It was the day of the wedding. Alicia was in the guest room helping Camilla with her dress. I was in the other room helping Javonte with his suit.- Man I'm nervous, I can't do this.- come on bro it's alright, you here now. -we finished and went into the backyard. Von made his way to the arbor (wedding arch). Me and all our homeboys took our place behind him. I patted his back. - we here bro.- Alicia and Camilla appeared from the kitchen. Camille got up from her seat and made her way to us, throwing the flower pedals on the aisle. Alicia and Camilla followed behind. I could tell Camilla was crying. Wiz was smiling, that nigga was whipped. She stood in front of him, Alicia stood behind her. They held hands and looked at the pastor. - now is the time to read your vows - he said. Wiz pulled out a crumbled piece of paper. He started reading.- i remember when I first saw you at the corner store on 10th ave. I was behind you in line, you was buying a mango Snapple. I just had to get at you. You was going through the struggle with me. Some nights we had to starve and shit, but you looked past that. You accepted a G. You had a real nigga whipped since. I vow to stay with you through everything until death.- he looked up at her. She wiped her tears and Alicia handed her her vows.- Javonte Brooks, I don't even know where I should start. You're my everything...my best friend, my lover, my savior. I remember the days when I didn't wanna keep going and you pushed me to. You never gave up on me. I'm ready to spend my life with you, until our last breaths. - they held hands.- do you take this man to be your lawfully wedded husband?- I do- she replied. She put his ring on his finger .- do you take this woman to be your lawfully wedded wife?- I do - he said as he did the same.- you may now kiss the bride. -they kissed and everyone cheered. Kiara was sitting in the far back, she was downing the liquor at the bar. She was mad that he moved on from her. We all went to the dining area and sat down. We ate and conversed. Wiz was all over Camilla like a big ass kid. Telling her how much he loved her and would never do her wrong. That death shit really struck fear in him. I was at the bar taking shots. Kiara came over to me - hey Anthony, this guy I'm seeing was wondering if he could come here.- yeah it's straight, as long as dude chill.-. About 15 minutes later Rico walked in. I got mad as shit. Alicia could tell I was drunk and bound to cause a scene. She came over to me and pulled me to the side.- baby don't even react! Ignore him!- that bold ass nigga is at my house? What you mean don't react?!-I walked over to him.- what you doing here fuck nigga? -i slurred.- I'm here with my girl, fuck you so hostile for?-he got in my face. Wiz came over to us.- aye lil bruh, back up off my patna. Shit gone get wicked if you lay a hand on my nigga. -He started clutching his pistol. Kiara ran over to us. - rico! -she grabbed him. she looked at us.-I had no idea y'all knew each other and had a problem!- THIS MY COUSIN WHO FUCKED MY WIFE!.- I started fucking this nigga up. I tackled him to the ground and was punching the shit out of him. My homeboys had to pull me off. Alicia held me back- baby calm down! - all my anger from back then came back. I pushed her off.- YOU TRIFLING AS FUCK!! MY COUSIN BRO?!!! THAT SHIT NASTY AS HELL AND HUMILIATING!! -I went in the house, slamming the glass door causing it to shatter. I locked myself in my bedroom. She followed me and sat outside the door.- Anthony please just talk to me! I thought we got over this. -I started smoking.- I'll never get over that shit, I can't trust you! - But baby please! It's been years! All this therapy was a waste of time then?- meanwhile Wiz was still going at it with Rico.- Fuck ass nigga you know who you talking to? I'm certified out here, I heard yo bitch ass was a store runner nigga -Wiz said laughing.- this got Rico mad cause it was true. He ran errands for all the real gang members and drug dealers.- You ain't on shit , you just popping yo gums and shit.- Rico started reaching for his tool. Wiz shot Rico point blank in the head. He fell back, laying there stiff as nails. Everyone started screaming, wiz stood there laughing. Alicia and I ran downstairs to see what happened. She broke down crying. She grabbed Camille.- WHAT THE FUCK JAVONTE!!! YOU JUST MURDERED SOMEONE IN FRONT OF MY CHILD!!!- i took the gun from him.