.Her imperfect partner.?

62. Drunken mistake

3 months forward

Eliana's pov

"For the nth time Rachel I said I am not going to the party".

Oh common Lia you're seriously becoming a grandma. Not to mention your grumpy moods. Seriously you need to get laid.

"I am an adult Rachel I know what I want"...

"Yea I know you want that womans ass she said pointing towards kiara's direction. But your ass is so afraid to even make a move towards her. Being in her presence makes you all hot bothered and frustrated. If you love her just freaking do something about it..."

Rachel it's not that fucking easy. And I don't think I love her .fuck dummy you love her more than anything, I mean like that and she clearly doesn't see me that way. You know everything from the past right, i broke her she hates me and I am not complaining. Time has changed but what I did will still remain the same. I took a deep breath. I don't want to mess up the little friendship we have right now.

Ohh Lia. ...I know but it's been 5 years. And i know those 5 years were equal to hell for you except beth. You've endured enough Eliana. From college after that girls death , I saw every part of your life journey from that point to this point. The only few months you were alive was when you were with that fucking Indian girl sitting outside. She's the one for you.
You were hurt Eliana, misunderstanding happens to people.

at the time there was right and wrong on both sides. The only thing you did wrong was you didn't trust your loved one. But you've got reasons to be Frank that was a solid one.

No no Rachel I know there was misunderstanding but that's not the only point. To be Frank I've been toxic to her on many ways I treated her like shit.

But Lia that was before you started loving her.

I am not a good person Rachel. I think she's more pure and beautiful. I don't deserve her. My eyes were welling up. She deserves better. And i am just...

"Lia stop it will you...Rachel said clearly sad but however said in a scolding tone.

See life happens Lia people change someone changes for good. You're not the same person anymore everyone can feel it. Your character has evolved. But I don't know what happened to the old Eliana. I mean not the racist bitch Eliana. But the strong ambitious Eliana. That one person who never Stop chasing until she gets what she want. What happened to your self esteem.

Honestly Rachel this conversation is getting nowhere so please don't waste your time. I said with my  most stern voice

"Ok I am wrong in all ways Lia. But answer me this. Why are you back here in LA why not elsewhere. I know you wanted to move after divorce but why again this place. Why made contact with her.why bring her back to Nexus. Why getting close to her daughter. Why staring at her every minutes... fucking admit that you want her Lia. That longing in your eyes everytime you look at her is fucking enough for me to understand . I ve seen you for 14 years Eliana. 14 fucking years. So don't you fucking play me.

Your  fucking bratty attitude might fear some fucking kids in the office but not me." And you've been through hell in last few years. I believe you deserve some happiness after that fucking bastard  . That woman right there is your source of happiness. You were so In love with her since your marriage and even after that marriage with the asshole , she was always there Eliana you can't deny it So get your ass up and chase her. And you're coming to the party. With that she went out slamming the door.

I was speechless

God the audacity of this woman. To be Frank she's the only person in my life that have the right to talk to me like that. To be Frank she's more true and I am not gonna deny anything she has said. It was true i came here in the hope to find her .but I don't know why. I was not in any hope for love you still are.

Ugh shut up ...i need to get laid but I can't and all I can think about is her. I don't want to get laid.. alcohol might be a relaxation may be i could use the offer.

A glanced towards her direction she remains so calm collective . No single fault from her side buisness is getting better. Job was much easy for me because of her. Occasionally we make some small talk official matters as well as about our girls. Seems like they are new besties. All I can hear was" Ava did that, Ava is so cool". To be Frank it feels adorable to hear them talk like that.

Fuck getting drunk was a bad idea , ughhh i woke up with a terrible headache..i checked my phone for time what the actual fuck. I fucking called Kiara. Shit the call duration is almost 30 minutes. It's not even one call freaking five calls. Oh my God I burried my head in pillow. What have I done, how I am i going to face her now. Worst of it's that I don't remember anything about it oh God i think it won't be good. I hope I didn't talk about that .. fuck..all i remember was ..some blonde trying to rub her ass onto me but I whispered something like you're not Kiara and I left. Thank God I have brought a driver with me.

I am gonna fucking kill that Rachel.

Ouch my head still hurts as I moved
out

wait where are my underwears ...

wait the vibrator...shit
what was I doing last night.

Oh God i think I haven't embarassed myself my fucking myself calling Kiara over phone oh god what the actual fuck

"Fuck fuck fuck"... Rachel is fucking dead.

I entered the office almost embarassed and the first face I came across was Kiara.

Wonderful...how am I going to act casual. Her expression was cheerful, how was the weekend she said with a wink and a mischief sound.

Ahh..It was good . Really just good?

Oh no she's not going to let me go, and worst of it all I don't remember anything.

What I asked completely clueless.. because last time you called you sounded more than...

Oh God stop Kiara...I said clearly covering my ears... I don't know what I have done..I was drunk and I don't remember anything and i don't know why I called you..ahh...

She chuckled oh no don't worry you haven't said anything bad only good things,...she smirked looking at me .

I glanced at her..like a lost puppy wondering what could I have possibly said..

Don't worry when you called me for the third time I recorded.. don't worry i could clearly use it for later...

And the fifth time you helped me to get finished ... with that she walked away...

Leaving me dumbfounded ... shit...

I clearly did that haven't I

Where is Rachel !!!!!!!!