quit. You can go back to India. Just one year. I made up my mind. Preparing apology for something I didn't do
I sighed sometimes life can be like this. I am upset but this time will pass. May be i do want to give her an apology for what I said at my angry state . I too shouted infront of her may be I should have discussed it in a calm way . I have prepared something but only problem is how am I going to face her. How's she going to react. Should I write it as a letter. If I am going to say it infront of her she is never gonna listen to it. Yea writing a letter would be much better.

" Dear ma'am,

I know there was a terrible mistake from my part . I am deeply incredibly sorry for doing what I did . I know it's a ruthless behaviour and now I am ashamed of myself. I was scared of you, I was scared if my project will not reach up to your standards. I have created a project but it got distroyed in the last moment. I was overly nervous to present my own program before you. I believed you already hate me because of your ex manager and I don't have the courage to present my project before you , since you're great and you except good works from your employee . I thought I would become your biggest disappointment. So I decided to steal Linda's project.

I accept my mistake but I was too scared to accept it directly, I know I am a coward but I am begging infront of you to give me an another chance to prove myself that I am worthy. I just need one chance, And iam deeply sorry for causing a scene by accusing you in the office. I am ready to appologize infront of anyone Including Linda. I hope you remember my interview where I told this job was my dream.

Please consider this as my lack of experience or insecurity, please please give me a chance. I know you don't want to see me in person because you don't want to see my face. You can call me whatever you like traitor , fool, idiot , stupid second class. I deserve all of it. I just want another chance..just one..😔😞🙏

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