.Her imperfect partner.?

58. New life

Kiara's pov

Few months forward

I have joined therapy even though I was not happy about the money it was going well. Credit goes to Linda.. we were more like best friends now she basically stays in my house..and I am not complaining either.. being with her made me strong..she never ever let my guard down in front of others. She had always taught me to be more authentic than to be nice. She never ever let me talk bad about myself. And the therapy also played a crucial role in forming myself into a better human. Even though I didn't receive any closure from eliana.i had to move on therapy taught me how to move on. From childhood onwards i always had the mentality to fix things rather than accepting the way it is same as people and situation. Staying and trying to make things work with a partner who doesn't trust you or believes in you is impossible. I think it was right she never trusted me . Relationship breaks when trust is broken.

Speaking of career I got a small job in a shop basically data entry and stuff.. I don't know something was off about my profile and job application. Best options in companies were not available for me they rejected me without even giving a reason so eventually i stopped it and settled for a small job. I think that's more than enough. I have some saved money left...

I told my family that I am bisexual ofcourse the reaction was not so good dad stopped talking to me. Mom was also mad but eventually started calling. They were more worried about my sister, elder sister being unmarried is kind off bad in India when you have younger siblings questions starts to rise. I said that it's not an issue I won't be interfering in any of the function..or just say that I am infertile or something..or I lost my ability to bear a child in an accident.etc nobody knows right afterall I am in America..hence it's not a problem..mom said i am ridiculous but I don't care this is who I am.

They even started sending me pictures of boys asking if I am interested. No way I am not gonna marry any of them. After some attempts they gave up. They still talk like normally never addressing my sexuality however dad still don't talk. Mom said he regrets not marrying you off early...thank God I am not married... anyways i haven't told them anything about my marriage or Eliana.

It feels like some weight is lifted off from my chest. Happiness was just spending time with Linda going out etc. I was not an extrovert but she was quite opposite very adventurous one hyperactive..every weekends she plans something treking or going to some amusement parks and all that stuff. Linda was not an open book it's hard to figure her out ..she rarely expresses its hard to figure out when she's sad or hurt. She just had this facade which is so straight and intimidating. She got a decent job in some company.. she's still upset about me not getting job even curses herself for stealing my project..even though it's nothing.. atleast for now that was never the reason for my resignation.

She's a great cook and fast learner she learned multiple Indian recipes too. I thought she had a lot of friends but it was quite the opposite she never had any real one. Even though she had a couple of ones they were never close or knew the problems or backstories of her life. She liked it that way..then why me ?I asked . We are currently in a coffee shop

Who told you that I let you in...you were the one crashing the foundations of my wall while I was pushing people out of my door. So you mean i stepped in without your knowledge pretty much yea but no problem I don't mind having you around..i chuckled..and I like you..well I like you too. She just stared at me for a moment oh shit.. what did she meant by liking me ..is it in a friendly way..ahh whatever..we both haven't addressed what we are . Friends, roomates, buddies , definitely not sisters. I don't know if she's gay bi or anything only thing that I know is she was about to kiss me in the bar . I am pretty sure she doesn't have any ex girlfriends. Asking things might make things awkward. It's been 3 months no information about Eliana. Her phone number is still there all our photos I have cleared from my phone..but only before copying it down to my harddisk but it's stored in somewhere were my attention doesn't go often. We brought a dog Linda really loves dogs while i am more of a cat person or goat person. But I still love other animals. Her name is "Maggie ".