Wiz and I were riding around in a stolo looking for Devin. We spotted his bright yellow donk at a QuikTrip. I was in the back while wiz drove, I checked my gun making sure it was good. Devin was pumping gas when wiz pulled into the gas station. He parked at the next pump. I hopped out and walked over to him. I pulled my mask up.- what the play is nigga- He was shocked. He tried reaching for his pistol but I started letting that bitch rip. I walked that nigga down, blowing his shit up. I kept going til the clip was empty. I hopped back in the car and wiz cleared it. We ditched the car somewhere in a secluded area and ran back home to my dads house on foot. Alicia was on the couch holding Camille crying. My dad was in the kitchen pissed. We walked in and they looked at us crazy- ANTHONY DO YOU SEE THE NEWS?!! THEY GOT YOU ON CAMERA KILLING THAT NIGGA!! -he yelled at me- POPS HE THREATENED MY FAMILY, I HAD TO DO IT!!! NIGGA SAID HE WAS GONE KILL CAMILLE AND CUT MY SON OUT ALICIA!!! I HAD TO OFF THAT FUCK NIGGA!!- man we gotta get out the city, them boys gone be on our ass for killing they top nigga!- wiz spoke. The next day we hired 10 big ass u-haul trucks and packed everybody shit up. We made our way to Florida, back home. We've been here for 3 weeks now. I found a nice 4 bedroom, 3 bathroom house for sale. It had two floors, I instantly called the realtor to buy it. Wiz's mom owned a house just down the street from me and decided to let him and Camilla live there. I let my dad just move in with me until I could find him a place. I was sitting at the table looking for another accounting job when Alicia came to me. She sat on my lap and looked at the computer.- any of them hiring?- She asked- just a few, I called them but they ain't hitting me back -I said frustrated- it's okay, just give them some time they'll call -she said as she closed the laptop. She held my face.- you need a haircut boo, bad - she rubbed my beard- I'll have wiz give me one tomorrow, you don't like this look?- I dooo but I like it when you nice and cleaned up tooo -she started kissing me. She pulled her dress down releasing her bust. I started kissing on her neck while she was grinding on me. I suddenly felt my lap become drenched in something. I stopped and looked at her- bae please tell me you didn't piss on me- I said upset. She was holding her stomach in pain. She shook her head no- i think the baby's coming Anthony! -she said crying as she moved off me- oh shit okay let me go grab my keys. - I said as I got up and ran upstairs. I looked everywhere but couldn't find them. she sat in the chair and started screaming- WHERE THE FUCK ARE YOU HE'S COMING!!!! - she yelled. My dad and Camille rushed from out their rooms after hearing her. I just gathered a bunch of towels, she wasn't going to make it to a hospital. I ran back downstairs almost tripping. Camille and my dad were holding Alicia hands. I laid the towels on the floor and helped her onto them- Anthony we gotta get her help, you don't know what the hell you're doing! - my dad said- we ain't gone make it, just let me do this! Damn! - I lifted her dress and spread her legs, the baby was crowning. I sat between her legs and held my hands out.- push Alicia I can see his head - she obeyed and started pushing. She let out a horrifying scream. His head and shoulders were out.- another one baby- she squeezed my fathers hand tight and pushed. All that was left was his legs, she pushed again and he fell into my hands. He was showing that voice off, crying all loud and shit. I held him and smiled, Alicia looked at us.- give me my baby Anthony, please -she said exhausted. I listened and handed him to her. She rubbed his hair and started crying.- what's his name mommy - Camille asked and she held his hand.- Jalen- she replied smiling. I cleaned her up and covered her with a towel. I FaceTimed Camilla.- say wassup -I showed Alicia and jalen.- oh my god!! He's beautiful!! -Camilla screamed. She showed wiz.- congrats my nigga, can't wait to see lil dude -he said happily. Alicia started breast feeding him.- alright y'all I gotta get her to the hospital, meet us up there -I hung up. My dad and I helped her into my truck. We made our way to the hospital. She was checked in and sent to a room. They cleaned her and jalen up and gave him all his shots. I was in the shower when Camilla and wiz arrived.- hey sis! -she whispered. She went to Alicia and rubbed jalens back.- girl why all your kids take after Anthony -she laughed.- girl I think his genes just strong -she replied- can I hold lil dude ?- wiz asked. Alicia sat up and gave jalen to him. Wiz gently rocked him.- I can't wait to tell you about the shit me and yo daddy used to get into - he said.- no wiz, my son ain't knowing shit about the streets, at all!