In the end

Chapter 53

Jax's POV:

Since this morning, daisy and Jordan haven't been anywhere to be found and my temper has been raging since yesterday.
I saw them near the lake, his hands pleasuring what's mine, seeing the disgusting pleasure in her face from a hand that isn't mine. I lost my mind and seeing that made me do something I'm not proud of.
I fucked emi. Yes I did.
I'm not proud of it and remembering it makes me sick, but I had no other way to take my anger out.
If she's letting another guy other than me touch her then I have no problem with fucking any other girl.
But any other girl isn't daisy.
I've been raging since the hour I stepped on that bus.
The way they sat next to each other, and all I can do is watch it because I'm the dickhead in the wrong.
I look like a cheater in her eyes and that's what she thinks ever since I kissed some other girl in-front her.
I had no other choice, if I didn't get rid of her she would never get used to the pain that's inflicted from my surrounding.
My life is a mess and I can't drag her into it.
My mistakes never end, but I know that losing daisy was the biggest mistake I made and I'll do anything in my power to gain her back. To gain her trust back.
With her my life is complete. She makes me feel complete and I don't want to lose my only hope of happiness.

These past few weeks have been a mess.
Drinking, smoking, sex and nightlife everyday.
Sounds good to some people, but no.
I don't want this life, it's a fucked up life my dad has and it makes me feel like a bum with no achievements in life.
My biggest achievement was daisy and I lost her.
Every minute I spent with her made me happy. I smiled more. I laughed more. I breathed easy.

Emi has been on my dick since me and daisy broke up, she's been texting me non-stop from a different number, but this time I didn't block it.
Whenever I see her around campus she rushes towards me, kisses me and drags me into quiet places where she wants me to touch her.
I touch her but with only one person on my mind.
I kiss her but with only one persons lips on my mind.
I fuck her imaging that one persons pussy on my mind.
I use emi and she thinks it's all love.
No matter how many times I show her that she's no good other than a fuck doll she still comes rolling back.

Daisy and Jordan have been close around campus but yesterday proved to me that they're more than close.
I didn't expect daisy to just go and fuck this guy considering how I was her first everything. I will continue to be. Jordan is nothing but a second and he will stay that way.
Daisy is doing what I do to get her off my mind.
She's fucking Jordan because she needs me off her mind.
I'm not delusional but I know her.
There's no way on earth will I ever let them be a thing.
She is mine and no matter what happens between us she will always be mine.

Daisy and jordan wasn't at breakfast today and i have an idea why. Yesterday seeing them two like that near the lake was my last push to finally do what I had in mind to get rid of this guy.

I tap on a phone number on my phone, the phone starts ringing and a deep voice comes through moments later.
'Hendrickson?'
'I need a favour'
'How can I help?' .....

'Jax!' Emi's irritating voice comes from behind me.
'Jax!' She shouts louder, I can hear her but I don't want to acknowledge her.
'Why aren't you answering me?!' She taps on my shoulder making me turn towards her.
'What do you want?' I ask coldly.
'What's with your tone? I thought after yesterday we-'
'Nothing happened yesterday or ever emi' I cut her off and turn around to walk away.
Emi's presence was like a little mosquito flying around in a silent room. Annoying.
'Wait! Jax..you said you-' she paces towards me and grips on my arm.
I pull my arm away from her and step away.
'Don't touch me' I say and she steps back.
'Why are you acting like this?' She says, her voice is soft which was weird since she's not one to get emotional over anything, she has a heart of solid mud.
'I made it clear before and I'll make it clear again, fuck off' I have no energy for emi or her irritating voice begging me for attention.
'Why the fuck are you treating her like that?' My head turns quickly to my side and that voice..speaking to me.
I would recognise that voice from anywhere.

Daisy.

My eyes go to the person standing next to her. Jordan.
My fists scrunch up together digging into my palm with force that pain my whole arm but I don't give a shit about the pain, standing in-front of me was the one person I hate and the one person I love. Together.
'I said. Why the fuck are you treating her like that?'
Daisy repeats herself.
Emi was staring at daisy with wide eyes as if she can't believe someone once in her fucked up life stuck up for her.
'Why the fuck are you two together?' I snicker at daisy, my eyes scanning both of them with disgust.
'I asked you, why are you treating her like that?' Daisy says but my whole surrounding turns red.
I feel the demon inside me rise.
'Answer my fucking question daisy'
'Because I fucking can!' She shouts at me with full spite.
The hatered in her eyes grew more and more intense the more she looked at me.
'You have no say whatsoever in what I do and who I hang out with'
'Yes I fucking do, you are mine' I bite back
'No I am not! Get that confidence out of your system because you are nothing to me'
Everything goes silent and my jaw tightens.
'You fucked up jax! It wasn't anyone but you, now leave me the fuck alone and stop torturing others!'
'So you're his whore now huh? You look pathetic'
'I would watch my mouth if I was you jax'
I laugh at Jordan's words, this guy really thinks he's brave when talking to me.
'I would watch my mouth when saying my name'
I walk towards Jordan but he doesn't flinch nor does he step back.
Mr tough guy is getting really brave now isn't he.
I keep a smirk on my face when I'm face to face with him.
I look Jordan up and down and give it a few seconds before my fist meets his face.
'Stop!' Daisy places a hand on my chest and pushes me away.
'Leave him and emi out of any fucked up problems you have'
Daisy comes up to my face and points a finger at me.
'Daisy' I raise my hand to touch her but she moves away.
'No jax. Just no' she looks at Jordan and takes his hand.
'Let's go' she whispers to him.
I won't tolerate him touching her any longer.
'Get away from her you dickhead' I grab Jordan's arm and punch him straight in the jaw making him fall on the floor.
I step towards him and punch him again and again.
My vision has gone black and I can't hear or see anything other than the pressure of my knuckles connecting with this guys face.

I come to my senses and all I can hear is screams around me and a bunch of arms holding me back.
A whole bunch of students gather around us and jordan is still on the floor, his mouth covered in blood and daisy hovering over him. Her hands running down his face.
'Get away from him daisy or else' I warn her.
'How fucking dare you! I didn't think you could ever go this low but you have' she doesn't even turn towards me, her gaze is still on that pricks beaten up face.
Too bad he won't be looking as good as before now.
'Get away from me jax and never come near me or Jordan again'
'Or what huh? He looks pretty covered in blood' I laugh, still being held back by a bunch of guys.
Daisy is silent and I want her to fire back at me, but she doesn't. She doesn't say anything at all.
'You fucking idiot' emi marches up to me and slaps me right across the face.
'Don't ever come near my brother again' she spits at me
I free my arms away from whoever's holding me back and March away.
I wipe my bloodied knuckles on my shirt and leave before a professor tells me to leave and go back home.

As long as I'm here I can eye Daisy's every move and make sure she's not around Jordan.
But after this, I'm sure they both got the warning.
This isn't the way I do things, I'm barely violent, but I won't tolerate seeing any man's hand around my Daisy's anywhere.
Im not psycho nor toxic. I am territorial for what's mine.
And daisy is mine. Make no mistakes about that.