So here I go again I guess.
Yeah I get it it wasn't that long ago that I updated this but I haven't been feeling the best so I'm going to be updating this quite a bit since this is one of my only outlets I have so yeah. And to be honest no one reads this so it doesn't matter
To lately it's been hard for me to even talk or speak about this type of stuff. I've been feeling down tired things that usually make me happy don't make me happy I'm doing my makeup or drawing or painting or making videos stuff like that used to make me happy now it seems more like a chore like I have to like that's what people expect me to do.
Like I want to be happy like I want to be the hyperactive energetic Me everybody thinks I am. Are the like adorable sleepy short person or whatever yeah I get it that's how people view me but is that the only way people view me at all cuz I get asked if I'm okay or if I'm feeling okay all the time cuz I'm not like hyper or like wearing my makeup or anything like that people are mostly think something's wrong I just don't know anymore. Be honest I'm probably don't even like I'm complaining about nothing but what else am I going to do I am so jumbled up in my emotions I don't know what to say anymore I don't know what's wrong anymore I just don't know to be honest.
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My Life Good And Bad
Non-Fictionall about my life and things that I go through And some advices on how I deal with it so I can hopefully help someone out there who is in or in a worse place than I am.
