.Her imperfect partner.?

65. weekend

Kiara's pov

Why do i have to be this nervous Nothing's gonna happen, is this lingerie too much said to myself staring at the mirror. It's just a sleepover don't get excited nothing will happen. You guys decided to take it slow " then why are you idiot planning lingerie" sometimes my inner voice is smart.

But it's her I mean anything can happen with that woman it's been 5 years still that bitch has that control over my body, she's a literal goddess but still ....ah I hate her i hit my head as I sat on the bed .

I want this but I don't know where this can lead . She sure has changed , all the rage I have for her has gone to mud. Does that mean I can start new with her. Will she be a good mom for Ava, Linda was the best mom but still could she accept Lia as her other mother. Ava doesn't have much memories with Linda, she only knew her other mother existed and died when she was young. And for Beth I think they'll make great sisters. Beth's brave not meek like Ava. She can make Ava more strong. I mean my child is strong but is still in a quiet shell. Beth can bring her out of comfort zone.

Fuck it i wore the black lingerie...it complimented my body really well.
Still that insecurity popped up. I know my body is not perfect, last few years have been a rollercoaster for me . I haven't got enough time to maintain myself sexy or beautiful. I know she still will be a literal goddess no matter how fucked up her life was she carry herself good. I bet she still has that abs. And perfect figure. 

I wore a nice dress revealing an average amount of cleavage, packed an additional pair of dresses for both Us.

We received a walm welcome by both Eliana and Beth. Ava totally forgot my existence most of the time they were immersed in playing at last they got tired and slept inside their pillow fort.

We left the room after covering them with a blanket..

Now we're sitting in sofa with comfortable silence and a glass of wine.

So..she started..they get along really well ..

"uhmm"...

"Your dress is nice "...my cheeks flushed on that simple compliment...

"Ahh are you sure it's the dress or me"..i said winking at her direction.

She chuckled can't say which one's more nice.

"Definitely not the dress..."

"Then we should remove it" she said staring right into my eyes .

Even though she's sitting on the other end of the sofa I can feel her eyes roaming all over my body probably undressing me.while my body is getting heated.

"Lia i said eyeing her.. she's still staring at me with those eyes.. you know the eyes that make anyone fall into her hands.

It's rude to stare you know i said averting my eyes gently  sipping my wine. Soon a hand took my glass and placed it near the table she was near my breath was hitching.. she's still eyeing me. I don't dare to look at her she tilted my face facing her, she touched my face so tenderly..pushed back my hair behind the ear..

I haven't seen you up closely since 5 years so just let me adore this beauty of yours she said still brushing her hands to my cheeks to jaw. I closed my eyes her hands were light so tender soothing my face. Her finger tips touched my lips. It was slightly wet from wine. I can't take it anymore. Slowly opened my eyelids only to see her inching closer . Within a moment our lips came in contact slow at first tasting each other's lips slowly soon turned into intense ones

her hands roamed my body my hips telling me how much she wants it . With new born excitement. I climbed on to her lap kissing passionately. I will never get tired of this woman. Never, i know that it's making me weak but still I will never stop yearning for her. ..