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(Emil's pov)
I woke up later than usual , I guess I had slept in , I got up to notice that everyone else had already woken up . I headed down for breakfast , the house was chaos like always . Tino was making breakfast and looking happy as always , Mathias annoying Lukas only to be emotionally and physically injured by him later , and Berwald helping Tino while talking about Ikea , I never understood why he likes it so much . " Oh good morning Emil" Tino greeted with a smile like usual "Morning" I replied . Lukas turned around ... Slowly "Big brother " he whispered "CUT IT OUT ALREADY " I yelled back " HAHA I say all drinks are on Emil until he calls Lukas big brother!!"Mathias yelled for no reason , Lukas turned around and started choking his neck . Looks like nothing's really changed around here. I walked over to Tino were he handed me a slice of toast and some scrambled eggs , I went and sat down beside Berwald " morning " I said as quietly as possible , he glanced up from his Ikea catalog " morning " he said in a lien deep voice , man this guy scares me . After I ate I rinsed my plate and headed up stairs . " What should I do " I thought to myself , it was Saturday I figured since we would be heading back to school soon I thought I'd pack since Christmas was over ( You really don't wanna know what Tino did to the place ) . After a hour or so I got bored " It doesn't look to cold out " I said to myself " maybe I'll go out for a bit , since there isn't much else to do anyways " . I grabbed my hoodie , phone , wallet and whatever else I'd probably need and left , after telling Tino of course ( again you really don't wanna know what happened last time I forgot to tell him ) . I stepped out the door locking it behind me , and started walking . I had no idea where I was going or where I'd end up , I just needed to be alone . I guess lately I haven't been feeling ... I don't know how to describe it but it's been bothering me , like I-I I've been getting the feeling with guys . I CANT THINK LIKE THAT IM 100% STRAIGHT , I think . Well iv kissed girls before but I don't know how I feel . I was walking along next thing I new it was dark and there was something wet and cold on my face . That's all .

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