Ok here I go again. It kinda wierd to update so much. Don't get used to it.
Lately I haven't been feeling the happiest person. It's been kinda hard to speak about Stuff with people that care about me and who I care about. And I to be honest I don't know what to do anymore.
Cuz I've been feeling like I'm just a big bother to everyone around me and it kinda I don't know what or how to explain how or what I've been feeling. I feel like I'm constantly sad and drained out for some reason. Like I don't know nothing that usually makes me happy like drawing or writing or like crafting or cosplaying none of those feel like fun anymore they kinda feel like a chore now than something fun like they usually do well besides now of course.
I lately either can't sleep or I over sleep or when I do sleep I'm still tired like I never slept. And if I do actually get some type of sleep it's a nightmare and I usually can't remember them at all. And last bit not least I can't weight lift like I used to. My left arm hurts more and I can't lift anything with that arm and it so stupid it makes me feel so weak and tired.
But besides that my life is pretty ok. I got a girlfriend who I love and who loves me and I can't believe why she do but she does but to be honest I won complain at all. And plus I got my friends and their like my family in some ways Thier more than my family so yeah. And not to mention I some how still have my job and so that good I guess. And welp that's all good so that's that I hu I re don't know anymore on how to feel. I mean I'm happy when I'm with my girlfriend and such but other than that I just kinda feel alo and sad and sometimes useless in a lot of ways. But to be honest looking back at all of I have typed in this chapter sou like I'm complaining about my life but I re don't know what to do besides type all of this out so I don't like trama dump on anyone or like just like shut down on someone. So I guess me complaining isn't so bad after all so yeah that all I have for now so umm bye for now.
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My Life Good And Bad
Nonfiksiall about my life and things that I go through And some advices on how I deal with it so I can hopefully help someone out there who is in or in a worse place than I am.