- Alicia said angrily- my bad, I'm just tryna bond- he said. I dried off, put my clothes on, and came out to greet them. Jalen spoiled his diaper, wiz looked down in disgust- Camilla just got this sweater for me man- he gave jay to me. I got a diaper and wipes and changed him. 3 days later they discharged him and Alicia from the hospital. I forgot how tiring kids can be. I could barely get any sleep. All jalen did was cry, and Alicia would always send me to deal with him. I was on the couch holding him. I finally got him to go to sleep. Alicia came downstairs and sat next to us. She started pumping bottles.- you really gotta do that next to us? -I asked her- yes, my son is gonna want a fresh bottle when he wakes up - she said firmly. Ever since she had him she's had a bad attitude. I been trying to deal with it but one of these days I'm gonna snap- alright Alicia whatever - not even 5 minutes later he woke up crying. I was pissed. - i knew he was gone wake up, you came over here all loud and shit! -I said as I patted his back- Anthony don't do all that in front of him!! -she took the pump off and poured the milk into a bottle. - give him to me you don't know what you're doing! -I handed him to her and she fed him. He instantly stopped crying. - I was doing fine! You came down here and fucked it up! - I said irritated. She ignored me. I grabbed my keys and left. I couldn't stay around her any longer. I went on a drive to clear my mind. I came back home around 2 hours later. Jay was asleep in his crib. I went in my room, Alicia was laying down texting Camilla. I laid next to her and held her.- you still upset with me? - I asked- Anthony stop acting like a fucking child -she pushed me off- You the one acting like a child!I'm just tryna make things right!- well you can start by staying the hell away from me! -she screamed. I was confused, what the hell did I do?- wassup with you?! I'm just tryna help you- you're not helping shit!!! -she screamed. I aggressively pinned her to the bed- stop talking to me like that! You better learn how to fucking respect me! - I said fed up- Anthony move off of me now! -she said as she tried to get free- you been acting crazy since you had jalen! Just talk to me!- she ignored me. I wasn't gonna keep begging her. I let her go and backed away. - out Anthony -she said frightened. I ignored her and sat on the bed. I was done with her bullshit. I had to finally put my damn foot down. - you can't hear?! I said out!!- she yelled in my ear.- NO ALICIA!!! FROM NOW ON YOU GONE ADDRESS ME CORRECTLY!! IM THE FUCKING MAN IN THIS HOUSE!!! YOU UNDERSTAND ME?!!! -I said, my face turning red. She jumped, she was shocked I got this angry.- okay Anthony! I'm sorry!- jay woke up and started crying. I gave her a look which made her jump up and run to go check him. I finally got this shit back in order. A few weeks went by. I was putting jay to bed while Alicia was cleaning our room. Once I got him to sleep I laid him in the crib and went over to her. I held her and rubbed her ass- the 6 weeks up let me get a lil something -I said as I kissed her neck- no Anthony not right now -she pushed me off of her. Why was she still acting like this?- so what I'm supposed to do? Beat my dick for another 6 weeks?- yep you were just fine doing that - she continued cleaning. I laid down and just waited for my erection to go down. She finished and got into bed. She turned away from me and called Sofia. They were talking about a bunch of bullshit. She was smiling and all happy talking to her, but won't even look at me. I don't understand that shit. I texted wiz and we made plans to hit the strip club. I got out of bed and went into the closet to get dressed. I put on a black mcm t shirt, some white sweatpant shorts, and some black mcm slides with black socks. I put my jewelry on and walked out to look in the mirror. Alicia looked at me crazy- where the hell you going? You dressing up for a bitch? -she was livid.- I'm going to the strip club, at least those bitches gone be all up on me. Something my fucking wife doesn't do- Anthony all you think about is pussy! -she got up and got in my face- Alicia you one to fucking talk, you always the one starting shit off! I ask for pussy one time and you drag that shit!- you not leaving I don't care about what you're saying! - she said crossing her arms- Alicia get the fuck on somewhere girl! - she pushed me back- what you gone do Anthony?! You gone hit me?!! You gone fucking hit me?!!! - I laughed to keep from getting upset. I grabbed her by her neck and held tight- you trying to piss me off? you want that ghetto rough shit, ain't that what it is- she looked at me and shook her head no. Lying her ass off, she getting turned on by this shit again.- see I knew it, you wanna be treated like a piece of trash -she bit her lip and stuck her hand down my boxers. I pushed her off hard.- get the fuck away from me with that shit, have some respect for yourself!! -I stormed out and met up with wiz. She was blowing my phone up. I put my phone on do not disturb and went into the club. Wiz called the girls to our section . I was sitting down mad thinking about earlier when one of them came and sat on my lap. She started feeling all up on my chest, looking at me biting her lip. A woman's touch felt good after not having that shit for months.