.Her imperfect partner.?

23. Getting drunk

Eliana's pov

Lookslike this honeymoon was a bad idea , this fake drama is not going like the way I planned, since when did I become this soft . My work was all pending , my boyfriend is on some fucking tournament and the trials are going on in the next month. Here I am playing with this bloody Indian. What is happening to me . I was so responsible , above all this my hormones are all releasing at the wrong time. I was not stupid to understand that the kiss was nothing, it sure is not the right thing to do and i have a boyfriend, why did I kissed that stupid what is wrong with me, don't loose your composure Eliana this is all her games acting stupid and her innocent smile is not gona lure me. But her lips were amazing though it were soft like velvet , her smell I used to hate her smell but why am I drawn to it so much now..i think my brain just switched to dump mode.

Is stupidity some kind of disease, like being with someone stupid for 3 days make u catch the disease, And you will also end stupid, looks like it is happening.

I need a drink

I haven't faced her i don't know why , i never was this shy I used to be the intimidating one but after that kiss i was not able to look directly into her eyes , i am sure she felt something her heart was beating louder than I expected. She was breathless when I started kissing, and the way she kissed back say it all, like it was all perfect something intended to happen , where everyone around us was happy and we both were..wait ...wait..

I need to drink , i really need to drink now ,

I am going to the bar, don't wait for me you can have dinner.

If you need something call the bodyguards.

I left the hotel room closing the door without even looking at her face.

I sat on a stool near the counter asked for a few shots,  i need something stronger So ordered some vodka too, i was getting a little tipsy  that's when a blonde came over and started flirting with me for some odd reason I felt like it was Kiara , I kissed her on midway interupting her talk , she too was kissing me back, but it doesn't feels like Kiara and i was not at all enjoying this my brain started working and I pulled back abruptly causing her to frown , what happened baby she snaked her hands around my body and started kissing my nape, but it all felt so wrong , hell i am not even into women . what is she doing to me..

I pushed her off and started to leave
" I need to go to my room , i said as i started stepping out but my body was not at all ready i was loosing balance

"Need a hand honey  "the blonde put her hand on my hips supporting me from falling ,,Where's your room babe she whispered over my ear. My brain was fogged all i know is i said some number and rest was blank.. somehow we reached the door i don't have a key but before knocking the door the blonde pushed me on the door and was kissing me harshly ,I tried to pull her off that's when the door opened revealing Kiara in a night gown there was shook all over her face her eyes showing something different is it hurt , sad, anger i quite don't understand, but it was definitely not pleasant. The blonde to was shocked for a moment.

Is that your wife the blonde asked looking both of our faces in disbelief.

Surprisingly i was not the one answered, " Yes she's my wife and why are you forcing yourself on her , she said with a gritted teeth wait,Is it really Kiara,,  whoah the nice girl is becoming possesive over her wife.

Anyways my head was hurting all i wanted to do was to crash on bed.

Within a single moment Kiara was holding me my hands were on her shoulder , and the blonde was nowhere to be seen , well my wife sure is a telented one..

She was silent all the way and she settled me on our bed.

There was little light in the room made me wonder why she slept early, where were you Eliana i have called you multiple times do you know what time is it , eleven you were gone for 5 hour's. Just why don't you pick up the phone , there was over 25 bars in the hotel itself , i have searched for you in the last two hours i don't even know which bar you've been, you got me worried Eliana.

Well now who's the boss. I have no energy to fight whatever this is i guess I am letting her win for the first time.
Its actually the I st time in my life am loosing an argument..

But that was not the surprising fact I was glancing at her lips all the time she's talking why why why ...

Kiara's pov

Its been 5 hour's ,where is she i was beyond mad atleast she owe me to tell where she was going, and showing up at the door with blonde ,,,oh i just loose my mind , i just want to rip her off how dare she kiss my wife infront of me.

Speaking of my wife, well this is all new to me , makes me wonder ,is this the same women i saw last 3 months.
No , she's a drunken mess , not arguing back to her most unlikable project manager And kissing women in bars.

I just wanted to yell at her for leaving me alone in this fucking hotel room. It just felt like hell without her presence,

But  she's looking at my lips ...

Wait it's not what i am imagining right .. does she want to kiss me, does she want me to kiss her , this is all confusing

I was not imaging her lips were on mine in the next moment idk wheather she's consious or not , she's doing it in a more rough way than at the park, she tasted like alchol

this is wrong she's drunk my mind keeps telling me but my lips was betraying i kissed her back with same intensity her arms were on my cheeks ,mine were on her hair , she slitly bit my lips making me gasp  giving her access to slide her tounge , i don't know how this going to work but I was too lost idk what i was doing but it was all euphoric that i don't want it to end... I have never kissed anyone like this , there was different chemical reactions happening in my body ,as i said her kiss is a drug that makes u high i never want it to end , still can't believe I am kissing her twice
I am kissing the CEO of Nexus, who's also my wife and who's drunk. Let me erase the last part call me selfish but this is all i wanted after those waiting for 5 hours, running through hotel bars searching  for her face ,i need  no i want this ,our tounges blended in beautiful way as if it was waiting for years to taste eachother .she was sucking nibbling and bitting my lips as if she's been hungry, this made me moan into her mouth..i don't want this to end...

we've been making out for idk how many minutes. I was the one to withdraw first to catch some air ,then all her weight was over me she's sleeping...shit ,shit , shit did she remeber what we did. She's tipsy and started kissing me i was the sober one right I could have stopped this from happening what if she wakes up mad at me for doing this..

I just want to cry ,,what have I done.