Jax...my brothers best friend and the player of London.
I've always felt this attraction towards him but I know it will only cause me trouble..even being around him it felt toxic.
But that doesn't stop me this summer when we are neighbours in the...
Me and jax drive off home and for the first time in a couple days I feel relieved. But the the thought of what the doctor said to me is keep replaying in my head and it's starting to settle in that I actually might never have kids.
I arrive home and before going inside I just sit inside my car smiling then frowning at the same time. This feeling makes me feel bipolar.
Jax makes me feel bipolar
I grab my bag and my jacket and then lock my car before heading for the door. Before I could even twist the keys the door opens with a force making me stumble forward.
"Daisy!" My mums voice hits me in a panic and I knew that it wasn't just a 'where were you' voice, it was more of an explanation needed voice.
"Mum?" I say back and bend down to grab my bag that fell on the floor. My mum was tapping her high heels on the marble floor which made me feel even more anxious.
"Why did Cecilia just call me to tell me you and jax are together?" My eyes go wide "Fuck!" I swear under my breath but my mum obviously heard. "Do not swear! It's not a suitable language when speaking with your mother! Now explain to me..what's going on?" I sigh and go inside the house and my mum shuts the door behind me before turning fully to me.
"Well..it's true" I couldn't lie to my mum. Either it was now or never and my mum is the type to find anything out in a matter of days.
"And why didn't you tell me?" She crosses her arms and raises her eyebrows in all seriousness
"Mum, I just came back from the doctors and I really don't want to talk about anything" I say
She nods then clicks her hands for mona to come next to her.
"Yes mrs willers" mona comes next to us and my mum smiles at her before whispering in her ear. Mona nods then goes upstairs.
"What now?" I sigh "Oh nothing, just a little gift upstairs" she brings her hands together, smiles cheekily then leaves. "Mum if it's something bad-" I groan and go upstairs.
I'm in front of my door and I'm so scared to open it. I mean if my mum said it's a gift, it's most probably going to be something nice but I still don't trust her. she acted Suspicious now I'm cautious.
I open my door and the first thing I see is a huge tall bouquet of peonies.
My favourite flower.
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I look around my room and see that there's another pile in my bathroom and closet. I can't help but smile at them. Peonies have always been my favourite for one reason, the look of it. It's a happy flower to look at.