- brah just don't do nothing stupid - wiz reminded me as he was throwing money at the girl on the stage.- nigga I'm not stupid I know better - I replied. She leaned and whispered in my ear.- boy you fine as fuck! - ma stop playing in my ear before you get fucked- I replied as I put my hands on her ass.- mmmm you wanna fuck me? - she put her hands down my shorts and started rubbing on my dick. I felt myself getting hard with each stroke. She undid her bikini top and discarded somewhere . I rubbed her breast as she undid my shirt. Wiz looked over at me disappointed. He left out the section with the other girls, just leaving the two of us. She got off of me and got onto her knees. She pulled my shorts down and was about to blow me but I stopped her.- I can't do this ma I'm sorry- I said as I got up and fixed my clothes.- you light skin niggas so pussy, ooo I can't stand y'all! -she got up and grabbed her top frustrated. She stormed out the room. Pussy wasn't that important for me to fuck up... again. I checked in with wiz and told him we gotta go back to my house. We left and made our way there. The girl had body glitter on and that shit got all on me, shit Alicia gone trip! We arrived and went inside. Sofia and her was sitting on the couch drinking wine. They looked at me. - girl I told you he wasn't shit! Look at him, got glitter on clothes from some bitch! -Sofia said- fuck you sofia get out our fucking business, I didn't even do shit I was at the club! - I said frustrated.- Anthony really? You go out and have bitches shake ass on you while I take care of our kids all day?!!! - she threw her wine on me- FUCK YOU ANTHONY!!! AND FUCK YOU TOO WIZ!!! - she got up and stormed upstairs. Sofia just sat there laughing. I grabbed that bitch up by her arm and pushed her out my house, slamming and locking the door in her face. I went upstairs after Alicia. - you believe everything that stupid bitch say! She gone be the reason we separate!!!- GOOD MAYBE WE NEED TO!!! YOU DOING THAT SAME SHIT YOU DID BEFORE!! ALL YOU THINK ABOUT IS FUCKING!!!- she screamed at me.- IF THAT WAS TRUE I WOULDVE SLEPT WITH THAT BITCH AT THE CLUB JUST NOW!!! YOU KNOW IMA DIFFERENT NIGGA NOW!!!!!!!!- she was pissing me off now, I could kill her in this moment. She grabbed my laptop and threw it at the wall next to me.- WHY DIDNT YOU?!! YOU KNOW YOU WANTED THAT SKANK!!! YOU AINT NOTHING BUT A DOG ASS NIGGA!!! IM TAKING THE KIDS AND LEAVING- she threatened- SAYS FUCKING WHO?! YOU NOT TAKING MY DAMN KIDS FROM ME!! YOU TRYNA BRING THEM IN THE MIDDLE OF OUR SHIT!! - I got in her face. She slapped the shit out of me. I took that shit, I wanted to hit her so bad but that's what fuck niggas do. - DONT PUT YOUR FUCKING HANDS ON ME GIRL!!! - I punched the tv, breaking my hand in the process. It was all cut up and bleeding, I didn't feel it due to adrenaline. I left out the room slamming the door. I could hear both Camille and Jay crying in their rooms. Wiz was still downstairs- you good brah? -he asked concerned- GET THE FUCK OUT!!!- i said as I made my way to the couch- nigga you tripping like a bitch -he said in response. He left and I stayed up all night thinking. I decided to move out for a couple of weeks. Staying here tryna force that shit wasn't gonna work. I was packing my shit when nene called me- pooookieee why Alicia called me crying?? -he asked- because we got into a big ass fight and now I'm moving out- I replied- what was this fight over boy, and it bet not be coochie!- that was part of it but she just been acting like a bitch lately. I haven't done nothing to her my nigga- ugh boy you so stupid, she just had a baby you know she emotional- nene I know but I just need a break- I guess caramel, just don't be too harsh on my girl- I won't nene I'll hit you later - I hung up and continued packing. Alicia walked into the room holding jay.- so you gonna run away and leave like you always do- she said through tears.- ain't nobody running away, you saying that shit to manipulate me!- Anthony you are running! Man up and deal -with your problems!- Alicia chill out with that shit you pissing me off- I'm just saying! We can talk about it! - she said coming closer to me. I stopped what I was doing and looked at her- okay let's talk then, you done being a bitch- I asked- yes baby, I'm done being rude - she held my hand.- you got one more time and I'm moving out, on my son- I promise I'll be better boy - she said rolling her eyes. I gently took jay from her and held him- boy you getting big fast -I said smiling. She laid her head on my arm, rubbing my back as she looked at jay. Camille came running in the room and jumped on me.- daddy can I go to aunties house to play with Riyah?