- GO IN THE FUCKING HOUSE MAN!! -I yelled at everyone. The only people outside now were me, von, and our homeboys. The police arrived and we told them a fake ass story, it made sense though. I told them Rico had an affair with my wife and was upset she broke it off. He was harassing and stalking her for months, eventually getting the courage to confront her. He was trying to kill her when my homeboy upped his pistol and shot him first. Alicia went along with it and acted her ass off. The police believed us, but we still had to go through some legal shit. Wiz's gun wasn't registered so he went to court and got away with just house arrest. It's been a month since Rico was killed. Alicia's been distant from everyone, completely locking us out. Only time she ever comes out the room is for food. I transitioned into working at home so I could take care of Camille. I was running around shooting nerf guns with my baby girl when Alicia appeared from the room. She came downstairs and looked at us- Anthony... our anniversary is today- she said in a soft, low tone.- I know, I didn't want to bother you, I had got you something. It's in the kitchen.- she walked slowly into the kitchen, she was greeted by 15 bouquets of flowers. Each card addressed to her with different gifts. Amongst the gifts were designer sandals, jewelry, money, makeup, and etc. She read them and started breaking down. Camille went over and held her.- mommy dont cry! Me and daddy spent allll day getting this stuff.- she rubbed Cammys hair- thank you baby- she looked at me.- I love you Anthony- i love you too- I replied- and me and daddy are going to cook tonight!- oh really? What's on the menu?- Honey glazed salmon with white rice and fresh green beans!- daddy does not know to cook all that girl- uh huh! He watched videos allll night last night!- thank you guys, I'm starting to feel better -she ushered me closer, I obeyed and held them. About an hour later Camille and I started preparing the food. I FaceTimed wiz just to check in with him.- Damn what it is my nigga? -He said happily- how the fam is -he asked- everything straight my boy, shit is finally getting back regular over here- Language daddy!- my bad!- that's wassup soft ass nigga, I been getting punked out and shit man- she putting yo ass to work over there huh- "von, wiz, von, wiz," that's all a nigga hear nowadays- stop bitching like a hoe and do that shit fat ass !- I joked. I looked at Camille- sorry baby- it's okay daddy!- yeah yeah never that soft as- he got cut off by Camilla. She called him from upstairs.- WIIIIZZZZ!! COME RUB MY FEEETTT!!!- I'm coming right now boo!- he replied- yeah go rub her feet do boy ass nigga.- I'll see you when I see you -he hung up. Camille and I finished up cooking and fixed the plates. Alicia came and sat at the table.- baby can you make me a drink?- she asked. I fixed her a blackberry mojito and gave it to her. I sat across from her and started eating.- mmm
we killed this, hell yeah daddy !- language lil girl! And I know we did baby- Alicia finally bit into her food and instantly melted.- baeeee, you did not have to throw down like this! You might have to start cooking from now on- ehh I don't know about that, this only like my second time making something.- trust me, you can do it baby - we finished eating about 20 minutes later, I was washing the dishes and Camille went to get the last gift I got for her mother. She gave it to her- this is what daddy was reallly looking for -she said. Alicia pulled the box out the brown bag and opened it. She instantly began crying.- h-h-how baby? This is just wow! -she stuttered. It was a $15 thousand dollar diamond baguette ring. She ran over to me and held me tightly.- I didn't deserve this Anthony! I'm so grateful for you!- she cried.- don't say that, stop all that beating yourself down shit -I placed the ring on her ring finger along with her wedding ring. She kissed me- thank you for everything -Camille came over.- and daddy I want one too!- we looked her and laughed- yours coming up next, just wait on it baby- we stayed up all night watching movies, playing board games, just being a loving family. The next day Camille went over to Camilla's house and Alicia went out with her homegirls. I decided to hit the gym. I was lifting with some of my friends when I got an alert on my phone, it was from my girl.- wyd bby- the message read with a smirking face and the eyes emoji. I went over to the mirror and took a picture. I had my hair up, I was topless, in some sweatpants, and had on some old Jordans. I hit send and waited for her reply.-Omgggg you gone make me act up boy, my man so fwiiineeeee - I was blushing, feeling all good and shit.