.Her imperfect partner.?

27. Regret

Kiara's pov

It was really nice talking with her, the movie, ice cream date all were really amazing. It made me a little sad that we will not be able to celebrate her birthday together.

We went back to hotel but her plan to go to the bar just pissed me off . I don't want any strangers hand on her nor i don't want anyone kissing her.
So I decided to go with her.

But anyway's she changed the plan and decided that she's not going, but we decided to go to the hotel and have a dinner together. Sounds really nice,
We both freshed up and went on to the restaurant, it was just beautiful and Romantic, the light works the music and the decorations were heavenly.

The set up was dim light, god everything looked beautiful and my wife was just..i don't know no words
I was not able to tear my eyes from the godess sitting infront of me ,

"The view is really nice right she said looking around.

"You're my favourite view"...

Shit ! did I said that loud...

She was laughing oh god my whole heart was jumping, all at once I really want to do things to her..i blushed on the thoughts ..

"It's okay you can compliment me Kiara , it would be less embarassing than thinking loud."

Yea ....i just lowered my head focusing on the table thankgod the food came we ate in silence, with melodies playing in background, she's a picky eater , mostly orders healthy food , i on the other hand was like a pig .

We finished the dinner and had a glass of wine , we were going back to hotel when someone announced that all the couples are invited to dance , well dancing was not my suite , anyways this was not that hard, it's just a couple dance as seen in the movies and it was not a competition either,

So do you wanna dance, ? She asked

I-i dunno how to ....and i am clumsy what if i fall or something i said embarassed..

"I will hold you"

So we went on to stage with other couples and started dancing slowly to the music .

her hand were on my waist holding me closer .mine were on her shoulder we intertwined the other hands , a jolt of electricity was running through my body,

nobodies touch ignited me this much i mean i have friends whom I always cuddled with and they were all touchy but I never felt anything like this but when she simply touches me , my nerves are exploding.

Is it because of alochol, i mean it was only one glass of wine right that won't make u like this, we swayed our hips she rotated me and again pressed me on to her body , i was looking directly into those ocean blue eyes,, i can't read her expression here i am lost again for the million time , my eyes slowly moved on to her lips.

I want to taste it , suddenly the music was fading I looked around realized everyone was kissing there partners .
I couldn't control anymore i kissed her first this time, I dunno for a second i thought she will beat me or something but within a few seconds she kissed me back ..she tasted like red wine , i will never get tired of this feeling, this is all special for me, i am living the moment i know this moment may not last forever but I want to live it .

Music stopped and we pulled back together her eyes showed different emotions she was not angry but definitely surprised it had turned dark does that shows lust , she was piercing into my eyes still searching for something and my eyes was telling her something..I dunno lookslike both of us wanted it..

The crowd applauded, we went down from stage, her mood changed , is she upset or something i got worried, is it the kiss , i mean she also kissed me back right and all the couples were kissing each other at that point it would have been weird if we didn't kiss. So atleast she need to consider it as a part.

We went back to the room , i locked the door, within a moment her she pressed me on to the wall gripping both of my shoulders , honestly she was hurting me

Eliana you're hurting me i Said

"You better shut up bitch , what do you think of yourself , you think you can lure me by all acting this nice and playing cute , you know what ,to me you're nothing other than a piece of garbage, you're a traitor, be grateful as you still has your job.
And be on your place. And don't ever put that disgusting thing on to my face , she said strongly gripping my chin .

"I am sor...ry"..

My eyes were beginning to well up after what she said but I controlled it, . I felt like something heavy Just crashed my heart..i wanted to run, run away from her ,

All this time I was a fool , my kiss just disgusted her , it was all true , i am just so stupid to think this is some kind of enemy to love romance movie , all these days what i felt for her got destroyed within two minutes.

I just went on to shower during shower i cried , i don't know she used to insult me but why does it hurt so much today ..

Kiara this is a Normal thing she used to insult you and always get angry at you , but why does it bothers me this time..more than everytime before.

I need to keep it professionall. I decided our marriage is nothing worth than a piece of paper, nothing
And i am just nothing to her.

"I am just nothing to her" i just chanted it like a mantra repeating it for a thousand times.

I found her asleep on the bed i quietly laid on the other side but still it hurt i tried to brush it off but my eyes were again watering i don't want to sniffle , i don't want to be loud , so I just forced my face on to the pillow. My tears got dried i don't know when i falled asleep.

I woke up late she was not in her bed , thank God my face looked all puffy and my eyes were red, i just cleaned it and got freshed up she were still missing i had sudden urge to call but decided against it . I heard a knock on the door opened it revealing my wife , always beautiful but she was dressed, i dunno where she was there was a bag with her .

The photographer has completed the editing he wants us to select the Best picture s for album .

Its all in the laptop you can check
Now we both were sitting on the bed checking the photos she looked perfect in all of them i am surprised the fact that i also look quite nice
In these photos, to be frank we looked like a beautiful couple, we both smiling , holding hands, posing infront of statue , then there was the picture of us kissing my heart skipped a beat just watching it , there was a picture as well as a clip .

Still butterflies are popping inside my belly .. i want to look at her face ..but I know that i can't , it looked as we were so in love Such a beautiful moment

Then it hit me she was disgusted by it ..that what she told..it made my heart sank

she suddenly closed the window saying it's enough as she had to check some emails regarding work.

I shrugged it of may be she was even disgusted to see the clip.