jealousy jealousy

THIRTY FOUR

Ella

After Sunday's race I didn't go back to London but went with Isa to Madrid. I was super excited to go with her to her job. Lando and Max went back to London.

I unpacked my bags because I was gonna stay here for a few days. "So we first need to go to one of the stores to see what's new so that I can post it on my Instagram." I couldn't believe that it was her day to day life.

We got to one of the shops and the clothing was absolutely beautiful. I bought way to many stuff and it was only the first day. We went to a restaurant for dinner and Carlos joined us.

Lando called me so I excused myself and walked away from the table. "Hey lands." I said with my sweet voice. "Hope your not having too much fun without me." he said in a sarcastic tone."We are having dinner now, what are you up to."

"Max and I are going out tonight and we're cleaning the house." I knew he would think I'll be impressed and I was. "Wow, that's new, can you do me a favor, please donate all Miyah's clothes and empty out the room." I said seriously.

"Don't you want to choose what you want to keep?" he said softly. "No it's okay, you do it for me please." I didn't want to do it because I knew it will break my heart even more.

I said goodbye and went back to our table. "Everything okay?" Carlos asked me. "Yeah, I just told lando to donate all Miyah's clothes." I said sighing. "Oh, I'm sorry Ella."

"Don't worry about it, it would be too hard for me." I rubbed my lips together. "Can we just talk about you going to ferrari next year." I changed the subject.

"I'm super excited for it, everyone wants to be a ferrari driver." he said wiggling his eyebrows and smiling. "Don't tell lando I told you but he is like extra sad that you are leaving him." I said giggling with Isa. "Of course he is, I'm he's hero, what can I say." he bragged playfully.

The next few days were so fun. We went on Carlos's boat and Isa showed me some of the amazing places of Madrid.

"Lando, Max I'm back." I yelled as I walked through the front door. It was completely silent but I heard some shouting upstairs. I walked up the stairs and went into their gaming room. They were both streaming on twitch. I leaned against the door frame, admiring him from a distance.

He turned his head and a smile grew on his face. He immediately took off his headphones and walked towards me. He gave me a hug and spun me around. "Hey gorgeous." he said kissing my lips thoroughly.

"What's gotten into you." I said with my arms around his neck. "Just missed you." he smiled and pulled me to his setup. I went over to greet Max and sat next to lando. "What are you doing?" I asked looking at all of the screens.

"We were playing COD but Max is mad and can't handle loosing the whole time." he yelled out loud so that Max can hear him. I laughed at their play fighting as they yelled at each other for about 5 minutes. "Anyway, so now we are gonna play Rocket league." he smiled.

"Let me play." I said with confidence. He looked at me weirdly and started to laugh. "Sweetheart, you don't know the first thing about it." he said trying to be sympathetic."Try me." I took the controller from his hand and played like a king.

I always played this game with my dad when I was younger and I was really good at it. I won almost every round against Max and his team. "Okay no, how is this possible?" Lando asked with his mouth hanging open.

"I used to play with my dad all of the time." I laughed at him staring at me. The chat went crazy that I just smashed this game. We played for about a few hours more until we went to bed.

"Ella, wake up." lando shook me and i groaned at him. I opened my eyes and he was standing on top of the bed over me. "What on earth are you doing?" I asked with sleepy eyes. "Come, I have a surprise for you." he jumped up and down the bed. "Okay stop your hurting me." I said as the movements made my scar sore. He fell down next to me.

"Shit sorry, sweetheart, are you okay." he said worriedly putting his hand over my scar. "Yeah just still a bit sore." I said looking down at it and tracing my fingers along the horizontal line.

"You are literally the bravest girl I have ever met." he said looking up at me. "It just an everyday reminder of what we lost." I said folding my lips together and sighing. "Don't think of it like that, think of it as Miyah leaving her mark for us to remember her by." he smiled softly at me.

It was so adorable how he always tried to change all my negative thoughts into good ones. "Your the best you know that." I said sitting up straight to give him a hug. "I love you." I said squeezing him closely.

"I love you more." he said kissing me on my cheek. He didn't want to tell me what the surprise was but he told me to dress casual. I threw on a pink cocktail dress with platform sandles to match with it.

I walked downstairs and Max was standing at the front door."Hey Max." I said walking up to him. He smiled at me but said nothing back. He handed me a red rose and opened the front door for me. All of my friends and family was standing in a row down the driveway. Lando's family, my mom and Joe, Kelly and Max, George, Ria and the boys and Carlos and Isa. I wanted to start crying as I walked down and every one of them handed me a rose.

At the end lando was standing with a white rose in front of his mclaren. "What's this for." I asked wiping the happy tears from my cheek. "This past few months you've been through a lot and we all wanted to show you that we support you and love you." I turned around facing everyone.

"I can't thank you guys enough." I didn't know that this is what I needed. I hated talking about my pregnancy with other people besides lando but seeing them all together in one place made me feel so lucky to have them all. I turned around almost jumping in Lando's arms." Thank you for this." I mumbled against his ear.

"Ladies first." he said opening the car door for me. Lando got in on his side and I waved to everyone as we drove off. My emotions were all stirred up. "Now I'm ruining my makeup." I said chuckling. "You look absutely beautiful." he said placing his hand on my thigh.

He still didn't tell me where we were going but we went off road into the woods. I admired the woods so much. It's so peaceful and reminds me of when I was younger with my mom and dad. We always came hiking.

We stopped in the middle of nowhere. "Lando where are we?" I asked looking confused. "Just wait." he said getting out of the car and opening my door for me.

We walked along a small trail for about 10 minutes. I could see a lake in the distance and we were walking towards it. I saw a table for two in an open area surrounded by flowers. "Lando, why did you do this?" I asked hding his hand tightly.

"Because I can." he said smirking at me. He pulled out my chair for me and sat down on the opposite side. "Why did you do all this, like everything?" I asked in a more serious voice. "You are my everything, I never thought that the day I met you we will be at this stage of our life together,i wanted to show you how thankful I am for you and im glad you cheated on Liam with me." I kicked him under the table playfully.

"This is amazing, I love it so much." I said looking at my surroundings once again. We talked the whole time we were sat at that table. We made jokes and I admired everything about him. His smile, his eyes, his lips, the way he gets mad if I don't know something about video games or F1... Everything. I have never loved anyone the way I live him. Who knows what the future holds for us. One thing I knew is that it was gonna be with him by my side, through thick and thin.

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