- you see what a real nigga working wit, what you looking like today- I sent back with a thinking emoji. I made my way into the locker room and sat on the bench, it was empty. She sent back a video of her in the parking lot of the mall by her car twerking. She had on a yellow sundress, some Gucci shades, and the sandals to match. As she was twerking she bent over and slightly lifted her dress up revealing the Victoria secret thongs I bought her yesterday. I could hear her friend Sofia behind the camera hyping her up. The video ended after that part. I rewatched it like 7 times in a row before replying.- you teasing a nigga and shit - I sent a picture of the bigger, more noticeable print that I now had because of her. - aww, what you gonna do about that? - damn you gone leave a nigga stuck like this? - I sent back- yepppp.- I ignored her reply and got in the shower. My workout buddies came in about 10 minutes or so after and were chatting. I got out and dried off, wrapping the towel around myself. I went over to them and joined the conversation. We all decided to go to the strip club. I got dressed and we made our way there. Alicia got home and FaceTimed me.- where are you, I thought you were coming home?- in a bit, I'm going out with some friends.- Going out where?- The club bae, just for a few hours- okay, be safe and I love you- love you too - I hung up. We arrived about 30 mins later. I was standing in the vip booth hitting the hookah when all the girls came to our section. This one redbone started dancing all up on me. She ain't have a damn thing on. I pulled some ones out my pocket and started dropping them on her. She was working hard for her money. My homeboy JP started recording me and ole girl. I was smacking all on her ass. He posted it to his story, I thought nothing of it. She sat me down and straddled me. She was feeling all up on me, whispering shit in my ear. I grabbed my beer of the table and took a sip. Another girl came over and started dancing with her. They started kissing, they looked at me and giggled.- you like that?- mhmm don't stop - they continued, I threw even more money at them. They started grinding on me, the first girl put her hand on my print and gripped it. I tensed up and moved her hand.- nah baby I'm married, I just want a dance that's it- she sucked her teeth and kept dancing. Jp was drunk and recording everything. He went live, he had bout 200 people on there and put me on the camera. - my nigga stay with all the bitches- he said as i started grilling, I took more money out my pocket and flexed it- yeah yeah a young nigga wit it , you hear me? - I was showing out on bro. The girls was kissing all on the side of my face and shit and rubbing my chains. Alicia joined the live at that moment. She ain't say nothing though, she just watched. I didn't notice her and I kept going. I got up and the second girl started throwing that shit back like crazy. I threw at least 2 bands on her. My other homeboy took the red bitch and they did they own thing. I called the bottle girl over and asked her to bring some more top shelf over. Next thing I know I had bout 8 bitches in the section, all on me. We got here at like 5, when I checked the clock it said 2 am. Fuck, she gone be on my ass about this. I said bye to everyone and went home. She was in the room sleep with the door locked. There was a note taped on the door. It read "SLEEP ON THE COUCH". Man I fucked up, I should've just came home. I showered in the guest bathroom and went on to the couch and fell asleep. That morning Alicia was up early. She was making breakfast for herself and Camille. I got up, brushed my teeth, and went over to them. I tried to kiss her but she moved away from me.- baby I'm sorry about yesterday, I lost track of time -she ignored me and fixed Camille's plate.- you just gone ignore me? You starting this kiddy shit again?- Go stay with those bitches who was kissing and touching all up on you.-she gave Camille her plate and went back to the stove.- it wasn't even like that, that's their job. You tripping for nothing -I grabbed her arm.- can we just talk about it?- she snatched her arm away and tied her robe.- Just get out Anthony!- man whatever Alicia fuck you! Sick of you with this bipolar ass shit!- I grabbed my keys and left. I went to Vons house. I had a spare key so I just let myself in. When I went into the living room I burst out laughing. She had this nigga scrubbing the floors. He looked at me and got mad- man fuck you nigga, the floor was dirty- nah nigga she making you do this, you ain't choose to do this shit.- get my dick out yo mouth, what you here for anyway?- Alicia mad at me cause of yesterday man -I sat down on the couch- oh yeah I seen you lil nigga you should've told me to pop out with you- them bitches was getting loose, but that shit got me caught up man- yeah bro she'll be straight, don't trip- he got up and put the cleaning supplies up. He got a joint and sat down. Camilla came downstairs. She came over to us.