- nah baby, auntie C and uncle wiz not home right now- okay daddy- she sat on the bed and played on her tablet. I walked around the room rocking jay, he wouldn't go to sleep for shit. Alicia saw me struggling and came over to help- baby he like his head rubbed when he's being rocked.- I rubbed his head and this lil nigga started knocking out. 4 days later I was laying in my bed on the phone with one of the companies trying to hire me. We were talking about scheduling an interview when Alicia came out the bathroom in my raptors t shirt. I could tell she had nothing on underneath. She looked damn good, I was trying to wrap this call up quick. She crawled onto the bed ,positioning herself on my lap. She rubbed my chest, making a sad face. - Tomorrow's fine Ms. Lewis, I'll be in asap, thank you -I hung up and put my phone on the nightstand. I sat up and held her. She was wearing this Dolce and Gabbana perfume I had got her for Christmas. He deserved something, I been treating him like shit for the past few months. I kissed his neck and slowly went up to his ear- lay back - I instructed him. He did as I said so, anticipating my next move. I positioned myself over his face, I looked down at him and smiled. He held me down and started licking me all over. I held on to the headboard tightly.- o-o-o-ohhhhh my godddd - I stuttered out. He reached his right hand underneath my shirt and gently caressed my breasts. I was shaking so hard, how was he so good at this? I tried getting up but he forcefully pulled me back down. I started grinding on his face, the friction from his warm tongue taking me there. I orgasmed hard. He continued as I did. I put my hand on his head and tried pushing him away but I couldn't.- let me get upppp bae -I begged. He let me go and I moved back down onto his lap. His beard was glistening with my juices. I leaned down and kissed him. He took his shorts off and threw them on the floor. I slowly backed away and got into the reverse cowgirl position. He inserted himself in slowly and held my waist tightly. That shit hurt bad, it felt like he tore me open. Once I adjusted it felt good and I started riding him, I looked back at him biting my lip. I leaned forward a bit and started shaking my ass.- shake that shit then bae -he said as he smacked my ass repeatedly. I sped up and started rubbing my clit. He gently pushed me forward so he could pull out and nutted all on my backside. I got off of him and laid next to him. We laid for about 10 minutes, I was playing with his chest hair.- we need to talk to Dr. Simmons bae- he said playing with my nails- I'll ask her to do a Skype call with us tomorrow afternoon then- I replied. He was falling asleep but I gently slapped him awake.- unt unt boy we gotta clean this shit up!- alright bae I'm up! -he replied. He put the cover and sheets in washing machine while I got the shower ready. I got in and waited for him. He followed shortly after and we made love once again. That morning awoke to an empty bed. He left me a note saying he went to his new job. I did my morning routine and went to get the kids ready. I took them to the carnival. I bought Camille a wrist band and let her run free. I put jalen's ear muffs on so his tiny little ears would be okay. I sent Anthony pictures of the kids. He sent back a bunch of smiling and heart emojis. I really picked a good man. Camilla came shorty after holding riyah in a baby vest.- hey girl- Camilla said as she hugged me.- heyyy sis, girl Riyah getting so big- yess she's trying to fight her daddy now girl- awwww, I can't wait for jay to start - we both laughed- girl where von? You made him stay home- girl no he got him a job now as a tattoo artist, he's trying to be better for Riyah- I know that's right, at least he trying- we sat on the bench and conversed about our kids. Meanwhile Anthony was at work not doing a damn thing. My boss walked in the room and I quickly put my phone away. She came over to me and stood behind me. She leaned by my ear.- why aren't you working Torres? -she asked as she looked at my blank computer screen- I'm sorry Ms. Lewis, I was waiting for Mike to send me the accounts- i replied nervously- you get a pass just today, don't slip up again Torres- she walked out, her heels clicking loudly as she did. I leaned back into my chair , I can't catch a break. Alicia had bought a bunch of snacks and toys from the carnival. Her and Camilla went back to the house. I decided to leave early. I clocked out and made my way home. Camille was playing with her Barbie's, Riyah was crawling around, trying to walk, and Camilla was holding jay drinking wine. I went over to her- hey Anthony -Camilla said as she handed me jay. - wassup, where Alicia at?- she upstairs taking a nap, she was real tired- I went in my room and there she was, almost falling out the bed sleep. This meant I had to stay up all night with the kids. I went in the kitchen and filled the sink up with warm water. I undressed jalen and put him in. I smiled as I bathed him, I finally got my lil boy. He was splashing the water around everywhere- aye boy stop all that- I finished up- cammy! Bring me a towel for your brother!