I still want it all with you

Bloody irrational

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How are you all doing?  I wasn't planning on uploading this today, but here is some Emma and Alex's drama for your weekend. 

Let me know what you think ;)

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We were all chatting and chilling at Danna's house, the girls started planning a trip to an Ed Sheeran concert in New York, that just happened to coincide with Alex's birthday, we were all excited planning a girl's trip that we needed so much, I turned to look at Alex to see if she was excited to spend her birthday away but she wasn't in the living room, I got up to look for her in the kitchen and she wasn't there either, I could slightly hear her speaking on the phone in the backyard, I slide the glass door to walk to her, she was sitting in the swing set with her back to me, still unaware of my presence.

"I'm still in Miami, I just have to coordinate some things and buy the ticket" I stopped in my tracks and without wanting to I eavesdropped on her conversation

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"Sure, thank you very much, I'm not going to miss that opportunity, I just have to coordinate a few things here and as soon as I have the travel date confirmed, I'll let you know" I felt my heart deflate, she was going to leave again, after all this she was going to leave. Quickly without making a sound I returned to the house and refilled my wine glass in the kitchen.

"There you are. We were looking for you to see if the dates were with you, you know how Danna is, she wants to buy the tickets right now" Ana said entering the kitchen, I tried to change my face because I didn't want to talk about what I had heard recently.

"Yeah, I don't see why not" I said nodding and smiling, she looked at me for a second with narrowed eyes and was going to say something when Alex entered the kitchen.

"What concert are you guys talking about?" she said grabbing a beer from the fridge.

"Danna is planning a trip to New York for a Sheeran's concert, it's on your birthday weekend, do you want to go or do you have other plans?" I asked dryly waiting for her reaction.

"Sure, sounds good. I mean, if you want to go we can go" she said with a big smile.

"Great" I said grabbing my glass of wine and leaving the kitchen, the rest of the afternoon I tried to distract myself by chatting with Ellie until it was time to leave.

"Do you want to stay in my apartment tonight? I have an idea for breakfast tomorrow and I know you are going to love it" she said as we got into her car.

"No, I'm getting a headache, I'd rather go home" I said without looking at her. She frowned and kept driving.

"Em, are you okay? You've been weird all afternoon" She said when she parked in front of my house. I sighed and shook my head, wasn't she going to tell me? was she just going to buy the tickets and leave? I gave her one last look and got out of her car to go home. "Emma! What's going on?" she said coming in behind me.

"Stop, Alex! Stop with this, I heard you!" I said turning to look at her, she frowned even more.

"You're acting crazy, what the hell are you talking about?" she said imitating my tone of voice. I snorted and rolled my eyes crossing my arms. "Don't roll your eyes at me! Tell me what do you think you heard?"

"THAT YOU ARE LEAVING!" I said turning around and going up the stairs leaving her standing there in the same place, I heard her go up the stairs when I was already up.

"Wow Emma, ​​I don't know what to say" She said leaning against the door frame and crossing her arms as she shook her head.

"You don't have to say anything, I don't know what you're still doing here, just LEAVE" I said pointing to the door while I felt my blood boil.