Why is it when I'm feeling the most crappy and a horrible in my life and I need somebody and I need to talk to somebody nobody's around for me to talk to that when I try to reach out I can't get any help or anything. But when I want to get out and do new things and talk to people and just not feel horrible for once I can't do anything. And somebody's holding something over my head or somebody is holding some something over me where I can't do anything.
Take the other day it was my grandmother's birthday she passed away when I was in sixth grade me and her were really close and it realized how close together her birthday was to the day we found her dead I didn't realize it.
I didn't realize it at all. The person I really want to and I really need to talk to the only person I feel like you will listen to me I can't go and see because some dumbass won't let me he always comes up with excuses for me and always finds a way to prove that he hates me. Like dude fuck off please and thank you
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My Life Good And Bad
Phi Hư Cấuall about my life and things that I go through And some advices on how I deal with it so I can hopefully help someone out there who is in or in a worse place than I am.