- she ran and got one out the laundry room and brought it to me. I wrapped him up and went back to my room. Alicia was up, she was in the bathroom brushing her teeth. I put his pjs on and sat on the bed rubbing his hair. She came and sat next to me.- he's ready for bed bae -she said as she took him. She pulled her shirt down and breast fed him.- can we talk about something? -I asked- yes, what's wrong -she looked at me concerned- why you always run and tell Sofia our business? All we gotta do is talk it out but you rather go talk and be messy with her- I had to get this off my chest.- Anthony I was in a bad place after having the baby, I can't explain. Everything changed, I just hated you and talking to her made it better- I still don't get it- but baby you ain't have to treat me so bad- Anthony don't you think I know that? I wasn't doing it on purpose my hormones were just all over the place, that's the best way I can put it- alright I get it - I replied. 3 days later I was at jp and nenes apartment. Alicia had sent the kids to stay with her mother, she needed a break. She was out somewhere with her homegirl Sofia. Nene brought me a beer and sat next to me.- thanks nene and I need help.- what is it friend- he asked me concerned- I think Alicia got a nigga on the side- I looked at him pissed- pretty boy no she doesn't. What makes you say thattt?- Because we had sex last night and it felt like she wasn't even into a nigga. She ain't kiss me, she ain't moan, she just laid there. As soon as we finished she moved away like she was disgusted or something- ooo that's not good friend, you might be right then. you want me to see what I can find out?- please nene -I hugged him- thank you man- he rubbed my back.- anything for you beefcake- he replied. Someone knocked on the door. Nene got up to open it. It was wiz. - hey javonteee - said nene- wassup bro- wiz hugged him and stepped in the house. He sat on the couch next to me. He passed me a blunt.- you need this shit right now gang, I can tell- preciate it fool -I lit it and started smoking. I checked my phone to see if Alicia replied to my message I sent a hour ago. Nope, nothing at all.- don't worry about that shit my nigga, you stressing for nothing- wiz said patting my back- alright bro I'll leave it alone for now- I sat my phone on the table. 2 hours went by and we were in this bitch dying- wait my nigga so nene fucking you in the ass?- wiz said confused- yeah what's wrong with that?- jp said.- I thought you was supposed to be the one doing that to him - I said as I drunk my beer- let me tell y'all about how he suck- we interrupted nene- You on your knees too nigga?!- wiz said traumatized. Jp was the toughest nigga he knew. He couldn't believe this.- listen bro on some serious shit, me and nene wanna get married- jp said holding nenes hand.- man hell yeah do that shit, you know I'll be there- I slurred- all jokes aside I fuck with it. Do that shit nigga -wiz said as he ate some chips- we doooo but y'all know how people are, especially with jp being out now - nene said scared.- fuck those niggas, you got us and y'all family- I said standing up getting upset.- y'all can do that shit at the courthouse gang, only invite muhfuckas close to you-wiz said- we'll think on it my nigga - jp checked his watch.- I gotta go to work, it's been real ,love y'all niggas-he hugged us and left.- what y'all boys tryna get into, a nigga sad - I said- perkyzzzz- said wiz pulling them out his pocket.- ion know bro I ain't never did them bitches before- I said looking at the baggie- take half of one you pussy- he gave me and nene one. We all popped them bitches. I started getting all hot and shit. I looked at wiz. Of course this druggie was used to this shit.- I gotta get home nigga- I grabbed my shit.- we coming toooo baby-said nene. Wiz drove us to my house. When we got there Alicia wasn't home yet. We all got sloppy drunk and passed out in the living room. That morning I woke up she still wasn't here. I checked the alarm system, I was the only one in and out the house. I called her. She declined my call instantly. Fuck her then, not finna be no simp ass nigga. Nene and wiz went to go take their showers. I let them borrow my clothes. I showered and did my usual routine. We straightened the house up and sat on the couch to watch baseball. Alicia walked in about 40 minutes later. She looked all happy and shit. She completely ignored us and went upstairs. I followed her. - where you was at last night? - I asked as she put her purse on the dresser.- why Anthony?- I was worried about you, the fuck is your problem? You starting that hoe shit again.- I said turning red. Nene and wiz muted the Tv so they could hear us better.- I was minding my fucking business Anthony! That's where I was! - she went into the bathroom and turned the shower on. She undressed and got in. I followed her leaned back against the counter.