- hey Anthony -she said. I got up and hugged her- you been okay?- yeah wiz been taking care of me and the baby- tell him about how you abusing me and shit - wiz said- no I don't javonte shut up!- alright y'all chill out- i laughed. I sat back down and put basketball on.- how long you gonna be here? -she asked.- just a few minutes, I needed to get out the house- okay good cause I'm gonna need javonte back - she whispered something nasty in Wiz's ear, I could tell. This nigga got all happy. She went upstairs.- yuck bro let me go now, y'all tryna fuck and shit- yeah scram nigga she waiting on me- i dapped him up and left. I went back home. Camille was in her room knocked out. I went in my room and Alicia was on the phone talking shit about me to her homegirl Sofia.- really bae? You can talk shit with her but you can't talk to me?- she ignored me and continued- girl like I just can't stand his ass no more.- I took my shirt off and placed my keys and wallet on my nightstand. I grabbed my controller and started playing gta.- ugh now here he go with this game like a lil fucking boy- I looked at her crazy. She ain't never have a problem with this before but now she doing all this extra shit.- every time you talk to that bitch you switch up, stop listening to whatever bullshit she telling you- I snatched her phone from her and hung it up.- sick of that bitch being all up in our business- she got in my face- you don't tell me what to do Anthony! Fuck you - fuck me?! FUCK THE NIGGA THAT TAKE CARE OF YOU?! FUCK THE NIGGA WHO JUST GOT THAT 15 THOUSAND DOLLAR RING?! FUCK THE NIGGA WHO BUILT THIS HOUSE?!!!! YOU CRAZY AS FUCK TALKING TO ME LIKE THAT!!!-YES FUCK YOU NIGGA!!! YOU THINK JUST CAUSE YOU GOT MONEY THATS GONE KEEP ME?! YOU NOT NO REAL FUCKING MAN!!-WHAT?!!! I KILLED FOR YOU ALICIA!!! YOU DONT REMEMBER THAT?!!! I ALMOST WENT AWAY FOR LIFE FOR YOU!!! BUT IM NOT A REAL FUCKING MAN!?!! -she didn't say anything. We stared at each other for 3 minutes. She went in the closet and started packing a bag. I grabbed her- wait baby I'm sorry -I kissed her, she dropped her bag and held me. She started crying.- I'm just upset from last night- I know, I shouldn't have said all that shit just now - I rubbed her face. We talked about it and resolved it. A couple days went by. I was at home working at my desk when Alicia came and kissed me- baby take a break you been working too much- I'm almost done I gotta finish these accounts up- she spun my chair around to face her. She slipped out of her gown and started feeling all over her body.- even if I look like this you still gonna make me wait?- you making it real hard right now -I said as I started rubbing my bulge. She grabbed my phone off the table and handed it to me.- record me baby- she put her hair up in a bun and got on her knees. I went to the camera app and pressed record. She started rubbing my thighs and slowly went up to my groin. She gently moved my hand and kissed my print. She looked at me while she did so, I rubbed her face. She slowly pulled my shorts down. She grabbed my dick and licked all over it.- you like that baby? -she asked innocently.- a nigga like everything you do - I replied. She placed her hands on my thighs and went to work.- fuuuuckkkk - I said under my breath. She came up and spit on it. She started jerking me off, staring me in the eye as she did. I came and she licked up every drop of it. She got up and kissed me. She sat on my lap and started riding me. I leaned back in my chair as she put her hands on my chest.- baeeeeeeuhhh it's too bigggggg! -she said as she started to shake. I grabbed her waist with my left hand and helped her. - ooooooo papi I canttttttt - yes you can girl stop all that complaining- I said with some bass in my voice- baby keep talking to me pleaseeeee - she begged. - you tight as fuck ma- . I came again right after. She got up slightly so I could pull out. While shaking she kissed me sloppily. She looked at the camera and smiled. She starting licking all over my face, giggling like always. She took the phone and showed her body off. I kissed her breast, she held my head and moaned- babyyyy stoppp we're doneeeee- mmmm come on one more time - she ended the video and shook her head no- maybe later baby -she said kissing my cheek as she got up. I edited the video a bit and then posted it. I then went and got in the shower with her. A few hours later I was laying down knocked out. I was dreaming about being on the block again. I felt something bump up against me and I woke up. Alicia was backing up into me, acting as if she was sleep. I held her and whispered- "maybe later baby" -and turned the other way. It was Friday now and I was just getting home from the gym. Alicia and my friend Nene ( Na'quan) were sitting on the couch. - hey baeee -she said as she waved- hey bae , wassup nene?