There's a secret that has been eating me alive. One of the times during i and Rico's nights of passion I lustfully begged him to take the condom off. I didn't take the morning after pill the next day and completely forgot about it. I had been throwing up since last night. I took a pregnancy test and it confirmed that I was pregnant. I couldn't believe it. Anthony has been helping me but I'm so scared to tell him the truth. I told him that I had an stomach infection. I also haven't told rico yet. I don't know what to to do!- Anthonyyyy! Can you please come here- I was in the shower and got lightheaded. I thought I was going to pass out. He came in from the bedroom and grabbed a towel, he carefully helped me out. I held onto him weakly- Anthony I need to lay down, I have a horrible headache- alright baby - he picked me up and carried me to the bed. He handed me his bottle of water from the night stand. I drunk it but the headache remained. I finished the bottle and laid back. I curled up and started crying. He rubbed my back, not knowing what else to do. He sat there for 30 minutes catering to me with no complaints. I wish I could tell him but he would go insane if I did. I'm carrying another's man baby, he wouldn't know how to cope.- I need some Tylenol bae, can you go get some from cvs? - he nodded his head, kissed me, grabbed his keys and got Camille. They were off to the store. I took this time to call rico. - damn ma you good? That nigga put his hands on you ?! - he said aggressively- no rico he would never do that! We have something serious we need to talk about. I'm...... pregnant and it's yours.- foreal ma? That's good you can leave that fuck ass nigga and come be with me now! - he couldn't be serious right now!- Rico that is not what I'm calling you for! I'm not giving birth to this baby you're going to pay the abortion fees! You caused this - he got upset-you killing my baby?! That's not fair, this was a sign from god! We meant for one another!- I angrily hung up. I'm getting rid of this child! They arrived back from the store and gave me the Tylenol. I took two of them. Camille laid next to me and held my hand. Anthony sat on the opposite end of the bed and massaged my feet. A few days later Alicia met up with rico. Anthony was at work when yasmine came strolling in. Aw shit here she go. Anthony was organizing shoes when she approached him.- hey boo -she held him. He looked at her crazy- I thought I told you we wasn't fucking around no more, what you doing here? -he gently pushed her away- i can't just check up on you? -she asked playfully. He shook his head no. He grabbed her wrist and took her to the back.- what you really here for yas, you gotta stop doing this shit- she grabbed my face and started kissing me. She took my hand and placed it under her skirt, she wasn't wearing any panties. I pushed her off once again. I was disgusted- yasmine I'm done with you! - she was persistent though. She locked the door and blocked it.- BE WITH ME OR IM GOING TO SEND ALL OUR VIDEOS TO HER - she threatened. ME AND MY WIFE NOT WORRIED BOUT THAT BULLSHIT! I BEEN TOLD HER EVERYTHING, AINT SHIT YOU CAN TO RUIN WHAT WE GOT!! - I aggressively grabbed her- YOU COME UP HERE WITH THIS SHIT AGAIN ILL FUCK YOU UP!! STOP PLAYING WITH ME BITCH!!! -she was terrified. She left with a quickness. I was stressed out, but I went back to working. Rico and Alicia met at a vacated parking lot. He got out of his car and walked over to hers. He got into the passenger side. He was nervous.- Rico we can't have this baby and you know it. I want Anthony and you have to accept that.- Rico was sad- but I love you Alicia and I love that baby in you too. I'd never do you the way that bitch ass nigga did and you know it!- Rico you cheated on your girlfriend just like I cheated on my husband! Who's to say you won't do it again! Just give me the $600 and we can be done with this whole thing!- Rico cried as he pulled out his wallet. He gave her the money and got out the car. She then made her way to the clinic. That night anthony got off work late. Alicia was in the bed watching a movie with Camille. He went up to the room and greeted them. He had a bunch of gifts he had picked up for them on his way home. Alicia went over to him and hugged him tight.- thank you all this stuff baby!- Camille ran over to him and snatched the toys from his hands. She ran out the room and played with them. He shook his head. Man that lil girl is crazy -he smiled. Alicia was contemplating telling him about the abortion, but she ultimately decided not to. She kissed him.- follow me baby - she rubbed his face. She led him to the bathroom, locking the door behind them. She ran a hot bath, adding bubbles to it. He started to undress but she stopped him. I'll do it - she said sternly. She slowly unbuttoned his shirt and pulled it off.- he held her close and started to kiss her. He slowly went down to her neck. She moaned slightly, getting wetter with each kiss. She started undoing his pants, pulling them down. He kicked them off. She slipped out of her dress and pulled away from him.- get in, now -he listened and sat in the tub, resting his arms on the sides of it. He watched as she got in and sat between his legs. She laid back on to his chest. He started massaging her shoulders, she relaxed even more. Can you do this more often pleaseeee? - I will if you ask me - I laughed. Her phone vibrated on the counter- baby let me go turn my phone off- she said. She got out and checked her phone. It was a thread of texts from yasmine. She opened them and became livid. It was the many sex tapes Anthony made with yasmine. She showed the phone to him- WHAT IS THIS?!!! YOU AND BITCH MADE TAPES ANTHONY?!!! YOU NEVER MENTIONED THIS TO ME!! -she slammed her phone and grabbed a towel to wrap herself in. She stormed out the bathroom crying. I quickly got out. I grabbed a towel wrapped it around my waist and followed her. - bae that shit old I promise! She's mad I wouldn't talk to her again! -she looked at me. She believed me. She held me tight- I'll deal with her tomorrow right now let's just focus on us. I took her phone and went to put it in her purse. I saw a bill I've never seen before and pulled it out. It read 'Ladies wellness and health'. I was confused. I read on more and it stated that a abortion was performed... her name followed. I looked at her, I was boiling.- you got an abortion?! YOU WERE FUCKING PREGNANT???!