- so now we keeping secrets? I'm the right nigga to fuck with Alicia. You wanna hide shit I can hide shit too- whatever Anthony, I could care less- she said irritated. About 10 minutes later she got out and grabbed her towel. I looked at her finger.- where's the rings?- I asked her getting in her face. That's 20k right there, I swear to god if she did something with them.- they're in my purse Anthony- she pushed me back.- WHO IS HE ALICIA?!!! WE JUST MOVED HERE AND YOU ALREADY FOUND A NEW NIGGA!!!- ANTHONY BACK UP!!! YOU'RE DELUSIONAL BOY!!!- she pushed me back. I grabbed her.- YOU THINK IM A NIGGA TO BE PLAYED WITH?!! ILL KILL YOU AND THAT FUCK NIGGA!!! AND YOU KNOW I WILL!!!!- wiz and nene ran upstairs. They barged into the room and pulled me off her.- friienddd calm down! - nene said scared- just leave my nigga, she ain't worth it- wiz said.- NO THIS BITCH CAN LEAVE!!! THIS MY FUCKING HOUSE!!! SHE DONT GOT SHIT TO OFFER BUT SOME PUSSY!!! I AINT LOSING SHIT IF SHE LEAVES- she started crying. She held me- Anthony please! I'll tell you everything!!!- she got on her knees and held my leg- GET THIS BITCH OFF ME BEFORE I HURT HER!!! - nene pulled her up.- just go girl, you've done enough. - Alicia put a dress and some slides on. She got her keys and left. I broke down. Wiz held me- nah nigga stop all that crying! It's gone be good my boy - he said upset. He knew I loved her, this shit hurt my soul. He sat me on the bed. Nene leaned down and hugged me- don't worry about her friend, focus on yourself right now! Just you and the kids!- he said rubbing my hair. I was too pissed to talk. I appreciated them for being with me through this.Wiz called Camilla and explained what happened- she did what javonte?! I'm about to get on her ass right now!!- it's been a month since I've talked to her. My dad's been helping me with the kids. Camille wants to know where mommy is but I don't know what to tell her, I don't know myself. I was home on the couch rocking jay when she walked in the door. She came over to me and sat down. She grabbed my face and started kissing me. It lasted for about 5 minutes. She slowly pulled away.- Anthony just listen please, okay?- I nodded my head. - I was with Sofia that night, I was in a vulnerable place and I went to go hangout with her to clear my head and we ended up sleeping together. I didn't mean for it to happen, she took advantage of me in that moment.- she started crying. I wanted to say so many things in that moment. I wiped my mouth. - first my cousin and now your best friend that I hate.... - I shook my head, I couldn't even look at her.- just go Alicia, please -I got up and went upstairs. She left and went back to Sofia's house. It's been 8 months since me and that bitch last talked. She found her a nice lil apartment on the east side of town. It was Christmas Day and I was heading over there to give the kids their presents. I got there and grabbed the bags from the backseat. I went and knocked on the door. Camille opened it and hugged me- MERRY CHRISTMAS DAD!! - Merry Christmas baby girl- I smiled. She pulled me into the house and closed the door. Alicia was in the kitchen cooking. A nigga do miss those home cooked meals. I went over and sat the bags under the tree. Jay was crawling around on the carpet chewing on a rattle. He looked at me.- dada dada! -he got excited and started clapping, reaching up for me. I picked him up.- dada! -he screamed as he kissed my cheek.- wassup baby boy, daddy missed you too - I went over to his mother. She looked at me and gave me a half smile- Hey Anthony, you wanna take a plate with you home?- yeah, you know what I like. Preciate it - I went and sat on the couch. I played with jay until it was time to open the presents. Alicia finished cooking and came over to us. She sat next to me. Why?. Camille started ripping everything open. She had new shoes, clothes, some dolls she asked for and a new phone. When she saw the phone she jumped on me- THANK YOU DADDY!!! - you're welcome baby, let mommy set it up for you - she gave the phone to Alicia and she made her account. I put jay down and let him go play with the wrapping paper. I was about to leave when Camille grabbed me. - daddy can you stay with us tonight? -she asked sadly- cammy daddy probably has stuff he has to go do- Alicia said holding her.- I can stay, I ain't got shit to do today- they both smiled. We all went to the table to have dinner. Later that night I was laying on the couch. I was on Instagram when Alicia came over to me. - Anthony, can you sleep in the room with me tonight?- Alicia I ain't stay here for that- Anthony please I miss you, Just for a few minutes - she started crying. I sat up and held her.