- hey boy, come give nene some sugar!- he joked. I went over and hugged him, he innocently kissed my cheek.- ohhh okay you getting big mr Anthony, I heard that's not the only thing big though honey - he said as he sat down- what you talking bout now nene? - I put my bags down and sat on the couch. Alicia was laughing.- you know what they say about skinny boyssss- he laughed. - wait nene you went through her phone or something?- noooo stupid, you 'PutItDown95' right? I would've never thought you was carrying that around- Alicia was damn near crying she was laughing so hard.- oh shit you talking bout that, yeah yeah that's me and what business you got watching straight porn?- I joked.- I can still like women, I just prefer the meeeennn mr 3rd leg- alright nene let me go now you scaring me- I dapped him up and stood up.- yes please before you kill someone with that thing - he said as he pointed to my groin area- so I'm a threat now nigga - you been a threat and tell wiz fine ass I said his chubby self can come dip in this fountain anytime- he pulling up in a few, you can tell him - I said laughing. Oh shit since when nene liked wiz? This shit gone be hilarious. I went upstairs and showered. Wiz arrived and came inside the house. Bro had on LV from head to toe, with all his diamonds and shit on- wiiiizzzzz, hey boooooo - nene said as he saw him, trying to look pretty- man yo gay ass still around, what it is nigga?- Wiz dapped him up and hugged Alicia.- nothing just trying to see why you still playing games- sorry homeboy I'm married and I don't like niggas- well I'm not just any nigga, I can give you the best of both worlds- nene you cool and all but don't make me shoot you playa - he said laughing, he was dead serious. I walked downstairs. I had on a orange givenchy shirt, some robin jeans, and some matching givenchy slides with my jewelry.- where y'all off to looking so good? -Alicia said. She came over to me and kissed me- we just finna step out for a bit and pull up on them fuck niggas on 10th - wiz said. - be safe y'all, y'all got y'all guns- always baby, never leave with out it- i replied.- yeah wiz I need you to be returned to me in perfect conditionnn- said nene.- nene ima find you a nigga, I think my homeboy JP might be into that shit-said wiz- oooo, yesss send him my way please friend - nene said- will do, we'll catch y'all later- i said as me and wiz left. We got to the block and greeted everyone. We was posted up playing dice and shit. Wiz was busting up a few basers while I was on lookout. I was grabbing the bricks off the backseat when I saw that black Chevy again. I told wiz- those them fuck niggas who shot me- wiz said. I grabbed my ar out the backseat. Me and wiz starting lighting that shit up. Whoever was inside started shooting back. We took cover and got into a shootout. I got whoever it was cause I seen 'em grabbed they chest and fall back. They hit me in the thigh and stomach. I held my shit and yelled- FUCK!!- Wiz ran over to see who it was. It was Kiara's brother. He was pissed- that pussy ass hoe set me up man! - he yelled out.-man nigga we gotta dip, I'm hit!- we got into my ram pickup and sped off. Alicia and Camilla was blowing our shit up. Wiz answered- omg are y'all okay?! Everybody saying it was a shootout on 10th!!! - Alicia cried- yeah we good, fuck ass niggas hit my boy though. Y'all can patch him up- he didn't say it was me who got hit.- yeah just bring him here! - he hung up. He let Camilla know everything was okay with a text. We got to my house and I quickly went inside. I was holding my stomach ,drenched in blood. Alicia and nene looked at us crazy.- WIZ WHY DIDNT YOU TELL ME IT WAS ANTHONY?! - I AINT WANT YOU TRIPPING ON THE PHONE JUST HELP THIS NIGGA MAN- nene ran and got the supplies and a bottle of liquor. I lost a lot of blood and was pale, I sat on the couch and watched them scramble for shit. Alicia took my belt and put it in my mouth- bite down baby okay?!! - I did. I started going in and out of consciousness. She hurriedly took my jeans off and looked at the wound on my thigh. That shit was huge. She drowned the bullet wound in rubbing alcohol and peroxide to disinfect it. I bit down hard and groaned. She then took her fingers and reached inside to grab the bullet. Wiz and nene looked away disgusted. I was screaming for dear life in that moment. She pulled the bullet out and threw it on the ground. She was shaking tremendously. - someone has to do the other one I can't do it!