Yasmine and I have been enjoying our time in Jamaica. We went parasailing, shopping,had a candlelight dinner, and sightseeing . I loved being in her company, she made a nigga feel complete. We were laid up in the hotel room when Alicia had FaceTimed me. I quickly went onto the balcony and answered. -Hey baby, you and Camille okay? You need some money or anything? - We're doing fine, we just miss you - she put Camille on the phone- daddy you left us! -she said crossing her arms.- I'm sorry baby, daddy's coming back in a few days. I'm taking you guys somewhere special when I do.- she smiled.- okay daddy I love you!- she got up and went back to whatever she was doing. It was just me and Alicia now. - Anthony, prop the phone up I want to see the room. - I did as she asked and propped it up. Luckily Yasmine went in the bathroom- How I look bae? - took my robe off and rubbed my chest - she smiled- baeeee don't do that you know how i ammm, you lucky I can't rip those boxers off of you!- she didn't suspect anything, thank god.- I'm ready to come home- I was interrupted by Yasmine calling my name from the bathroom. She was doing this on purpose, why?.- ANTHONY WHAT THE FUCK WAS THAT?!- I started to panic- It was just the tv calm down! You know how these movies are!- You know what Anthony, do you. Do fucking you because when I start doing me, you ain't gone like it!- she hung up. Fuck Yasmine why the fuck would you do that! I stormed into the bathroom and began yelling.- WHAT YOU DOING THAT MESSY ASS SHIT FOR, YOU WANT SOME FUCKING PROBLEMS DONT YOU!!- NIGGA JUST LAST NIGHT YOU WAS TELLING ME HOW YOU AINT WANT THAT HOE , BOY FUCKING PLEASE!!!- I aggressively grabbed her by the neck- DONT DO THAT SHIT AGAIN YOU HEAR ME?! EVER!!- she was scared. I didn't care though, I can't have my wife finding this out, it'll break her. She put her hand in my shorts.- im sorry Anthony- I slapped her hand away- DONT YOU FUCKING TOUCH ME, YOU AINT NOTHING BUT A QUICK NUT TO ME!!- I stormed out. She was broken, but I didn't care. Alicia came first! I know I was cheating yeah yeah but I know who I love and want at the end of the day. We got back from the trip 3 days later. We haven't spoken since that night, she didn't even sit next to me on the plane ride back. Fuck her, at least I know my wife got me. I got home and was bombarded in hugs from my family. I could tell Alicia still had that phone call on her mind. I handed her and Camille a bouquet of flowers.- here you go little ladies- Alicia gave me a half smile, Camille smelled the roses and was overjoyed. Cammy, go play with bear okay?- Alicia said. Camille nodded her head and went in the backyard to play fetch with bear. Alicia took the roses and walked to the kitchen to put them in a vase. She looked good, but I didn't want to pry. I'm gonna give her some space. A few hours went by. Yasmine was outside collecting a package. Alicia was walking bear, she decided to go over and finally greet her new neighbor.- Hey girl I'm Alicia, I stay across the street. I thought it would be rude if I didn't introduce myself- yasmine was shocked, but she played it off. Girl you good, nobody here has said anything to me yet. - I've been sleeping with this woman's husband and now she's talking to me? This is scummy of me.- well I have to get back home before my husband gets worried, it was nice meeting. And here's my number if you ever want to hang out girl.- thank you and yes we could definitely get together one of these days- Alicia waddled back home and went inside. That morning Anthony went out to the park with Camille. Alicia was making tea and decided to text yasmine. They agreed to a brunch and yasmine arrived over shortly after. Alicia let her in and yasmine looked around anxiously. This is the home the man I am sleeping with shares with his family. This isn't right.- hey you can just sit in the living room, I'm gonna go fix our drinks- said Alicia. Yasmine listened and sat down. She looked at all their family photos and was astonished. They seemed so happy, why is he still messing around with me?- Is this your husband and little girl?- Yeah, their out right now, they should be here any second though.- Yasmine felt knots in her stomach after hearing that sentence. Alicia brought her a mug and handed it to her. They drank their tea and chatted about clothes. Anthony and Camille just got back. When he saw yasmine sitting with his wife, he paused. Did she tell her about us?! She's going to ruin my family!- Hey baby, this is yasmine our neighbor across the street. - he waved but he wanted to kill yasmine in that moment. Camille ran and sat next to them.- Hi! I'm cammy!- Yasmine smiled. Hey girl!! I absolutely adore your house girl! Did you do all this decorating?- she joked. Camille laughed.- No, my mommy and daddy did.- he walked over to them and shook yasmines hand. He gave her a disgusted look.- bae I'm gonna go wash Camille up - he said as he picked Camille up and made his way upstairs. Yasmine was very uncomfortable and made an excuse to leave.- I have to go pick my nephew up from school early, he had an accident.- No worries it was a pleasure having you over girl!- yasmine then left and once she got home she ran to the bathroom and threw up. I'm a whore and a home wreaker! This the lowest thing I could ever do to someone! And she's pregnant! I can't keep seeing him. This however did not stick because the very next day yasmine and Anthony were together. They were in the break room of her job. Tonguing each other down aggressively. She Pushed him against the wall and undid his pants. She began stroking him with a twisting motion. She looked at him while biting her lip. She increased her pace. He took her shirt and bra off. He began caressing her nipples while trying to contain himself. His phone rings, he takes it out of his pocket to see who it is. It's Camille.- I have to answer this ,it's my daughter - he said in between breaths. She moved her hand but continued kissing his neck and rubbing his body- daddy daddy broder is coming!!- she turned the camera to show Alicia on the floor crying in a puddle of liquid. He was ecstatic.- daddy's coming right now! Oh my god, I'm coming Alicia!! - he quickly hung up and pushed Yas off of him. She felt terrible, used, and discarded. He rushed home and helped Alicia. They made their way to the hospital and she was instantly taken to a room. There wasn't enough time to give her a epidural so she had to give birth naturally. She started pushing, gritting her teeth, and screaming. Anthony was holding her hand tightly.- baby you got this, you're so amazing! I love you so much - he kissed her forehead. Cammy was in the hall with her grandparents, she was ready to meet her brother. Jr's head was out but there wasn't out any crying and he was blue. The doctors all had worried looks on their faces.- one big push mama! - the nurse said. He was out. Anthony was concerned after seeing the state of his son. Alicia looked at jr- WHATS WRONG WITH HIM, IS MY BABY OKAY?!! ANTHONY SEE IF MY FUCKING BABY IS OKAY!! - she cried. The doctors reassured her that they will take care of him. The took him out the room. They both began crying.- he was blue bae, why was he blue?!- Anthony asked through this tears. 1 hour later the nurse came in to tell them that Jr didn't make it. Anthony was torn. He began berating the nurses and staff. Alicia couldn't believe what she was hearing. She laid there numb.- MY FUCKING SON IS DEAD?!! YOU KILLED MY FUCKING BABY?!!!- sir calm down, we did everything we could!- the doctor told him. He dropped to the floor and broke down. This is because of me, this is what I get! Both of their parents rushed into the room. His father held him and tried to calm him down. Alicia parents went over and tried talking to her, but her mind was in another reality. She couldn't take the death of her son. 30 minutes later the doctors brought jr to them. He was wrapped up in a blanket, but cold to the touch. They handed him to Alicia so she could hold him for the first and last time. She looked at him and sobbed even harder. Anthony stood over them, crying. He held jr's tiny hand. Camille climbed into the bed next to her mother. She held her and jr.- it's okay mommy, jr is in heaven now- Anthony held them tightly. I have to come clean, this is my karma!
