In the end

Chapter 35

The sun was setting and I realise how me and jax both fell asleep in each others arms in the car, I open my eyes and look at jax who was peacefully sleeping.

he's beautiful

I feel like a creep just staring at him sleep cause usually im the one that's always sleeping and he's the one that wakes up first. But this time the roles were reversed and I was the one who's analysing his face.

I go to touch his eye lid but his eyes open quick and I flinch from the sudden action.

I try to catch my breath and he chuckles deeply.

god his voice is sexy

"what are you doing?"

"analysing your face" I say straight forward

he leans his head back with a small smile and closes his eyes once more time then grabs his phone from his pocket to check the time.

"it's six pm"

I lean back into his arms and he holds me by my waist tighter then puts his phone away and concentrates in holding me.

the thought about classes starting next week came into my mind, its me and jax's last year this year until we leave for university, Im really happy and proud of him and hoping we could at least go to university together.

I know that jax always wanted to go to Cambridge but my aim is Oxford. I mean they both are top UK schools but also very different.

"jax?" I push my self off from his chest and look at him.

"hm?" he looks at me with a tired expression.

"next week classes are starting, just to remind you" he nods and puts his hands behind his head.

"its also our last year till we are off to university" he sighs when I say the last sentence.

it almost seems like he doesn't want to talk about the future.

"why do I feel like you don't have any plans after college" I say truthfully, I mean I don't know if it's because he just woke up from a nap or if he actually has no intensions I going university.

"I do-" he cuts the conversation quick when his phone rings.

he looks at his phone and rolls his eyes until he swipes to answer the call.

"yes?" his voice goes deeper

I can hear a faint voice from his phone so I can pretty much hear the whole conversation.

the person behind the phone was his mum.

"jax? where are you?" she sounded worried

"with my girlfriend" my eyes go wide as I turn my head to jax quickly. he has a smirk on his face as usual.

theres many ways that this can go bad, but im going to fixate on the good.

"who ember?" she says through the phone. I look down at my nails realising that the blonde girl ember and jax are more official than me and jax.

"me and ember have never been together mum, get that straight." he says with an aggressive tone and I lightly tap on his chest to stop him from speaking rudely to his mother.

jax always had a habit to be rude to anyone who gets on his nerves, and I honestly don't appreciate that, although sometimes it can be super sexy.

jax looks at me then roles his eyes. he knew I didn't like the way he spoke to his mother like that.

"sorry." I knew he didn't mean it but at least it was something.

"it's okay" she says with a low cautious tone

"im with daisy" I shriek with shock and my hands straight away go to my mouth covering it.

did he just tell his mum me and him are together?. I don't know if I should be happy and jump into his arms hugging him or if I should be worried.

"daisy? do you mean daisy willers?" her voice goes high pitched as if she was excited

well that was unexpected.

'no..daisy tomerson" he says sarcastically making me chuckle. I would of got defensive on asking who is daisy tomerson, but I know that he just made that up.

"I don't think I know a daisy tomerson, you may need to introduce me to her" jax's mum says innocently not knowing it was a joke, I tried keeping my laugh in and I could see jax was too.

"mum..seriously, there is no daisy tomerson, im talking about willers" jax says making me smile even wider.

"WHAT!? no way!" her voice goes high pitched and excited. I felt happy at mrs hendricksons reaction, I know that she secretly always wanted me and jax to be together.

"when? how? wait, did I hear it right? you and daisy?" she kept asking endless questions which made me laugh.

I think she heard my laugh because "is daisy there right now?" i shake my head at jax as he opens the speaker and hands me the phone, I felt embarrassed yet happy that she finally knew about me and jax.

"hello" I say, my voice was low and I didn't know what else to say, I just pray to god that she doesn't ask too many questions cause I feel so new to all of this.

"oh my darling" her voice cracks and it almost sounds like she's going to cry.

"hey mrs Hendrickson" I laugh and lay on jax's chest as he lays down and closes his eyes.

"hello my dear, how are you?"

"im okay and you?"

"im amazing thank you, im so happy to hear you and jax are together, I wouldn't of pictured a better couple." she says sweetly which makes my heart melt.

"aw stop it, you and my mum are literally the same. my mum always agreed on how me and jax should be together"

"ah you see! mother instincts are always right" she laughs sweetly behind the phone.

"I mean they do say mothers are always right" I say

"Definitely, well ill let you two go and im just going to have to deal with some stuff later on. ill see you guys later?" she asks.

me and jax just got back together and for me to go over today after all the arguments, then make up sex, then finding out about my infertility would be too much, so I think we should at least give it a week rest for now.

"I honestly would of loved to come but I got other things to do...maybe next week?"

"deal! but your definitely coming, I want no excuses this time!"

"promise" i say truthfully

"okay well, see you guys" she shouts out

jax opens his eyes then wraps his arms around my waist pulling my closer to him.

"bye mum" and the call ends.

the car felt silent after the phone call and I just look at jax who was staring at me.

"should I be scared?" I ask.

the way he was looking at me reminded me of bill Skarsgard, his eyes had a psycho built to them and honestly its such a turn on.

"are you?" he says, his voice was still deep and it made the tension rise.

"no.."

yes