- she said. The wound started bleeding even worse now that nothing was blocking the blood. Wiz decided to take the other one out. He reached in and felt around for it but couldn't find it. They made sure it didn't exit through my back, which it didn't. - we gotta take him to a hospital yallll, he's dying!- nene screamed.- he's not dying!! - Alicia cried. She was in denial. I took the belt out my mouth- FUCKING TAKE ME THERE, NOW!!! - I said weakly. Nene and wiz helped me into the truck. Alicia rode in the backseat holding me, trying to keep me awake.- what's our daughters name Anthony?? -she said through tears- cammy- i barely made out, I smiled- and what about our little boy, you remember his name?- jr, my lil boy- I muttered out. She started crying harder. She rubbed my hair, I closed my eyes and she slapped me awake- no Anthony, don't go to sleep!!!- I'm so tired, I don't want to fight anymore bae- I closed my eyes. I died on my way to the hospital. They got me there and I was sent into surgery immediately. The doctors tried resuscitating me 6 times. On the 7th they got a pulse. I lost about 3 pints of blood so they had to give me a blood transfusion. They got the bullet out of my abdomen and stitched me up. Alicia was in the waiting room having a complete melt down. She was frantic, asking everyone if I was alright and trying to fight the nurses. Wiz called Camilla ad explained what happened. She rushed up here and comforted her sister. After 5 hours of surgery they brought them in to see me. I was doped up on morphine. They came into the room and crowded around me- damn you look good girl, come here- I said as I looked at my wife. Alicia laughed through her tears. She held me tight, causing me to wince in pain, she moved off. - sorry baby - she said kissing my forehead. Wiz eyes was red, that nigga was crying- why this fat ass nigga crying?- everybody laughed- man get some rest punk - he joked. Alicia got in the bed and laid with me. I fell asleep. The next day my father came up to see me with Camille. I finally was back in my right mind, still a bit high. - I thought I lost you son - he said as he sat some get well balloons down. Alicia was rubbing my chest, Camille climbed into the bed with us- daddy are you going to be okay ?- yeah baby, daddy's gonna be good - I said kissing her forehead. They left after a little while. Alicia was feeding me my lunch.- i gotta piss real bad - i said. She moved the bed tray and helped me to the bathroom. She stood behind me and supported me. I lifted my hospital gown up and let it out. - baeeee! You're missing the toilet! -she laughed. She grabbed my dick and aimed for me.- oh shit the toilet looked like it was moving- I finished up and flushed. - you ready for a bath? -she asked.- I hope you doing it, those nurses might abuse me- yessss I'm doing itt bae- she ran the water and got a wash sponge and the body wash. I undressed and got in. I held my stomach and clenched my teeth.- you wanna take some more medicine baby? - nah I'm alright boo- i laid back, closed my eyes, and relaxed. She bathed me gently. I felt her make her way down my to my thigh. She washed the injured one gently. She finished and helped me out. I dried off and she put a new gown on me- I can't put no drawls on? I don't like this free balling shit- I'll ask wiz to bring you some later - she helped me back to the bed and sat me on it. The nurse came in- morning Mr. Torres, I'm Janis, I'll be here for all your medical needs. Im going to first start by checking your vitals. - she took my temperature, checked my heart rate, blood pressure and etc.- Alright now I need to give you a physical exam, just to make sure everything's alright- yeah that's fine ma'am-I replied.- go ahead and lift your gown for me.- Alicia did not like this at all. She decided to hold the gown up for me. She watched the nurse like a hawk. The nurse started feeling my balls for lumps making sure it wasn't nothing there- when was the last time you had a check up?- about 2 weeks ago, I go to Dr. Beckett.- she finished up and took notes- alrighty and is this how it looked before everything? Nothings changed?- Alicia and I both looked at it.- yep that's how it looked -Alicia said firmly.- alright, now I just have to change your bandages and I'll be on my way.