Away

Dreams

(Emil's pov)
During the car ride home, I explain to Leon the whole Tino Berwald relationship thing. "Wait if their okay with them being homosexual why noy us?" "It's not the sexuality, I guess they didn't trust you" I explained "oh" he looked a little disappointed. "Do you think they saw you?" He asked "I hope not, unless Peter told them anything", just then Leon's phone went off. "Mind grabbing that" he said keeping his eyes on the road, I picked up his phone "it's Yong" "read it" I opened the message and began reading. "Yo bro, problem, turns out Tino and Berwald were at the zoo with Peter and they saw you, there getting suspicious and they told the others. Shit is happening fast, you guys should move if you wanna keep hiding. But stay please" they know everything shit. "I guess they know, now what?" He asked "I don't know, maybe we should stay, it's been near 3 years since we left, we're adults and married. They can't forcefully separate us" "yea your right, maybe if we get a kid, then they will have another reason not to separate us" WHAT KID "uh kid?!?? Are you sure?!?" "Yea why not, I mean we've been married for quite some time now like so why not." Oh god he's serious, I'm trying so hard to cover my blush but I'm failing horribly for sure. "Are we ready? Like we have to adopt unless you wanna do that donation thing?" Oh God why did I say that "nah let's adopt" thank God. "Boy Girl?" "Uh you pick" shit, which one. Well I've really just grown up around guys and Leon only had 1 sister so maybe we should get a girl "uh girl" yea a little girl. "Okay what age group? we're adopting so we can pick" "you pick this one" I honestly did not wanna pick again. We finally reached home and we went inside. "Okay so what do you want?" I really wanted to know if we needed diapers or not "let me think about" dammit. I ran upstairs and laid down, after a few minutes I heard Leon come up with 2 cups of coffee. He came and sat down beside me, "so maybe we should find out how do adopt a kid first" he said "I guess" I sat up and grabbed my laptop and put it on my lap. "How to adopt a kid" I said while typing it in the search bar, "this is really complicated" he was right there so much work. "Legal stuff, choosing the kid and like a lot more. I wish you had a vagina so I could get you pregnant" aha that was kinda funny "shut up I know you like my 7 inches" oh my god, fuck I'm blushing again. "Okay we should go to a orphanage and discuss what has to be done" he flopped down on the bed. "Your probably like right" he said "i'm tired, let's go to the orphanage tomorrow, come sleep with me" he pouted "later" I ignored him and continue looking on the sites.
(Leon's pov)
Dammit, he ignored me. Fuck whatever if that doesn't work Plan C time. "Emillllllllll" "omg what" he seemed annoyed "please come to sleep it's late and we can go after work" I wined. I really just wanted him to stop worrying and cuddle with me. "Okay okay give me a minute" he ignored me and kept looking at adoption sites. "I found a site where you can adopt Puffins!" "Thats nice now come sleep" "how many should I get" what. I sat up "your getting a Puffin" "yes" "what the hell I thought you were getting a kid" "Leon you can't buy kids online". Fuck it, I laid down and closed my eyes hoping he would also lay down. I started dreaming about the weirdest things. I don't know what's happening, am I dreaming or not, maybe I feel asleep. "Yo bro" I turned around and saw... Myself. What the hell, Emil was standing there beside me, and Yong and Mathias were standing at the door step. This has to be a dream, "were sorry" Mathias said, he looked sad. "Why are you sorry" so my other self can talk, I wonder if they can see me? I ran up to Yong and punched him right in the face. He didn't flinch or feel any pain. I guess they can't see me after all. "We can't keep this up any more da~ze" Yong said. "Keep what up?" "This" another voice appeared from behind them. We all turned around and saw to shadows appear. "You've been here all along huh aru" It was Yao and Lukas. This has to be a dream this for sure isn't real. "Your going home Emil, let's go" Lukas yelled "no" Emil was clenching on my hand. "Leon you too aru, were leaving" Yao no. The other me said nothing, but looked afraid. "Why?! We're adults and we're married, you can't separate us" the other me yelled. "Fine, if you won't come with us... Then we have no relationship. You're nothing to me." No Yao Lukas please don't. Lukas grabbed Emil's other hand and pulled him away from the other me. He clenched onto my hand tight, "please don't let me go" his words stabbed me like a knife. "No Emil" I ran in and tried to stop it, only to be reminded that I can't do anything, no one can see or hear me. I can't bear the to see this anymore. My knees went weak, this can't be happening. "Please make it stop" the voices continued. This was all a dream right?! This can't be real. "Emil don't go" "Leon please make them stop" The voices cried, would they really do this to us?! "Leon, Leon, Leon" another voice was echoing my name. It sounded so familiar, I turned around. No one was there, it wasn't Emil, it was a female and it wasn't Mei either. But this voice was so familiar, like it was someone I knew. "Who's there" I kept looking but all I saw was the scene "it's me" I turned around and saw a women standing there. She was dressed in all white, I couldn't see the face though. "Who are you?" She stepped forward, "hello". It was my mother. "No this isn't real" I turned around. That's not my mom, she's dead this is just a bad dream. "Leon" I felt her hand on my shoulder. "Son, if you love him, don't let them ever take him away from you. Ever" I turned around "Mom" I yelled no answer. I turned around and everyone was gone. I was alone again. Everyone was gone. The room changed out of no where. "Now where am I" it was to dark to see anything. "Your all alone Leon" what's going on. I spun in a circle, but saw nothing "who's there" remember show no fear. "Your alone, you always will be" who's saying this. I couldn't see or move "that's why everyone left" "what'd you mean?" "I mean no one loves you, your parents never cared anyways, Yao gave you away to Arthur when you were a kid and he without any hesitation kicked you out. Emil dosn't love you, he's only with you so he can have a place to stay. No one cares for you." "Shut up" his words stabbed my heart. I can't take this "wake up" I whispered over and over again. I need to leave. I saw a light flash before me "Leon" them I felt a pain on my face. I opened my eyes, and there was that bright light. I was laying down, I sat up and moved the light, I finally woke up. "You were having a bad dream" I saw Emil sitting beside me. I tackled him into a hug, I felt tears slip from my eyes, I'm so happy to see him with me. "What's wrong?" I didn't say anything, I let go and stoked his cheek "do you love me?" I needed to prove to that voice "yes why?" I hugged him again. I could tell he was confused "no reason" He shrugged and hugged me back. All I know is that he loves me!