- well whose fault is that Alicia? A nigga still need time to heal - i understand Anthony- we laid there and watched movies until we fell asleep. That morning she was laying on me sound asleep. I gently rubbed her hair. I didn't want to bother her. I laid there until she woke up- I'm sorry anthony, this is so embarrassing - she said as she got off me.- it's fine ma, you got a toothbrush I can use - she nodded her head.- follow me- I got up and followed her into her bathroom. She pulled out a new packs of toothbrushes and handed me one. We started brushing our teeth. I watched her as she was leaning over the sink. She gained a few pounds, it looked good on her. I think she noticed me staring- Anthony you okay?- I'm fine I was just zoning out - we finished up and I went to retrieve my jacket and shoes. She followed me and helped me with my jacket. I started cheesing like a bitch.- whaaat I'm just making sure you look nice -she said giggling.- I know, Ion know why I'm smiling so hard- she rubbed my face and looked at me. I pulled her close and just started swallowing her face. I had to, I know I'm a dumbass nigga for this but fuck it. She started unbuckling my pants.- Anthony the kids -she whispered- they sleep right now we good- she gently pushed me off- Anthony we can't, we're not thinking right now- we can figure it out later - she pushed me onto the couch and straddled me. A nigga missed her on some real shit. I was lifting her dress up when I looked over. Camille was standing in the doorway of her room looking right at us. I quickly covered her and fixed myself.- aw shit Camille saw us - i said under my breath. Camille started crying and slammed her room door.- go Anthony, I'll talk to her okay -she kissed my cheek. I felt bad for confusing the kids like this. We gotta get this shit right for once. I left and went home. A few days later Alicia FaceTimed me late one night. I was up working so I answered. She was laying on the couch eating ice cream.- Anthony how you feeling- about what?- us, I wanna get back with you. This time we'll make it work. We both pushing thirty and we need to just stop the bullshit- she said in a serious tone- I was trying to but you went and fucked Sofia so that's why we where we at now- I said blankly- 1 more chance Anthony, this time we can get a divorce if we don't work out. I miss all us being together - she wiped tears away from her face- I'll think on it, alright? I'll get back with you soon- I hung up. 2 weeks later she had came over to do my hair. She was the one who always made sure my shit was healthy. Once she left i started neglecting it. I was sitting on the floor as she conditioned it- it's gotten so long since the last time I saw you boy- she said combing it.- yeah it's getting out of control, I'm thinking about cutting it off- noooo I love your hair, it fits you- I smiled and shook my head. - stay still!- she snapped at me. About an hour later she finished. I went in the bathroom to look at it. She followed closely behind- you like it?- yeah it's straight, you did your thing with it -I looked at her. She got nervous when I did. She looked at my arms.- you been lifting heavy boy? -she started squeezing my bicep.- I had a bunch of off days, had to do something- she then took her hand and placed it on my chest- you did? Why?- she slowly went down to my stomach.- I been doing good, my boss gave me some pto- I said as I watched her. She was playing this game. She stopped at the waist band of my shorts. She looked up at me.- what you tryna do? - take me to the bedroom Anthony- I picked her up and slowly made my way upstairs. When we reached the room she got down and got onto the bed. She sat on her knees and started undressing. I quickly took my clothes off and went to her. I laid her on her side and looked at her. She couldn't wait, she wanted me in her bad. I had to be cautious though, just in case. I got a condom from the drawer and put it on- why you need that Anthony?- Just being safe - I replied as I held her right leg up on my chest. I slowly went in. I fucked her passionately. - oooooo- she said as she looked down.- don't stopppp pleaseee - I picked my pace up. She couldn't do nothing but lay there and take it. I started sucking her toes, I ain't even notice she had them painted blue, my favorite color. She had this shit planned out. She started creaming all over my dick. My phone started ringing. She grabbed it and handed it to me- Wassup bro- i said as I went deeper. She held a pillow over her mouth to cover her moans- We coming over caramel, we bringing some hoes for you -nene said- yeah pull up I'm home- see you in 10 beefcakeee -he hung up. She moved the pillow and looked at me- who was that baby? -she asked stuttering.- nobody, don't worry about it - I flipped her on to her stomach. I pulled her hair roughly as I stroked. I kissed her neck, causing her to shake. I was close to finishing. I pulled out and backed away. She quickly turned around, pulled the condom off, started blowing me. She looked at me the entire time. I nutted and she moved her head. She spit it back out on my dick then sucked it back up. She swallowed it and started giggling - thats some new shit I see - I said as I pulled her up. I kissed her- boo I want some more -she said feeling all up on me. I picked her up and went in the bathroom. We were sitting in the tub when nene and wiz arrived.