- she changed my old bandages and showed Alicia how to so she could do it when I'm discharged. I laid back down and held my stomach. - baby I hate seeing you like this -she put my hair up- don't feel bad, this what I get for going back to that life- don't say that! - she texted wiz and asked him to bring me some clothes. About 40 minutes later he came walking in. Alicia and I were tonguing each other down- damn y'all just couldn't wait? Nigga you need to heal first, horny asses. And I got that shit for y'all - she rolled her eyes and moved. - preciate it nigga and get out our business- he gave the bag to her and sat in the chair. She helped me out of bed and put the new clothes on me- when you getting outta here I hate hospitals man -he asked- they said I gotta have another surgery so maybe 2 more weeks. - fuck man, shit crazy - he said.- and jp and them handled that for you - that's wassup, tell them boys ima get right with ''em soon. - aight nigga I'll see you - he hugged me- love my nigga- I said- love bro- he replied. He hugged Alicia and left. She went and took a shower, changing into a pajama set. She laid down with me and we watched tv. 6 days went by and I had my second surgery. They had to fix my thigh bone, it was fractured. I was waiting on Alicia to return back with the food. I struggled out of bed and grabbed my crutches. I went over to my stuff and grabbed my glasses. I got my book and sat on the bed, I was reading when she walked in, she had pizza.- oooo you look all hood and sophisticated baby- I blushed- bae all I did was put glasses on- I put my book down and limped over to her. I had on a grey tank top and some pink boxers.- you showered and everything all by yourself I see -she looked down.- and you wearing my favorite color - she said- these was the only ones I liked and I didn't want you doing everything for me- Anthony you turning me on and I know you're not trying to - she sat the pizza on the table. - I'm probably doing it on purpose -I held her from behind and started kissing her neck. She put her head back and bit her lip.- anthonyyy the door doesn't lockkkk, what if we get caught?- they just gone have to catch us then- she took off her shorts and panties and bent over the table. I dropped my boxers and slid in as she did. I was giving it to her. She looked back at me, she could barely stand up I was fucking her so good.- go deeper pleaseeeee - she begged. I did and she reached back trying to push me off. I thrusted harder, causing the table to knock into the wall repeatedly. Shit started falling off it. She tried talking but couldn't get any words out, all she could do is moan. I slowed down and pulled her head back to kiss her. I slowly pulled out and turned her around. I just barely picked her up and placed her on the table. I went back in and continued. She wrapped her arms and legs around me. I laid my head on her shoulder, I was almost there. I filled her up and slowly pulled out, causing the cream pie. My kids was just oozing out of her. I rested on her for a bit. She rubbed my back and kissed my face.- come on we have to clean up before someone walks i- she was cut off by someone entering the room. It was nene. - ooooo I know that's right Anthony, getting you some in the hospital honey!- i started laughing but Alicia was embarrassed. She covered herself. I helped her down and she went in the bathroom. - what you doing here nene?- I asked as I cleaned my self up.- I was checking on my friend making sure everything was gooood and by the looks of it, it isssss- yeah I'm doing better man and quit staring at my dick -I pulled my boxers up and limped to the bed- Well my bad you got it hanging out and stuff boy. And is she okay?- she good, she just thought we'd be alone- mmmmm okay because I've seen her do wayyy worse stuff Chile. - she came out after cleaning herself and sat next to me.- nene girl you can't be barging in like that -she said- my bad girlie I just wanted to give him his flowers but I'll call y'all later, bye girl, bye beefcakeeee - we both said bye as he left. After another week I was finally back home. I had to use a wheelchair and crutches to get around, my doctor didn't want me walking on my leg too much. I was outside getting the mail when I seen a bunch of cops at yasmines house. They rolled her out in a body bag. She was dead? I ran back inside to tell Alicia.- good that bitch finally gone- bae don't say that shit, that ain't good to say - i texted wiz and let him know. About 3 days later it came out that she killed her self by od-ing on xanax. I felt bad but aye she gone now. We had a lil something but what can I do now? Oh well. Rest In Peace Yasmine but back to my life. Alicia been acting real funny, she been all up on me more than usual. I thought it was because of what happened to me, but I soon found out the truth. I was sitting by the pool reading when she came outside. She had a dark blue bikini on, I looked at her.