- Aye my nigga where you at? -wiz called out as he sat the liquor down.- I'll go find him boy - nene said as he made his way upstairs. I was too busy getting ass thrown at me. He knocked on my door.- Anthony come on everybody waiting on you! - alright nigga I'm coming down give me a second. - I yelled from the bathroom. He rolled his eyes and went downstairs. We finished up about 30 mins later. I threw on some jeans and a wife beater. I let Alicia borrow some of my clothes. I snuck her out through the back. I went and greeted everyone. Wiz was getting all the bitches high while nene was fixing drinks.- nigga try this, shit just came in from cali- wiz said passing me a blunt. I hit it and that bitch hit back. I coughed up a storm- that hoe hitting my nigga- I told him. Nene brought the drinks over and handed them out. I put some music on and we all started drinking. I was on my 5th drink when this heavyset dark skin girl came over and sat next to me. She reminded me of Jill Scott, I was ready to tear her up.- I heard about you out here boy - she said rubbing my back. I looked at her.- what you heard bout a nigga? -I sat my drink on the table- i heard you that nigga in the streets- she said placing her hand on my thigh. She started whispering some real nasty shit in my ear. Nene came over to us.- ooo girllll I hope you can handle caramel, he ain't no joke - he slurred.- can he handle me is the question- she said taunting me.- you doubting me? -I said standing up- I can show you better than I can tell you. -I gently pulled her up. Wiz had bitches taking body shots off him. That boy was lit.- beefcakeee what you doing??- nene asked.- I'm finna give her some dick- Ugh you're such a whore Anthony.- he said playfully hitting my chest.-byeeee -he went over to wiz and the girls. I led her upstairs to my room. I could tell she was nervous. I laid her on the bed and slowly undressed her.- I was just playing about what I said earlier los- she sat up on her elbows and looked at me.- nah ma you think a nigga can't handle you right? -I took my clothes off and put a condom on. I slowly inserted myself. She couldn't take it. Her legs started trembling immediately- oooo waitttt losssss- she pleaded. I ignored her and went deeper.- ain't none of that baby - I started rubbing her clit, she tried closing her legs but I held them open with my right hand.- loossss I'm cuminnggg, moooveee- she begged. I pulled out and she started spraying like a hose. She couldn't even talk. I went back in and went slow this time. She looked at me helpless. I leaned down to kiss her. She held my head, moaning in my mouth. I finished and she held onto me tightly.- you ready to go back down now?- I slurred. She nodded her head yes. We cleaned up and made our way back downstairs. She went over to nene and ran her mouth.- girl, why you ain't tell me he can slang dick like that?- she whispered- girllll I did but you ain't listen to me- he said laughing. I checked my phone, I had two messages from Alicia. It was photos of her and the kids, I missed them. I had to remember why things were like this though. I sent a few emojis back and closed my phone. I saw wiz getting a lil too comfy with one girl. I quickly went over to them- aye my nigga I gotta talk to you real quick- I said. He got up and followed me to the kitchen.- don't fuck that bitch bro, you got a girl at home, a loyal one -I said upset.- my nigga I know you looking out for me but let me handle my own shit -he tried to walk away but I grabbed him.- think about Riyah bro, if you fuck up she gone be in the middle of it. Think my nigga!- I ain't gone do it, you real for stopping me bro - he hugged me and patted my back.- I'm heading out, I'll chop it up with you soon- he said. He said his goodbyes and left. Shortly after, the party dispersed. It was just me and sky now. She decided to stay the night. We got to know each other and ended up falling asleep on the couch. That morning I was still sleeping. Alicia had came over with the kids. Sky got up to open the door and greeted her. Alicia's eyes started watering.- Anthony!- she yelled from the doorway. I woke up and quickly went over to her.- who's this Anthony? You knew the kids and I were coming over, why is she here?!!- I felt bad. I was just with her last night, now it's a new bitch this morning.- she's just my friend, she's leaving now- I looked at sky.- no Anthony , it's fine. She can stay, you'll have to see the kids another time.- she stormed back to her car and put the kids in. I ran after her. - I can explain this shit to you, just give me a chance.- I begged- Anthony you don't have to!!! - she got in and quickly pulled off. I just can't do shit right!