- shit you look good baby- i know boy -she rolled her eyes. Nene came out the house in one too.- what about meee?- I looked at him and quickly looked away- yours alright man but you need to go change - ugh whatever -he said. He put a towel around his body.- you just reminded me, jp coming by. Y'all can finally meet.- how he looook? He can't be ugly Anthony, I don't do ugly boys boo- he bout 5'11, 180, nigga buff as hell, and he got dreads, that's good?- oh noooo I need to see him baby- wiz, Camilla, and jp arrived. Alicia and Camille were chasing each other with water guns. Wiz was holding the baby carrier. They came over to us and greeted us.- there's my niece, I'll take her y'all go hangout. -wiz sat the carrier on my lap and went by the shed to smoke. - wizzzz you not gonna introduce me to the chocolate stick over here? - nene said pointing to jp- that's a grown ass man he can speak, jp quit being scary- jp sat by nene. They started having a convo- so how you know my boyssss jp? - I met them in jail, I was serving 4 years.- okayyy, you a dangerous one too I see.- jp started blushing. Yeah I knew that nigga was gay.- What you got on under this towel, you hiding and shit- jp said. Nene got up and dropped his towel, spinning around to show his bikini- you like it? Pretty boy was hating on me, I'm a bad bitch, period! - man nene you a trip man -I laughed, wiz came over to us.- jp you like that shit don't you, admit it- jp ignored us and continued talking to nene. They ended up leaving together. I got Riyah and carried her inside, I didn't want her getting too much sun light. I sat on the couch and took her out the chair and held her. I gently rocked her, she was staring at me smiling. - you love uncle los don't you girl?- I got her bottle and started feeding her. Alicia came in the house and watched us. She knew she had to tell me eventually. About 4 hours later everyone left and we were in the room talking. She was straddling me rubbing my chest while I played the game.- baby, I'm pregnant! -she blurted out. I thought she was playing- don't play like that it's not funny.- I'm not playing, I'm serious... I purposely stopped taking my birth control weeks ago.- I sat up and looked at her- how far along are you? - 2 months... thats why I haven't been getting my period.- 5 months later it was back to everyday constant sex, but the only difference is we were finally communicating. I was getting ready to go to Jp's birthday party. I had on a white polo shirt with a navy blue horse, some matching blue shorts with white horses, and some af1. I put my white polo cap on and sprayed on some cologne. I went over to her so she could help me with my jewelry. She looked at me like a hot plate.- baby wait until I come back, I don't feel like getting ready again- i said. She sighed and put my jewelry on me- okay baby, don't be gone long -she pulled me down and kissed me.- mmmm I'll be back - I left and went to the party. - look who just walked in yallllll, mr lay the pipe righttttt -said nene. Everybody laughed. I hugged him.- nene you crazy as hell man, where wiz and jp at? - Chile somewhere talking, they not too far sweetness- he went back to his friends. I found them, these niggas was getting high in the bathroom- come hit this shit nigga, we can't smoke out there- jp said- I don't know, you ain't suck no dick recently have you?- he looked at me angrily. Wiz was bout to fall over he was laughing so hard - I'm just fucking with you bro- I took it and started smoking. -I got you something-. I handed him some lingerie- one of y'all niggas gone wear it- Anthony bro you know it's not gone be me- you sure? Nene told me you was the one taking it- wiz said- whatever nigga y'all lame- jp said unenthusiastically. We finished smoking and went out to the party. I was sitting at the table fucking up some food when Alicia texted me. It was a 2 minute long video of her using her vibrator. I sat there watching for about 20 mins. Nene snuck up behind me and tapped my shoulder- what you watching anthonyyyyy?- i quickly moved my phone- nothing just some football highlights- mmmm boy don't lie to me I saw coochieeee- it's Alicia but I don't wanna ditch y'all party- boy go give that girl some damn dick, I'd be running over there if I was you, just sayinnnn- I packed my to go plate and said bye. I sped home and ran upstairs. She was sleeping. Damn, I'm too late. I sat on the bed and put sports center on. I took my hat off and put it on the night stand.